Really, really huge problem, need desperate help, possible offense t

[amy_smale]

I feel frightened to even try to post this, but I feel so so ashamed
and I desperatley need someone to help me! I'm 17, i'm at the end,
and I don't know what to do. I want to have a really deep and
rewarding relationship with Father Satan but there is something
really serious standing in the way: My feelings. Please, please, I
know i'm a freak but let me explain.

I'm so scared that i'm going to offend Father Satan, and I don't even
know if he will continue to accept me and care for me! He seems to
have done in the past, making sure I keep away from certain people,
and aiding me in other aspects of my life too. But with my "problem"
he has been remarkably quiet, and even though he's been helping me
with other things, I can't help feeling that he may care for me and
trust me more if this problem were to be eradicated. So i've decided
to post it here to try to find help and support from anywhere, and If
i can't get it hear from brothers and sisters in Satan....i'm
screwed!

Heres my problem: I feel as though I have a crush on Satan. I know
that sounds horrible and I can't even imagine what Father Satan must
be thinking about it, but I feel so lost and so confused and I REALLY
NEED HELP!! I have this image of him in my head, what he looks like,
and how much I want to kiss him and for him to hold me. But its not
just that, it goes WAY beyond that! I cry myself to sleep almost
every night with worry that one day he's just going to turn around
and hate me! Why do I feel this way? He's been so wonderful to me so
how could this happen??

I really, really don't want to hurt Father Satan and I need any
suggestions. Am I some way spiritually dirty? Do I need to be
cleansed or something?? Please, please, I need help, and without it I
just feel like I'm hurting Father Satan and that i'll hurt him
forever until it ends! Please, I long to improve our relationship,
and he hasn't seemed to have judged me about it yet and has been
helping me with other things, but what happens when one day he turns
round and thinks i'm taking the mickey out of him? I'm not, and I
want to prove that to him! So please, if anybody can help me, I
desperatley need you, brothers and sisters, so that me and Father
Satan can get on track together and so I can do great things for him.
I can't help how I feel, it feels natural, but I know it's not and it
HAS to stop NOW. So please, is there any help out there?? And please
don't shout at me

 

[platinumsquid93]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "amy_smale" <amy_smale@... wrote:
you shouldn't feel ashamed at all, its only natural to love the being
that created you and will do anything to help you be the best you can
be Satan knows each of our personalities better than most people
know their own so he already knows and he knows why even if you aren't
sure yourself. he's the most understanding and loving being there is
so he would NEVER turn his back on you do your meditations so you
can see and hear demons and talk to them about it. hehe and I think
Satan's used to girls liking him since I heard somewhere on the JoS he
has 5 wives

I feel frightened to even try to post this, but I feel so so ashamed
and I desperatley need someone to help me! I'm 17, i'm at the end,
and I don't know what to do. I want to have a really deep and
rewarding relationship with Father Satan but there is something
really serious standing in the way: My feelings. Please, please, I
know i'm a freak but let me explain.

I'm so scared that i'm going to offend Father Satan, and I don't even
know if he will continue to accept me and care for me! He seems to
have done in the past, making sure I keep away from certain people,
and aiding me in other aspects of my life too. But with my "problem"
he has been remarkably quiet, and even though he's been helping me
with other things, I can't help feeling that he may care for me and
trust me more if this problem were to be eradicated. So i've decided
to post it here to try to find help and support from anywhere, and If
i can't get it hear from brothers and sisters in Satan....i'm
screwed!

Heres my problem: I feel as though I have a crush on Satan. I know
that sounds horrible and I can't even imagine what Father Satan must
be thinking about it, but I feel so lost and so confused and I REALLY
NEED HELP!! I have this image of him in my head, what he looks like,
and how much I want to kiss him and for him to hold me. But its not
just that, it goes WAY beyond that! I cry myself to sleep almost
every night with worry that one day he's just going to turn around
and hate me! Why do I feel this way? He's been so wonderful to me so
how could this happen??

I really, really don't want to hurt Father Satan and I need any
suggestions. Am I some way spiritually dirty? Do I need to be
cleansed or something?? Please, please, I need help, and without it I
just feel like I'm hurting Father Satan and that i'll hurt him
forever until it ends! Please, I long to improve our relationship,
and he hasn't seemed to have judged me about it yet and has been
helping me with other things, but what happens when one day he turns
round and thinks i'm taking the mickey out of him? I'm not, and I
want to prove that to him! So please, if anybody can help me, I
desperatley need you, brothers and sisters, so that me and Father
Satan can get on track together and so I can do great things for him.
I can't help how I feel, it feels natural, but I know it's not and it
HAS to stop NOW. So please, is there any help out there?? And please
don't shout at me

 

[allforenki]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "amy_smale" <amy_smale@... wrote:

I feel frightened to even try to post this, but I feel so so

ashamed

and I desperatley need someone to help me! I'm 17, i'm at the end,
and I don't know what to do. I want to have a really deep and
rewarding relationship with Father Satan but there is something
really serious standing in the way: My feelings. Please, please, I
know i'm a freak but let me explain.

I'm so scared that i'm going to offend Father Satan, and I don't

even

know if he will continue to accept me and care for me! He seems to
have done in the past, making sure I keep away from certain people,
and aiding me in other aspects of my life too. But with

my "problem"

he has been remarkably quiet, and even though he's been helping me
with other things, I can't help feeling that he may care for me and
trust me more if this problem were to be eradicated. So i've

decided

to post it here to try to find help and support from anywhere, and

If

i can't get it hear from brothers and sisters in Satan....i'm
screwed!

Heres my problem: I feel as though I have a crush on Satan. I know
that sounds horrible and I can't even imagine what Father Satan

must

be thinking about it, but I feel so lost and so confused and I

REALLY

NEED HELP!! I have this image of him in my head, what he looks

like,

and how much I want to kiss him and for him to hold me. But its not
just that, it goes WAY beyond that! I cry myself to sleep almost
every night with worry that one day he's just going to turn around
and hate me! Why do I feel this way? He's been so wonderful to me

so

how could this happen??

I really, really don't want to hurt Father Satan and I need any
suggestions. Am I some way spiritually dirty? Do I need to be
cleansed or something?? Please, please, I need help, and without it

I

just feel like I'm hurting Father Satan and that i'll hurt him
forever until it ends! Please, I long to improve our relationship,
and he hasn't seemed to have judged me about it yet and has been
helping me with other things, but what happens when one day he

turns

round and thinks i'm taking the mickey out of him? I'm not, and I
want to prove that to him! So please, if anybody can help me, I
desperatley need you, brothers and sisters, so that me and Father
Satan can get on track together and so I can do great things for

him.

I can't help how I feel, it feels natural, but I know it's not and

it

HAS to stop NOW. So please, is there any help out there?? And

please

don't shout at me

He wont turn on you. Dont turn on him. He Knows your deepest thoughts
and feelings, and if hes still helping you then your not offending
him in anyway. Im sure your relationship with him is fine. I wouldnt
worry. If you love him, he will love you.

 

[HP Babalon]

Satan will not hate you for loving him. He is beautiful and it is
understandable that your love transcends just that of friend and
father. If you feelings are this intense, talk to Satan about them. He
may still wish to only be a spiritual companion and not a romantic
one, but he will not think any less of you because of your feelings.
Just be understanding and respectful of Satan's decision either way.
You have nothing to fear.

High Priest Babalon
Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "amy_smale" <amy_smale@... wrote:


I feel frightened to even try to post this, but I feel so so ashamed
and I desperatley need someone to help me! I'm 17, i'm at the end,
and I don't know what to do. I want to have a really deep and
rewarding relationship with Father Satan but there is something
really serious standing in the way: My feelings. Please, please, I
know i'm a freak but let me explain.

I'm so scared that i'm going to offend Father Satan, and I don't even
know if he will continue to accept me and care for me! He seems to
have done in the past, making sure I keep away from certain people,
and aiding me in other aspects of my life too. But with my "problem"
he has been remarkably quiet, and even though he's been helping me
with other things, I can't help feeling that he may care for me and
trust me more if this problem were to be eradicated. So i've decided
to post it here to try to find help and support from anywhere, and If
i can't get it hear from brothers and sisters in Satan....i'm
screwed!

Heres my problem: I feel as though I have a crush on Satan. I know
that sounds horrible and I can't even imagine what Father Satan must
be thinking about it, but I feel so lost and so confused and I REALLY
NEED HELP!! I have this image of him in my head, what he looks like,
and how much I want to kiss him and for him to hold me. But its not
just that, it goes WAY beyond that! I cry myself to sleep almost
every night with worry that one day he's just going to turn around
and hate me! Why do I feel this way? He's been so wonderful to me so
how could this happen??

I really, really don't want to hurt Father Satan and I need any
suggestions. Am I some way spiritually dirty? Do I need to be
cleansed or something?? Please, please, I need help, and without it I
just feel like I'm hurting Father Satan and that i'll hurt him
forever until it ends! Please, I long to improve our relationship,
and he hasn't seemed to have judged me about it yet and has been
helping me with other things, but what happens when one day he turns
round and thinks i'm taking the mickey out of him? I'm not, and I
want to prove that to him! So please, if anybody can help me, I
desperatley need you, brothers and sisters, so that me and Father
Satan can get on track together and so I can do great things for him.
I can't help how I feel, it feels natural, but I know it's not and it
HAS to stop NOW. So please, is there any help out there?? And please
don't shout at me

 

[Janette Shank]

it's alright. what you need to do is calm down. there is no reason to be so upset. many people have crushes on Father Satan, including me, and He has not punished anyone that i know of for it.   Jessica   HAIL FATHER SATAN!!

From: amy_smale <amy_smale@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, March 1, 2009 4:45:04 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Really, really huge problem, need desperate help, possible offense to Satan


I feel frightened to even try to post this, but I feel so so ashamed
and I desperatley need someone to help me! I'm 17, i'm at the end,
and I don't know what to do. I want to have a really deep and
rewarding relationship with Father Satan but there is something
really serious standing in the way: My feelings. Please, please, I
know i'm a freak but let me explain.

I'm so scared that i'm going to offend Father Satan, and I don't even
know if he will continue to accept me and care for me! He seems to
have done in the past, making sure I keep away from certain people,
and aiding me in other aspects of my life too. But with my "problem"
he has been remarkably quiet, and even though he's been helping me
with other things, I can't help feeling that he may care for me and
trust me more if this problem were to be eradicated. So i've decided
to post it here to try to find help and support from anywhere, and If
i can't get it hear from brothers and sisters in Satan....i'm
screwed!

Heres my problem: I feel as though I have a crush on Satan. I know
that sounds horrible and I can't even imagine what Father Satan must
be thinking about it, but I feel so lost and so confused and I REALLY
NEED HELP!! I have this image of him in my head, what he looks like,
and how much I want to kiss him and for him to hold me. But its not
just that, it goes WAY beyond that! I cry myself to sleep almost
every night with worry that one day he's just going to turn around
and hate me! Why do I feel this way? He's been so wonderful to me so
how could this happen??

I really, really don't want to hurt Father Satan and I need any
suggestions. Am I some way spiritually dirty? Do I need to be
cleansed or something?? Please, please, I need help, and without it I
just feel like I'm hurting Father Satan and that i'll hurt him
forever until it ends! Please, I long to improve our relationship,
and he hasn't seemed to have judged me about it yet and has been
helping me with other things, but what happens when one day he turns
round and thinks i'm taking the mickey out of him? I'm not, and I
want to prove that to him! So please, if anybody can help me, I
desperatley need you, brothers and sisters, so that me and Father
Satan can get on track together and so I can do great things for him.
I can't help how I feel, it feels natural, but I know it's not and it
HAS to stop NOW. So please, is there any help out there?? And please
don't shout at me

 

[roxy_falloutgirl]

ohhh goshhh.......
he could never hate someone who beleives in him!
ive seen a picture of him and i think he's fuckin HOT!
but that doesnt change anything

he's not gonna hate you just cuz you like him ALOT.
and dont worry, im pretty sure your not hurting him...i hope not at least...hes like...indestructible!
yeahh...thats like the perfect word to describe him
like from that one song by that dude
and if anything its more of a compliment

i dont see how you could offend him...like...im pretty sure everyone thinks hes gorgeous
even dudes!
so just continue on with your life and dont be afraid to do anything
because the enemy wants you to be afraid and....that means you shouldnt be afraid

and stuff......
wahoo!
and of course he wouldnt judge you for liking him like that!
i think if he wanted to he could know you better than you know you
so....if anything he already knows that your not taking the mickey out of him... (i dont really know what that means, but he knows your not!)

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Janette Shank <jessicarosewolfe@... wrote:

it's alright. what you need to do is calm down. there is no reason to be so upset. many people have crushes on Father Satan, including me, and He has not punished anyone that i know of for it.
 
Jessica
 
HAIL FATHER SATAN!!




________________________________
From: amy_smale <amy_smale@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Sunday, March 1, 2009 4:45:04 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Really, really huge problem, need desperate help, possible offense to Satan



I feel frightened to even try to post this, but I feel so so ashamed
and I desperatley need someone to help me! I'm 17, i'm at the end,
and I don't know what to do. I want to have a really deep and
rewarding relationship with Father Satan but there is something
really serious standing in the way: My feelings. Please, please, I
know i'm a freak but let me explain.

I'm so scared that i'm going to offend Father Satan, and I don't even
know if he will continue to accept me and care for me! He seems to
have done in the past, making sure I keep away from certain people,
and aiding me in other aspects of my life too. But with my "problem"
he has been remarkably quiet, and even though he's been helping me
with other things, I can't help feeling that he may care for me and
trust me more if this problem were to be eradicated. So i've decided
to post it here to try to find help and support from anywhere, and If
i can't get it hear from brothers and sisters in Satan....i'm
screwed!

Heres my problem: I feel as though I have a crush on Satan. I know
that sounds horrible and I can't even imagine what Father Satan must
be thinking about it, but I feel so lost and so confused and I REALLY
NEED HELP!! I have this image of him in my head, what he looks like,
and how much I want to kiss him and for him to hold me. But its not
just that, it goes WAY beyond that! I cry myself to sleep almost
every night with worry that one day he's just going to turn around
and hate me! Why do I feel this way? He's been so wonderful to me so
how could this happen??

I really, really don't want to hurt Father Satan and I need any
suggestions. Am I some way spiritually dirty? Do I need to be
cleansed or something?? Please, please, I need help, and without it I
just feel like I'm hurting Father Satan and that i'll hurt him
forever until it ends! Please, I long to improve our relationship,
and he hasn't seemed to have judged me about it yet and has been
helping me with other things, but what happens when one day he turns
round and thinks i'm taking the mickey out of him? I'm not, and I
want to prove that to him! So please, if anybody can help me, I
desperatley need you, brothers and sisters, so that me and Father
Satan can get on track together and so I can do great things for him.
I can't help how I feel, it feels natural, but I know it's not and it
HAS to stop NOW. So please, is there any help out there?? And please
don't shout at me