ritual ruined??? need help

[Fiorella Barsallo]

I did my ritual yesterday night
well there were some things that made me thing (after i was done with it) that i did it wrong
first
well i couldn't cut my finger so i had to cut my wrist (no guys i'm not emo, it was just easier)
then i couldn't say the pray that loud because the folks were awake
when i burned the paper it didn't burned completely like a few parts of it were still in the process of burning when i had to run outside with the smoky paper since i realized that my smoke detector was right underneath the smoke, i ran outside and tryed to help the paper burn a little more and then i trew it to the plants
when i came back i tried to meditate a little but my parents were talking to loud and i couldn't keep going so i stood up and started to clean the part i did the ritual on.
to my surprise when i was done i realizzed that i had forgotten to say "so mote it be" and "hail Satan" but once i realized it i did it...
well that's how my ritual went... i wanted it to be perfect and hell no it couldnt :[
is it still valid? even though i had those problems?
I wanna have father Satan in my life but i need to know what to do in case that the ritual is not considered as valid
please help?
how do i know that Satan has accepted me and accepted the ritual?
and in case the ritual was fine and i was accepted as part as one of Father's children how can i know who's my guardian demon?
thanks guys!
HAIL FATHER AND THE GODS OF OLD <3

 

[Allison P]

It's okay...don't sweat the small stuff, as they say. As many have
stated before, it does not matter if it didn't go exactly according to
plan. Few rituals do, really. So, just relax. Father knows that you
are sincere, and you will come to know in time that he accepted you. I
did. I just...knew. I know that's not very helpful, but that's the
best I can do. Lol. As for your Guardian, that also will come in time.
They will reveal their identity to you...don't force it. Hells, I'm
not sure who mine is, though I've a very strong feeling that it's Lord
Thoth. but that's just me. Lol. In the meantime, start meditating, and
let the rest of it come. Hope that helped a little bit. Hail Satan!

On 9/29/09, Fiorella Barsallo <fiorella.barsallo@... wrote:
I did my ritual yesterday night
well there were some things that made me thing (after i was done with it)
that i did it wrong
first
well i couldn't cut my finger so i had to cut my wrist (no guys i'm not emo,
it was just easier)
then i couldn't say the pray that loud because the folks were awake
when i burned the paper it didn't burned completely like a few parts of it
were still in the process of burning when i had to run outside with the
smoky paper since i realized that my smoke detector was right underneath the
smoke, i ran outside and tryed to help the paper burn a little more and then
i trew it to the plants
when i came back i tried to meditate a little but my parents were talking to
loud and i couldn't keep going so i stood up and started to clean the part i
did the ritual on.
to my surprise when i was done i realizzed that i had forgotten to say "so
mote it be" and "hail Satan" but once i realized it i did it...
well that's how my ritual went... i wanted it to be perfect and hell no it
couldnt :[
is it still valid? even though i had those problems?
I wanna have father Satan in my life but i need to know what to do in case
that the ritual is not considered as valid
please help?
how do i know that Satan has accepted me and accepted the ritual?
and in case the ritual was fine and i was accepted as part as one of
Father's children how can i know who's my guardian demon?
thanks guys!
HAIL FATHER AND THE GODS OF OLD <3

 

[siguard666]

I also wanted my ritual to be perfect - I pricked my left thumb instead of my index finger. As Allison said, not many rituals are perfect, but sincerity is the key here.

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

It's okay...don't sweat the small stuff, as they say. As many have
stated before, it does not matter if it didn't go exactly according to
plan. Few rituals do, really. So, just relax. Father knows that you
are sincere, and you will come to know in time that he accepted you. I
did. I just...knew. I know that's not very helpful, but that's the
best I can do. Lol. As for your Guardian, that also will come in time.
They will reveal their identity to you...don't force it. Hells, I'm
not sure who mine is, though I've a very strong feeling that it's Lord
Thoth. but that's just me. Lol. In the meantime, start meditating, and
let the rest of it come. Hope that helped a little bit. Hail Satan!

On 9/29/09, Fiorella Barsallo <fiorella.barsallo@... wrote:
I did my ritual yesterday night
well there were some things that made me thing (after i was done with it)
that i did it wrong
first
well i couldn't cut my finger so i had to cut my wrist (no guys i'm not emo,
it was just easier)
then i couldn't say the pray that loud because the folks were awake
when i burned the paper it didn't burned completely like a few parts of it
were still in the process of burning when i had to run outside with the
smoky paper since i realized that my smoke detector was right underneath the
smoke, i ran outside and tryed to help the paper burn a little more and then
i trew it to the plants
when i came back i tried to meditate a little but my parents were talking to
loud and i couldn't keep going so i stood up and started to clean the part i
did the ritual on.
to my surprise when i was done i realizzed that i had forgotten to say "so
mote it be" and "hail Satan" but once i realized it i did it...
well that's how my ritual went... i wanted it to be perfect and hell no it
couldnt :[
is it still valid? even though i had those problems?
I wanna have father Satan in my life but i need to know what to do in case
that the ritual is not considered as valid
please help?
how do i know that Satan has accepted me and accepted the ritual?
and in case the ritual was fine and i was accepted as part as one of
Father's children how can i know who's my guardian demon?
thanks guys!
HAIL FATHER AND THE GODS OF OLD <3

 

[fleurydee]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Fiorella Barsallo <fiorella.barsallo@... wrote:

I did my ritual yesterday night
well there were some things that made me thing (after i was done with it) that i did it wrong
first
well i couldn't cut my finger so i had to cut my wrist (no guys i'm not emo, it was just easier)
then i couldn't say the pray that loud because the folks were awake
when i burned the paper it didn't burned completely like a few parts of it were still in the process of burning when i had to run outside with the smoky paper since i realized that my smoke detector was right underneath the smoke, i ran outside and tryed to help the paper burn a little more and then i trew it to the plants
when i came back i tried to meditate a little but my parents were talking to loud and i couldn't keep going so i stood up and started to clean the part i did the ritual on.
to my surprise when i was done i realizzed that i had forgotten to say "so mote it be" and "hail Satan" but once i realized it i did

it...

I did my own dedication on the 21 of september, and every thing went well untll it was time to burn to the paper and for some reason every thing around caught fire, i had to break the ritual to put out the fire,clean up,then i remembered to sa my "so mote it be and hail satan.But i have had a good feeling about my dedication because i think father has recieved it, because a lot has changed in my life.

Hail Satan.

well that's how my ritual went... i wanted it to be perfect and hell no it couldnt :[
is it still valid? even though i had those problems?
I wanna have father Satan in my life but i need to know what to do in case that the ritual is not considered as valid
please help?
how do i know that Satan has accepted me and accepted the ritual?
and in case the ritual was fine and i was accepted as part as one of Father's children how can i know who's my guardian demon?
thanks guys!
HAIL FATHER AND THE GODS OF OLD <3

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

It's OK. Very few dedication rituals go strictly according to script (I know mine certainly didn't), yet the dedication is accepted and valid. What really counts is what's in your heart, your honesty and sincerity. Think no more of it and now move ahead, learning as much as you can (study the JoS site thoroughly, for starters) and begin your meditations.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "fleurydee" <davinaeke@... wrote:

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Fiorella Barsallo <fiorella.barsallo@ wrote:

I did my ritual yesterday night
well there were some things that made me thing (after i was done with it) that i did it wrong
first
well i couldn't cut my finger so i had to cut my wrist (no guys i'm not emo, it was just easier)
then i couldn't say the pray that loud because the folks were awake
when i burned the paper it didn't burned completely like a few parts of it were still in the process of burning when i had to run outside with the smoky paper since i realized that my smoke detector was right underneath the smoke, i ran outside and tryed to help the paper burn a little more and then i trew it to the plants
when i came back i tried to meditate a little but my parents were talking to loud and i couldn't keep going so i stood up and started to clean the part i did the ritual on.
to my surprise when i was done i realizzed that i had forgotten to say "so mote it be" and "hail Satan" but once i realized it i did
it...

I did my own dedication on the 21 of september, and every thing went well untll it was time to burn to the paper and for some reason every thing around caught fire, i had to break the ritual to put out the fire,clean up,then i remembered to sa my "so mote it be and hail satan.But i have had a good feeling about my dedication because i think father has recieved it, because a lot has changed in my life.

Hail Satan.
well that's how my ritual went... i wanted it to be perfect and hell no it couldnt :[
is it still valid? even though i had those problems?
I wanna have father Satan in my life but i need to know what to do in case that the ritual is not considered as valid
please help?
how do i know that Satan has accepted me and accepted the ritual?
and in case the ritual was fine and i was accepted as part as one of Father's children how can i know who's my guardian demon?
thanks guys!
HAIL FATHER AND THE GODS OF OLD <3