light_algur
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I am very happy to see a ritual specifically for my people, looking very forward to it.
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Tsubaki Kayerkoshi
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yes, me too... it pleases me quite much seeing unity among our people,
aside from pulverizing the enemy for their endless list of crimes....
i hope to one day see such a peaceful state become permanently and
forever established, which is one of my major goals and what i feel is
a big part of my purpose as Father's child/daughter.
On 11/12/16, lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
aside from pulverizing the enemy for their endless list of crimes....
i hope to one day see such a peaceful state become permanently and
forever established, which is one of my major goals and what i feel is
a big part of my purpose as Father's child/daughter.
On 11/12/16, lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
light_algur
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Most of us go through this types of hardships in our path. Sometimes we rise, sometimes we fall, some come back up and some don't come back.... What matters is the present. It's time to walk the walk, my brother/sister. Your actions determine how serious you are for freedom, so serious it drives the enemies' fear your soul, it's like them seeing a shining star in the astral. The Aryan warrior places no limits upon him/herself, the Aryan warrior looks beyond the stars.
---In [email protected], <tmziebold@... wrote :
yes thats very true, i couldn't agree more perfectly. maybe i dont
always feel completely consciously aware of that, but when i use my
deep thinking and thoughts i almost always find myself able to figure
almost anything out provided i maintain control and stay focused.
what i want to do after the war though is hopefully have children and
start a Zevist clan (i know coven is the more common word but i want
it to be more family focused) which i know what i will name but wont
post here as precautions (going back to recent infiltrators ive
noticed here, i defiantly refuse to leave any open space for them to
foil my plans/ goals), and my reason for this is to both help advance
our white race as much as possible and also make certain there is no
chance of the enemy's return (act as protectors to prevent anything
nasty from having any time or chances to take place. i know there are
RTRs for this, but im one to be take extra cautions and have so-called
"reinforcrments" prepared to pulverize anything malignant. such a
miraculous return is very unlikely given their helplessly desperate
struggle at the present time *what i like to call it personally* but
this is still an idea).
i know there is more than likely other actions i can take to secure
our advancement and prosperity post-war, but this is something i know
i should sit down and think about thoroughly whenever possible. i dont
want to act carelessly or anything related. i feel strongly there are
other things i can do, but it has yet to surface as of now. i admit i
might be looking too far ahead here, but i like to be prepared for
everything as best i can.
as of the present, i intend to continue my regular routine and just do
as i taught myself: take it one day at a time. maybe im overthinking
it since im looking kinda far ahead there, but i dont like to kram
last minute (sorry if i spelled that wrong, speech and the related are
not my best skills). kramming last minute just puts a heavy burden on
people and doesn't end well for most, i know this very well having had
the same problem prior to my hardcore meditation and related. i was a
complete mess then by the way... then just somehow woke up and shouted
with pure determination in my mind saying its time to stop fooling
around and get super strong. from that day on id been meditating a
LOT. as of the present, i am very certain im in somewhere of advanced
phases with meditation, even though im having minor trouble
pinpointing exactly where im at here.
regarding the mess id been in before i started meditating, the story
is a bit long and repetitive, but to keep it short id had bad habits
which only caused me more suffering and pain (i used harmful
substances for recreational reasons and so forth), and i almost lost
it completely before i just sat down and it hit me like lightning that
it was time to get serious and become as strong as possible. from that
night on, id kept my focus on that as best i can and continue to.
and it was only recent that id awakened so to speak about what was
going on during my personal struggle, who or what was responsible, and
what was really going on: the enemy was trying kill me! and i know
exactly why: because they knew what was coming if they failed to get
rid of me. they knew theyd be powerless to do anything noticeable
harmful to me if they didn't just exterminate me right then and there.
its just so obvious to me now... why else would they have incited
depression in me, given me frequent and horrible nightmares that had
tormented the heck out of me, physically attack me through xtians and
yehuborim to cause me to break down emotionally and continue crying for 1-2
hours straight, tempt me to use harmful substances by fooling me into
thinking it will resolve everything, etc? the rule of thumb is this
always: the enemy targets those who are the biggest threat to them as
much as possible! all i have to do to know all of that is correct is
remember that simple sentence.
im eternally greatful to Father for snapping me out of it, he reached
out to me while i was in that mess, even though i wasn't psychically
open or aware enough then to know that i know now that it goes without
question.
my current situation and inner state is the complete opposite of the
above chaos the enemy had on me then, i very rarely break down at all
now.... i cant remember the last time i had a desperate struggle like
that or at all, but i know good and well its been several months.
and its just as i realized: the enemy had tried to drive me to death
because they knew that id become too formidable and intelligent for
them to have any chance against if they failed (which they did! hence
im here writing this...), which is exactly the case for me now.
even enemy spirits, i can do banishing rituals daily and wipe them out
of my quarters so to speak with little effort. furthermore, its easy
to make me laugh so i simply watch funny youtube videos after
performing the working (enemy spirits seem more active at night in my
case, but again im too powerful and given the above that i do its
almost impossible for them to last long or seems that way).
as for the exact amount of time ive been actively meditating, it felt
like 4 months (but i know thats wrong, again it just felt that way),
but after enough time and persistence all the problems and bad habits
id had before began fading and resisting the temptation to use harmful
substances for pleasure has been very easy for quite some time also.
im also noticing that even while im asleep, the enemy's efforts to do
me harm are almost always completely fruitless (if theyre doing it at
all... i sometimes feel theyre not even trying since all they seem to
muster is some random spirit being sent or unusual dreams that dont
even make any sense but i know are designed to spook me. sure, my
speech isnt perfect, but im no fool, i am quite skilled at seeing who/
what is behind the glass and identifying what is being done/ attempted
and why. nobody can throw a pile of Yehuborim garbage at me and deceive
me and so forth, let alone get any results from it (a quick way to
waste time with me, throw that and try to fool me is no different than
talking to a wall. *it gets nowhere).
its glaringly obvious they knew damn well i was going to get this
strong and they made attempts to stop this from happening by putting
me through misery while i was weak enough for them to get results. i
was too lost and confused to know this then, but what matters most is
im aware of it now.
On 11/12/16, Light Algur lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
---In [email protected], <tmziebold@... wrote :
yes thats very true, i couldn't agree more perfectly. maybe i dont
always feel completely consciously aware of that, but when i use my
deep thinking and thoughts i almost always find myself able to figure
almost anything out provided i maintain control and stay focused.
what i want to do after the war though is hopefully have children and
start a Zevist clan (i know coven is the more common word but i want
it to be more family focused) which i know what i will name but wont
post here as precautions (going back to recent infiltrators ive
noticed here, i defiantly refuse to leave any open space for them to
foil my plans/ goals), and my reason for this is to both help advance
our white race as much as possible and also make certain there is no
chance of the enemy's return (act as protectors to prevent anything
nasty from having any time or chances to take place. i know there are
RTRs for this, but im one to be take extra cautions and have so-called
"reinforcrments" prepared to pulverize anything malignant. such a
miraculous return is very unlikely given their helplessly desperate
struggle at the present time *what i like to call it personally* but
this is still an idea).
i know there is more than likely other actions i can take to secure
our advancement and prosperity post-war, but this is something i know
i should sit down and think about thoroughly whenever possible. i dont
want to act carelessly or anything related. i feel strongly there are
other things i can do, but it has yet to surface as of now. i admit i
might be looking too far ahead here, but i like to be prepared for
everything as best i can.
as of the present, i intend to continue my regular routine and just do
as i taught myself: take it one day at a time. maybe im overthinking
it since im looking kinda far ahead there, but i dont like to kram
last minute (sorry if i spelled that wrong, speech and the related are
not my best skills). kramming last minute just puts a heavy burden on
people and doesn't end well for most, i know this very well having had
the same problem prior to my hardcore meditation and related. i was a
complete mess then by the way... then just somehow woke up and shouted
with pure determination in my mind saying its time to stop fooling
around and get super strong. from that day on id been meditating a
LOT. as of the present, i am very certain im in somewhere of advanced
phases with meditation, even though im having minor trouble
pinpointing exactly where im at here.
regarding the mess id been in before i started meditating, the story
is a bit long and repetitive, but to keep it short id had bad habits
which only caused me more suffering and pain (i used harmful
substances for recreational reasons and so forth), and i almost lost
it completely before i just sat down and it hit me like lightning that
it was time to get serious and become as strong as possible. from that
night on, id kept my focus on that as best i can and continue to.
and it was only recent that id awakened so to speak about what was
going on during my personal struggle, who or what was responsible, and
what was really going on: the enemy was trying kill me! and i know
exactly why: because they knew what was coming if they failed to get
rid of me. they knew theyd be powerless to do anything noticeable
harmful to me if they didn't just exterminate me right then and there.
its just so obvious to me now... why else would they have incited
depression in me, given me frequent and horrible nightmares that had
tormented the heck out of me, physically attack me through xtians and
yehuborim to cause me to break down emotionally and continue crying for 1-2
hours straight, tempt me to use harmful substances by fooling me into
thinking it will resolve everything, etc? the rule of thumb is this
always: the enemy targets those who are the biggest threat to them as
much as possible! all i have to do to know all of that is correct is
remember that simple sentence.
im eternally greatful to Father for snapping me out of it, he reached
out to me while i was in that mess, even though i wasn't psychically
open or aware enough then to know that i know now that it goes without
question.
my current situation and inner state is the complete opposite of the
above chaos the enemy had on me then, i very rarely break down at all
now.... i cant remember the last time i had a desperate struggle like
that or at all, but i know good and well its been several months.
and its just as i realized: the enemy had tried to drive me to death
because they knew that id become too formidable and intelligent for
them to have any chance against if they failed (which they did! hence
im here writing this...), which is exactly the case for me now.
even enemy spirits, i can do banishing rituals daily and wipe them out
of my quarters so to speak with little effort. furthermore, its easy
to make me laugh so i simply watch funny youtube videos after
performing the working (enemy spirits seem more active at night in my
case, but again im too powerful and given the above that i do its
almost impossible for them to last long or seems that way).
as for the exact amount of time ive been actively meditating, it felt
like 4 months (but i know thats wrong, again it just felt that way),
but after enough time and persistence all the problems and bad habits
id had before began fading and resisting the temptation to use harmful
substances for pleasure has been very easy for quite some time also.
im also noticing that even while im asleep, the enemy's efforts to do
me harm are almost always completely fruitless (if theyre doing it at
all... i sometimes feel theyre not even trying since all they seem to
muster is some random spirit being sent or unusual dreams that dont
even make any sense but i know are designed to spook me. sure, my
speech isnt perfect, but im no fool, i am quite skilled at seeing who/
what is behind the glass and identifying what is being done/ attempted
and why. nobody can throw a pile of Yehuborim garbage at me and deceive
me and so forth, let alone get any results from it (a quick way to
waste time with me, throw that and try to fool me is no different than
talking to a wall. *it gets nowhere).
its glaringly obvious they knew damn well i was going to get this
strong and they made attempts to stop this from happening by putting
me through misery while i was weak enough for them to get results. i
was too lost and confused to know this then, but what matters most is
im aware of it now.
On 11/12/16, Light Algur lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
Tsubaki Kayerkoshi
New member
- Joined
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- Messages
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thank you for understanding, and youre definitely right about that. i
also had a rather unexpected turn of events tonight, and what im about
to describe here is a bit difficult to explain perfectly but i will do
my best.
im not sure how this happened, but for some reason i just went to the
Black Sun homepage, not even thinking or being aware of what led me to
do this since i just send from gmail or why i even did that to begin
with since id already signed up, and when the page loaded the
strangest thing in the world happened (sorry to exaggerate so much but
everything here was completely unexpected for me): i glanced at the
picture towards the top of Adolf figure of the past and locked my gaze on it
completely, this was all i could see as i was totally focused here.
out of nowhere, some memory that was buried for i dont know how many
years had just hit me right that instant--and i had suddenly
remembered being close to him (what i believe was similar to a family
kind of bond, not saying thats exactly what it was but very much
alike). this hit me VERY hard. i did not take this lightly at all in
any way, as i remember reading the truth about who he really was and
that he truly did care for the people, all the unspeakably gruesome
and horrible things the yehuborim did (and continue to), and once this all
hit me here i just lost it and started crying heavily. i had felt id
lost a very big part of me when this happened, i was so heartbroken
here that i just could not avoid crying from both sorrow and hatred at
the same time; this was one thing that was just too much.
i got so deeply hurt here that i drew an astral scythe and started
shouting mentally at the enemy saying "why?! why did you have to kill
him?! you monsters.... you killed my brother..!" i had called him my
brother here because id remembered my bond with him and that at some
point we really cared for each other, even though i dont remember the
detailed specifics i still knew we were extremely close some number of
years ago. i wanted to lash out at them. i wanted to shout no as loud
as i could. but i knew i wasn't able to; i was too hurt here, as id
felt my own brother was unjustly killed by a bunch of spineless, sick,
savage maggots who are and always were beckoned by destruction and
corruption for the most evil of reasons (if i said that right, but im
sure most people here understand what im trying to say). nothing could
be more hurtful to me than to know someone i was close to was killed
by rotten savages or forced to suicide because of their filthy deeds.
i rarely cry at all: this was the first time id felt so hurt in at
least a few months. usually if someone does something and/ or loses
control on me i can handle it with amazing and surprising stability
and control, but when i love and care for someone as i did him, thats
a bit much. i remember being close to him as though he was family
(even if he wasn't, im just comparing/ relating here, not being exact
per say). this is obviously worse in nasty cases as with Yehuborim crimes
and filth being responsible for this loss, i know what theyre all
about and its an endless list of very gross, hideous and sadistic
trash as most people here probably know.
im ok now, Father helped calm me down and get myself back together,
but this is not something i will ever forget for obvious reasons.
They will pay up for this and everything else they did; they will pay
for their very existence!
On 11/13/16, lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
also had a rather unexpected turn of events tonight, and what im about
to describe here is a bit difficult to explain perfectly but i will do
my best.
im not sure how this happened, but for some reason i just went to the
Black Sun homepage, not even thinking or being aware of what led me to
do this since i just send from gmail or why i even did that to begin
with since id already signed up, and when the page loaded the
strangest thing in the world happened (sorry to exaggerate so much but
everything here was completely unexpected for me): i glanced at the
picture towards the top of Adolf figure of the past and locked my gaze on it
completely, this was all i could see as i was totally focused here.
out of nowhere, some memory that was buried for i dont know how many
years had just hit me right that instant--and i had suddenly
remembered being close to him (what i believe was similar to a family
kind of bond, not saying thats exactly what it was but very much
alike). this hit me VERY hard. i did not take this lightly at all in
any way, as i remember reading the truth about who he really was and
that he truly did care for the people, all the unspeakably gruesome
and horrible things the yehuborim did (and continue to), and once this all
hit me here i just lost it and started crying heavily. i had felt id
lost a very big part of me when this happened, i was so heartbroken
here that i just could not avoid crying from both sorrow and hatred at
the same time; this was one thing that was just too much.
i got so deeply hurt here that i drew an astral scythe and started
shouting mentally at the enemy saying "why?! why did you have to kill
him?! you monsters.... you killed my brother..!" i had called him my
brother here because id remembered my bond with him and that at some
point we really cared for each other, even though i dont remember the
detailed specifics i still knew we were extremely close some number of
years ago. i wanted to lash out at them. i wanted to shout no as loud
as i could. but i knew i wasn't able to; i was too hurt here, as id
felt my own brother was unjustly killed by a bunch of spineless, sick,
savage maggots who are and always were beckoned by destruction and
corruption for the most evil of reasons (if i said that right, but im
sure most people here understand what im trying to say). nothing could
be more hurtful to me than to know someone i was close to was killed
by rotten savages or forced to suicide because of their filthy deeds.
i rarely cry at all: this was the first time id felt so hurt in at
least a few months. usually if someone does something and/ or loses
control on me i can handle it with amazing and surprising stability
and control, but when i love and care for someone as i did him, thats
a bit much. i remember being close to him as though he was family
(even if he wasn't, im just comparing/ relating here, not being exact
per say). this is obviously worse in nasty cases as with Yehuborim crimes
and filth being responsible for this loss, i know what theyre all
about and its an endless list of very gross, hideous and sadistic
trash as most people here probably know.
im ok now, Father helped calm me down and get myself back together,
but this is not something i will ever forget for obvious reasons.
They will pay up for this and everything else they did; they will pay
for their very existence!
On 11/13/16, lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
light_algur
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Thus the Aryan warrior becomes something... super-natural, rising above nature but still respects nature. Shattering through the burning land of the Earth and ascending towards the heavens.
Tsubaki Kayerkoshi
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i really love your writings youve sent here... they always help me be
at peace and relax... its a bliss/peaceful sort of emotion i get thats
hard to describe perfectly (for me anyways).
very glad to read this after seeing this random ad in an app i was
running that showed "black america". happened twice, the second time i
nearly lost it; all i wanted to do was sit there and scream as loud as
possible because i was unspeakably infuriated by this and its also
something im obviously against as such this sparks hatred within me
(this sort of thing always has ever since i entered my serpent's
awakening, and it grows more powerful each day as i meditate regularly
thus growing stronger). i know it might sound childish to feel the
urge to sit here and scream from that, but this is one of the few
things that will push to that point, especially since ive had a rather
exhausting night and so forth (which doesn't help either for obvious
reasons).
anyhow, i wanted to compliment you because i love your messages and
they put me quite at peace, they are unspeakably beautiful regardless
of length. to put something so beautifully in minimal words... thats a
skill id love to have! maybe i dont, but i like seeing people who do!
On 11/14/16, lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
at peace and relax... its a bliss/peaceful sort of emotion i get thats
hard to describe perfectly (for me anyways).
very glad to read this after seeing this random ad in an app i was
running that showed "black america". happened twice, the second time i
nearly lost it; all i wanted to do was sit there and scream as loud as
possible because i was unspeakably infuriated by this and its also
something im obviously against as such this sparks hatred within me
(this sort of thing always has ever since i entered my serpent's
awakening, and it grows more powerful each day as i meditate regularly
thus growing stronger). i know it might sound childish to feel the
urge to sit here and scream from that, but this is one of the few
things that will push to that point, especially since ive had a rather
exhausting night and so forth (which doesn't help either for obvious
reasons).
anyhow, i wanted to compliment you because i love your messages and
they put me quite at peace, they are unspeakably beautiful regardless
of length. to put something so beautifully in minimal words... thats a
skill id love to have! maybe i dont, but i like seeing people who do!
On 11/14/16, lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
light_algur
Member
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My father, mother, brothers and sisters made me who I am today. The Super Soldier fights for his/her kind in which ever way possible. We are all united individually, whether one notices or not or likes it or not. A dear brother of mine once wrote to me... fight to live not to die. I have noticed that one should become the best they can be and go beyond that.
---In [email protected], <tmziebold@... wrote :
i really love your writings youve sent here... they always help me be
at peace and relax... its a bliss/peaceful sort of emotion i get thats
hard to describe perfectly (for me anyways).
very glad to read this after seeing this random ad in an app i was
running that showed "black america". happened twice, the second time i
nearly lost it; all i wanted to do was sit there and scream as loud as
possible because i was unspeakably infuriated by this and its also
something im obviously against as such this sparks hatred within me
(this sort of thing always has ever since i entered my serpent's
awakening, and it grows more powerful each day as i meditate regularly
thus growing stronger). i know it might sound childish to feel the
urge to sit here and scream from that, but this is one of the few
things that will push to that point, especially since ive had a rather
exhausting night and so forth (which doesn't help either for obvious
reasons).
anyhow, i wanted to compliment you because i love your messages and
they put me quite at peace, they are unspeakably beautiful regardless
of length. to put something so beautifully in minimal words... thats a
skill id love to have! maybe i dont, but i like seeing people who do!
On 11/14/16, lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
---In [email protected], <tmziebold@... wrote :
i really love your writings youve sent here... they always help me be
at peace and relax... its a bliss/peaceful sort of emotion i get thats
hard to describe perfectly (for me anyways).
very glad to read this after seeing this random ad in an app i was
running that showed "black america". happened twice, the second time i
nearly lost it; all i wanted to do was sit there and scream as loud as
possible because i was unspeakably infuriated by this and its also
something im obviously against as such this sparks hatred within me
(this sort of thing always has ever since i entered my serpent's
awakening, and it grows more powerful each day as i meditate regularly
thus growing stronger). i know it might sound childish to feel the
urge to sit here and scream from that, but this is one of the few
things that will push to that point, especially since ive had a rather
exhausting night and so forth (which doesn't help either for obvious
reasons).
anyhow, i wanted to compliment you because i love your messages and
they put me quite at peace, they are unspeakably beautiful regardless
of length. to put something so beautifully in minimal words... thats a
skill id love to have! maybe i dont, but i like seeing people who do!
On 11/14/16, lightalgur@... [666BlackSun]
<[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
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