You'd -like- to have a girlfriend who can teach you more. I'd like to have a boyfriend who I can teach. But unfortunately some things are harder to obtain than others.
I should stress here, it's important in Spiritual Satanism that you learn to do your own research, figure things out for yourself, so that you will grow to become independent and rely on your own insight and abilities. Of course, there's nothing wrong with needing help here and there, or discussing things with others to advance your own knowledge, but total reliance on another being is not Satanic by any stretch of the imagination, and I can assure you, the human imagination is quite stretchy.