liberate4free
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I am writing this post to seek advice from fellow brothers and sisters about my situation. I broke my 8 month relationship, yesterday. I thought I had found the my ideal partner (she is of the same race) and astrologically the signs were indicating to this.
I'll spare the details, bottom line is she wanted to see another guy whilst having a relationship with me. She wanted to keep me as a spare tire just in case things don't work out with him. This crossed the line as it broke me. I ended our relationship in a gentle manner, wishing her good luck!
There in one part in me that wants to take revenge, make her repent. There is another that wants the best for her and her wishes. I feel I am too nice and that she walked all over me. At the same time I feel I shouldn't curse her as she is a gentile. I don't want her back. I remember Hp Maxine saying that one should get all the rage out as it is cathartic.
In what ways would I be able to cleanse myself?
Hail Satan
I'll spare the details, bottom line is she wanted to see another guy whilst having a relationship with me. She wanted to keep me as a spare tire just in case things don't work out with him. This crossed the line as it broke me. I ended our relationship in a gentle manner, wishing her good luck!
There in one part in me that wants to take revenge, make her repent. There is another that wants the best for her and her wishes. I feel I am too nice and that she walked all over me. At the same time I feel I shouldn't curse her as she is a gentile. I don't want her back. I remember Hp Maxine saying that one should get all the rage out as it is cathartic.
In what ways would I be able to cleanse myself?
Hail Satan
