Why you decided to pull up here and obsessively garbage post........
From: blatantly_anonymous <v.valentine666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, June 8, 2013 5:34:55 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Sexual Preferences? (Straying away from blind obsessive lust)
Apparently because one of several things expected of me is a healthy sexual relationship (which is difficult to do, considering my preferred taste), how should I go about finding the right match? Simply the thought of being cheated on in a relationship is often so much to bear that it drives me insane and I often refuse getting intimate with a woman because I don't want "that feel" of other men's penises/sperm already having gotten inside of a girl I'm around. I sometimes am even able to smell the man's penis having recently penetrated/ejaculated in/on a woman as she walks by and in all honesty, it's extremely unpleasant.
I have an extreme distaste for being around other men when I myself am being sexual, and honestly would always refuse participation in orgies, group sex/three ways (with other men), swinging, or "sharing" a girl I'm with.
I mean, what should I do? I try to close off my chakras a lot to prevent the feel or smell of other men and their disgusting penis so I can live my life, but my attitude with it has affected nearly every relationship I could have been in. Even sleeping with some random girl I was coerced into sleeping with was difficult because of my disgust at being inside of someone having already had other penises inside her.
You know, that old saying, that by sleeping with this girl, you're sleeping with every guy she's ever been with. (Particles, absorption, memory, etc).
Do I have some sort of problem? I've tried time and time again to get over that issue of mine and accept other guys having had sex with whichever girl, but I just start to feel really dirty and a little bit sick, and my penis instinctively starts going limp. When I try to pick myself up, to still try and be willing to be sexually intimate with whomever given the other men she's been with, I only seem to give myself more blockages, and more problems.
Hail the Gods of Hell
From: blatantly_anonymous <v.valentine666@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Saturday, June 8, 2013 5:34:55 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Sexual Preferences? (Straying away from blind obsessive lust)
Apparently because one of several things expected of me is a healthy sexual relationship (which is difficult to do, considering my preferred taste), how should I go about finding the right match? Simply the thought of being cheated on in a relationship is often so much to bear that it drives me insane and I often refuse getting intimate with a woman because I don't want "that feel" of other men's penises/sperm already having gotten inside of a girl I'm around. I sometimes am even able to smell the man's penis having recently penetrated/ejaculated in/on a woman as she walks by and in all honesty, it's extremely unpleasant.
I have an extreme distaste for being around other men when I myself am being sexual, and honestly would always refuse participation in orgies, group sex/three ways (with other men), swinging, or "sharing" a girl I'm with.
I mean, what should I do? I try to close off my chakras a lot to prevent the feel or smell of other men and their disgusting penis so I can live my life, but my attitude with it has affected nearly every relationship I could have been in. Even sleeping with some random girl I was coerced into sleeping with was difficult because of my disgust at being inside of someone having already had other penises inside her.
You know, that old saying, that by sleeping with this girl, you're sleeping with every guy she's ever been with. (Particles, absorption, memory, etc).
Do I have some sort of problem? I've tried time and time again to get over that issue of mine and accept other guys having had sex with whichever girl, but I just start to feel really dirty and a little bit sick, and my penis instinctively starts going limp. When I try to pick myself up, to still try and be willing to be sexually intimate with whomever given the other men she's been with, I only seem to give myself more blockages, and more problems.
Hail the Gods of Hell