Rituals!

[swaygaddam]

Its been about 4 months now that i have dedicated my sole to Father Satan. Things have been better for me. But i am having a hard time with the rituals. The reason for this is because i am currently living with some one and they have no idea that i have dedicated my self to father. i want to keep it to my self too because they wont understand. Its really hard to burn an incense for the ritual. I also do not have money to purchase necessary stuff for the ritual or to hide the material for rituals. To be honest i had a very hard time dedicating my self because i had to burn the prayer with my signature. I was afraid that the smoke alarm was going to go off. Fortunately i had opened the window to my room and burned it out side. even though i have a room of my own when you are living with some one its really hard to keep an alter and your personal things untouched or hide. i am not even in a position to move out. this is driving me crazy every day that i cant thank Father Satan. I have not even found my demon yet. its just been so long since i have dedicated and i feel like a failure that i am not being able to do any thing or thank Father for his love. I feel like i am not a good Satanist and always disappointed that i couldn't even do the simple ritual.
Help me please!. Do i really need an alter? or burn incense to reach and thank Father Satan? What do i need to do in my situation. I am so clueless.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!To all my love!
Thank you for everything!

Sway

 

[Dustin1]

Why are you doing this to yourself? you are mentally hurting yourself and blocking yourself when there is absolutely no reason for it...

first of all, you can make a temp altar out of pretty much anything, use a chair?

It is what is inside your mind body and soul that counts, not what objects you have or don't have...

Rituals aren't everything, Have you started the 6-month program? I don't think you even need an altar for any of it...

you can't find your demon probably becuase you haven't done any meditations on a daily basis to empower yourself, the 6 month program is a good place to start...

you don't need an altar to thank Satan, thank him the same way you would anybody else, just say it... also, you can make an astral temple and do everything inside of that in your head...

I suggest reading the JoS website... ALL OF IT!!!

Then come back when you have questions regarding stuff you found on the site...

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "swaygaddam" <swaygaddam@... wrote:


Its been about 4 months now that i have dedicated my sole to Father Satan. Things have been better for me. But i am having a hard time with the rituals. The reason for this is because i am currently living with some one and they have no idea that i have dedicated my self to father. i want to keep it to my self too because they wont understand. Its really hard to burn an incense for the ritual. I also do not have money to purchase necessary stuff for the ritual or to hide the material for rituals. To be honest i had a very hard time dedicating my self because i had to burn the prayer with my signature. I was afraid that the smoke alarm was going to go off. Fortunately i had opened the window to my room and burned it out side. even though i have a room of my own when you are living with some one its really hard to keep an alter and your personal things untouched or hide. i am not even in a position to move out. this is driving me crazy every day that i cant thank Father Satan. I have not even found my demon yet. its just been so long since i have dedicated and i feel like a failure that i am not being able to do any thing or thank Father for his love. I feel like i am not a good Satanist and always disappointed that i couldn't even do the simple ritual.
Help me please!. Do i really need an alter? or burn incense to reach and thank Father Satan? What do i need to do in my situation. I am so clueless.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!To all my love!
Thank you for everything!

Sway

 

[lydia_n_666]

You don't *need* anything!! Do it in your Astral Temple:
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... emple.html

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "swaygaddam" <swaygaddam@... wrote:


Its been about 4 months now that i have dedicated my sole to Father Satan. Things have been better for me. But i am having a hard time with the rituals. The reason for this is because i am currently living with some one and they have no idea that i have dedicated my self to father. i want to keep it to my self too because they wont understand. Its really hard to burn an incense for the ritual. I also do not have money to purchase necessary stuff for the ritual or to hide the material for rituals. To be honest i had a very hard time dedicating my self because i had to burn the prayer with my signature. I was afraid that the smoke alarm was going to go off. Fortunately i had opened the window to my room and burned it out side. even though i have a room of my own when you are living with some one its really hard to keep an alter and your personal things untouched or hide. i am not even in a position to move out. this is driving me crazy every day that i cant thank Father Satan. I have not even found my demon yet. its just been so long since i have dedicated and i feel like a failure that i am not being able to do any thing or thank Father for his love. I feel like i am not a good Satanist and always disappointed that i couldn't even do the simple ritual.
Help me please!. Do i really need an alter? or burn incense to reach and thank Father Satan? What do i need to do in my situation. I am so clueless.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!To all my love!
Thank you for everything!

Sway

 

[swaygaddam]

Thank you so much you are right. Where there is a will there is a way. I started working on my mediations. i see everything different now and i feel much happier. thanks again.
P.S also i also found what ever was in my house made an alter.

Hail Father Satan.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Dustin" <ihave.found_home@... wrote:

Why are you doing this to yourself? you are mentally hurting yourself and blocking yourself when there is absolutely no reason for it...

first of all, you can make a temp altar out of pretty much anything, use a chair?

It is what is inside your mind body and soul that counts, not what objects you have or don't have...

Rituals aren't everything, Have you started the 6-month program? I don't think you even need an altar for any of it...

you can't find your demon probably becuase you haven't done any meditations on a daily basis to empower yourself, the 6 month program is a good place to start...

you don't need an altar to thank Satan, thank him the same way you would anybody else, just say it... also, you can make an astral temple and do everything inside of that in your head...

I suggest reading the JoS website... ALL OF IT!!!

Then come back when you have questions regarding stuff you found on the site...

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "swaygaddam" <swaygaddam@ wrote:


Its been about 4 months now that i have dedicated my sole to Father Satan. Things have been better for me. But i am having a hard time with the rituals. The reason for this is because i am currently living with some one and they have no idea that i have dedicated my self to father. i want to keep it to my self too because they wont understand. Its really hard to burn an incense for the ritual. I also do not have money to purchase necessary stuff for the ritual or to hide the material for rituals. To be honest i had a very hard time dedicating my self because i had to burn the prayer with my signature. I was afraid that the smoke alarm was going to go off. Fortunately i had opened the window to my room and burned it out side. even though i have a room of my own when you are living with some one its really hard to keep an alter and your personal things untouched or hide. i am not even in a position to move out. this is driving me crazy every day that i cant thank Father Satan. I have not even found my demon yet. its just been so long since i have dedicated and i feel like a failure that i am not being able to do any thing or thank Father for his love. I feel like i am not a good Satanist and always disappointed that i couldn't even do the simple ritual.
Help me please!. Do i really need an alter? or burn incense to reach and thank Father Satan? What do i need to do in my situation. I am so clueless.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!To all my love!
Thank you for everything!

Sway