First of all you should stop using drugs since it dameges the brain, and sometimes is very hard to repair...
read www.joyofsatan.org and http://spiritualwarfare666.webs.com/Satans_Library.htm to undestand more about Satanism and spiritual war.
read also this to undestand about buddism http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic175.html
  
				
			read www.joyofsatan.org and http://spiritualwarfare666.webs.com/Satans_Library.htm to undestand more about Satanism and spiritual war.
read also this to undestand about buddism http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic175.html