exarkuun1991
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I'm mostly interested in where this is coming from.
I've only been doing the meditation where you pull in energy every other day, now. I did it for a few consecutive days, yet I could not sleep. I felt fine, but was worried I would be too tired when I needed to be well rested, so I'm going with every other day now..
Recently, I've been seeing the enemy more and more, pull off their shitty lies and pity stories..I've been incredibly angry. Angrier than I've been my whole life. It feels partly direct, partly unfocused at the same time.
I know we're doing the daily ritual thing, something I've only done once(yes, I know, bad of me)..I'll be working on that until the next awakening ritual.
I'm just wondering where this came from all of a sudden! I have..hatred, anger, wrath, fury, rage..no words for it, just a desire to destroy them all. This isn't like before..what does it mean?
I've only been doing the meditation where you pull in energy every other day, now. I did it for a few consecutive days, yet I could not sleep. I felt fine, but was worried I would be too tired when I needed to be well rested, so I'm going with every other day now..
Recently, I've been seeing the enemy more and more, pull off their shitty lies and pity stories..I've been incredibly angry. Angrier than I've been my whole life. It feels partly direct, partly unfocused at the same time.
I know we're doing the daily ritual thing, something I've only done once(yes, I know, bad of me)..I'll be working on that until the next awakening ritual.
I'm just wondering where this came from all of a sudden! I have..hatred, anger, wrath, fury, rage..no words for it, just a desire to destroy them all. This isn't like before..what does it mean?