Reading about the Templars

[Seby]

Is there anything that I can read about the Templars that is relatively close to the truth instead of the mainstream version?
It is clear that by the time of its dissolution the Order was Satanic, at least its inner circle. I want to know more about this.
The first grand master's name Hugues de Payens' means literally "Spirit of the Pagans" which is not just a coincidence considering that Word is Power. Maybe it was Satanic from its inception. Is there anything reliable to read?

 

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https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=26003&p=118206&hilit=templar+kiss#p118206

There was another topic which I can't seem to find but it basically said they used to kiss Kundalini.
I can't find it.

 

[Seby]

I think someone here said that the Cathars were (like the Templars) hidden Pagans but from Rahn's book they were even worse than xians.
BTW I made this thread for evidence of what are for me mostly unsubstantiated claims.

The Templars were obviously Pagan because of the symbols. They had the Abrasax sigil which has the same symbolism of Hermes and Zeus vs Typhon. They had many different Baphomets like an androgynous being, the Orphics worshipped the same thing under the name Phanes (literally light bringer). Other descriptions of the Baphomet has it as a head with two faces, this is the head of a statue of Janus.
Baphomet means baptism of wisdom because the Baphomets are relics from the ancient world filled by spiritual allegories and the Templars used them to reach godhead. I think even staying close to these statues helps with kundalini.