Because I'm 15 and have a very nosy mom I haven't been able to any rituals yet (i've been satanist for about a year). She now has a 2nd shift job so I'm all alone until like midnight. After we move into our apartment in about 3 weeks I would like to start doing rituals on a regular basis. Do I need to have all of the ritual materials or can I improvise a little? Since I'm not an adult it would be next to impossible for me to get an athame. I'm really excited and don't know what to expect on my 1st ritual. For anyone that's done rituals what is the 1st one like?
