Valkyrie Vixen
New member
- Joined
- Dec 30, 2011
- Messages
- 33
Joy of Satan The post is about a naturally occurring chemical within our body, DMT is released every night while we are asleep as well as when we die. It is what causes us to dream. I am fully aware why you are all freaking out about his experience because it falls into the "drug" category.
That said, if one is to do a substance DMT is much better than most FOOD these days because they contain more unnatural substances. It doesn't make sense to me why people are taking his post entirely out of context and comparing DMT to alcohol, especially saying that alcohol is the "safest" drug. By the effects you listed its easy to tell that you are either too stupid to put it together that just because it is legal doesn't mean it is good for you, or you just haven't done any research on the drug this person tried. Either way, you shouldn't respond to these posts if you haven't a leg to stand on. Hope it made you feel good about yourself to put someone down for sharing their experience. Hail Satan!
Hail Lilith!
Hail Astaroth!
Hail Gomory! <3
**Little Miss Satanist**
THE
*Valkyrie Vixen*From: [email protected] Date: 18 Sep 2012 01:59:09 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: "No Reply"<[email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Digest Number 3621
1.1 [url=#1.1] Re: Not L[/IMG] Mon Sep 17, 2012 6:43 am (PDT) . Posted by: [email=denniswhicher@...?subject=Re%3A%20Not%20Living%20Life%20To%20The%20Full] "enemyofjezzuz" enemyofjezzuz [/email]
What is a waste is when you spend your time drunk or stoned. You don't
get to remember what went on during that time, and meditation has the
potential to work even better than drugs. It is those people that think
they need to be drunk or drugged all the time that cannot live to the
full.
As for sex, why do you need to be drunk or drugged to have it? It has a
great deal of spiritual benefit, but most of that is lost if you are too
wasted to remember or enjoy it to the full. And, you are more likely to
find yourself fucking a kike if you are drunk or drugged than if you are
sober. Worst, if you are going to have sex with a kike or someone that
is deep into Christi-SCAM- ity or PISS-lam, you are going to be damaged
that much more by the angels and/or the bad luck curse the enemy places
on you if you are impaired with drugs. It is kind of hard to remove a
hang-up that was placed on you while you were high on drugs and the
half-kike on the other side was sober.
Also, is it really living life to the full if you are in the hospital
because your brain and your liver are trashed from drugs? What about
getting a disease because of the drugs? These drugs can lead to chronic
disease and make your chances of getting a sexually transmitted disease
go up on the same exposure. Plus, I don't think hitting a tree or
getting a jail stay because of a drink driving situation constitutes
"living life to the full".
At least you are not going to ruin your liver, get sucked into sex with
that half-kike and get hammered with their angels, and get a drink
driving situation by meditating.
--- In [email=JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com[/email], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@. ..
wrote:
spend all day meditating as we are WORKING on something. For a spiritual
satanists being intently focused on spirituality is not a bad balance.
It is what is needed...unless ofcourse you start negelecting your
hygiene or anything important like that.
time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want
to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to
go.
have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very
desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts
here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the
difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real
friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging
out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations
for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being
preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find
outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and
circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual
also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at
war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south
England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing
every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been
obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My
astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct
ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is
spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void
meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing
that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no
matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it
is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material
world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and
desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me
and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black
energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Hail Satan!
____________ _________ _________ __
From: enemyofjezzuz <[email=denniswhicher%40yahoo.com]denniswhicher@ yahoo.com[/email]
To: [email=JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com[/email]
Sent: Monday, September 17, 2012 9:43 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Not Living Life To The Full
What is a waste is when you spend your time drunk or stoned. You don't get to remember what went on during that time, and meditation has the potential to work even better than drugs. It is those people that think they need to be drunk or drugged all the time that cannot live to the full.
As for sex, why do you need to be drunk or drugged to have it? It has a great deal of spiritual benefit, but most of that is lost if you are too wasted to remember or enjoy it to the full. And, you are more likely to find yourself fucking a kike if you are drunk or drugged than if you are sober. Worst, if you are going to have sex with a kike or someone that is deep into Christi-SCAM- ity or PISS-lam, you are going to be damaged that much more by the angels and/or the bad luck curse the enemy places on you if you are impaired with drugs. It is kind of hard to remove a hang-up that was placed on you while you were high on drugs and the half-kike on the other side was sober.
Also, is it really living life to the full if you are in the hospital because your brain and your liver are trashed from drugs? What about getting a disease because of the drugs? These drugs can lead to chronic disease and make your chances of getting a sexually transmitted disease go up on the same exposure. Plus, I don't think hitting a tree or getting a jail stay because of a drink driving situation constitutes "living life to the full".
At least you are not going to ruin your liver, get sucked into sex with that half-kike and get hammered with their angels, and get a drink driving situation by meditating.
Whatever the case being a loner and not being a 'Social animal' isn't bad. To be brutally honest people who spend a time for themselves are far more wise than people who spend their time on others. People who balance this out are doing whats best of them. But others who are mostly loners have other gifts. What matters is to be yourself. Personally I choose to be a loner because this is where I feel like myself. I dislike the world. Only ones I have respect for are other Satanists and the person I love aside with the Gods. Its just that. To not overstrech I agree here, its just natural. I remember teachers at school etc, almost used to enforce me to be with other kids and made it a big deal that I wasn't so befriending to others. Pushing this mentality over someone who is a loner can be crushing and probably has as a person to destroy their non-social which in many cases leads to...Wisdom.
I never met anyone extremely wise that was socializing with anyone they saw and had many connections with them and this is my honest experiecen with this. People who balance this out or are prone to 'lonely' behavior are mostly more wise because they think more, they act more and they pay attention to themselves.
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!
--- In [email=JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com[/email], Don Danko <mageson6666@ ... wrote:
Loner many times is just another term for introverted personality types. Which is a normal occuring type.
Â
If you mentioning the mantra listed here:
[url=http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/206]http://groups. yahoo.com/ group/JoSNewslet ter/message/ 206
Â
Its MUNKA not munca.
____________ _________ _________ __
From: the_fire_starter666 <the_fire_starter66 6@...
To: JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Sunday, September 16, 2012 4:48:09 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Â
In many cases people are loners because of past life karma sabotaging their friendships. Make sure to do the MUNCA virbration if you have that.
--- In mailto:JoyofSatan66 6%40yahoogroups. com, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:
I understand what you are saying but when it comes to this sort of thing its different. I'm am not a loner by nature. I LOVE being social and hanging out but I am also very deep into spirituality. There are many satanists here who are very social but we all BECOME lonerts because we are different from everybody else.Because we cannot connect with others, those who are without, for obvious reasons. All of us Satanists have a healthy 'obsession' with Spirituality and Satanism. This is good for us and healthy. It is natural. The more we advance and evolve our soul fixes and balances. You are probably just a natural loner and feel that since many are social you feel that you need to be social. Embrace yourself.It seems you need to understand that we are freeing ourselves by working on our souls and being cut off from others in the world will NOT stop us from raising our serpents. Just understand that you being YOU is who you are. Being focused intently on
the
spiritual is a great thing in a satanists case. It will only advance you and help you along the way. The only problem that you may have is the fact that you cannot relate to others who are without and because of that you feel like you have no social life or anything else. Focusing on your spirituality will balance you out and help you understand what you need and what you need to focus on. Your balance will come naturally. Your focus will allow you to achieve much spiritual advancement. Read the reply that Hoodedcobra and HP Don wrote to you. This should help you understand.
------------ --------- ---------
On Sun, Sep 16, 2012 9:20 AM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
Shannon, it's not that I am unhappy being focused on the spiritual, I am like you and most Satanists a loner by nature and I feel the same as what you just said, the exact same thing happend! But it's like this, to raise the serpent you need be free and unhibited by anything and to be obsessive over anything isn't really free, if you're totally focused on one thing that you neglect other areas then it is bad for spiritual growth, even if that one thing you're focused on is the spiritual, if that makes sense? S: It's hard to get a balance right, especially with obsessions. I may just be overthinking it. Thanks for helping.
--- In mailto:JoyofSatan66 6%40yahoogroups. com, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------ --------- ---------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
[e[/IMG] Mon Sep 17, 2012 12:31 pm (PDT) . Posted by: "Brian Gibbons" briangibbons20 Plus the less people you get intimate with the less trouble you have in your life.I have lived in the same place for 12 years and only know a hand full of people.It seems that most people are what I call "chaos junkies".There is no peace in their life because they thrive on stiring up shit.I have this hard and fast rule if you are one keep that shit out of my life(excluding family because you have to put up with their shit)but if you are not I will break the association in a heart beat.
Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android
Reply to sender . Reply to group .
That said, if one is to do a substance DMT is much better than most FOOD these days because they contain more unnatural substances. It doesn't make sense to me why people are taking his post entirely out of context and comparing DMT to alcohol, especially saying that alcohol is the "safest" drug. By the effects you listed its easy to tell that you are either too stupid to put it together that just because it is legal doesn't mean it is good for you, or you just haven't done any research on the drug this person tried. Either way, you shouldn't respond to these posts if you haven't a leg to stand on. Hope it made you feel good about yourself to put someone down for sharing their experience. Hail Satan!
Hail Lilith!
Hail Astaroth!
Hail Gomory! <3
**Little Miss Satanist**
THE
*Valkyrie Vixen*From: [email protected] Date: 18 Sep 2012 01:59:09 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: "No Reply"<[email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Digest Number 3621
1.1 [url=#1.1] Re: Not L[/IMG] Mon Sep 17, 2012 6:43 am (PDT) . Posted by: [email=denniswhicher@...?subject=Re%3A%20Not%20Living%20Life%20To%20The%20Full] "enemyofjezzuz" enemyofjezzuz [/email]
What is a waste is when you spend your time drunk or stoned. You don't
get to remember what went on during that time, and meditation has the
potential to work even better than drugs. It is those people that think
they need to be drunk or drugged all the time that cannot live to the
full.
As for sex, why do you need to be drunk or drugged to have it? It has a
great deal of spiritual benefit, but most of that is lost if you are too
wasted to remember or enjoy it to the full. And, you are more likely to
find yourself fucking a kike if you are drunk or drugged than if you are
sober. Worst, if you are going to have sex with a kike or someone that
is deep into Christi-SCAM- ity or PISS-lam, you are going to be damaged
that much more by the angels and/or the bad luck curse the enemy places
on you if you are impaired with drugs. It is kind of hard to remove a
hang-up that was placed on you while you were high on drugs and the
half-kike on the other side was sober.
Also, is it really living life to the full if you are in the hospital
because your brain and your liver are trashed from drugs? What about
getting a disease because of the drugs? These drugs can lead to chronic
disease and make your chances of getting a sexually transmitted disease
go up on the same exposure. Plus, I don't think hitting a tree or
getting a jail stay because of a drink driving situation constitutes
"living life to the full".
At least you are not going to ruin your liver, get sucked into sex with
that half-kike and get hammered with their angels, and get a drink
driving situation by meditating.
--- In [email=JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com[/email], Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@. ..
wrote:
bad or a waste. For us spiritual satanists that is great! I'd rather
spend all day meditating as we are WORKING on something. For a spiritual
satanists being intently focused on spirituality is not a bad balance.
It is what is needed...unless ofcourse you start negelecting your
hygiene or anything important like that.
be very bad. Have social freedom and still do meditations take your
time. I hate having an obsession. That is just me. If other people want
to spend all day meditation for 5 years then that is how they want to
go.
also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to
have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very
desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts
here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the
difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real
friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging
out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations
for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being
preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find
outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and
circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual
also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at
war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I
simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south
England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing
every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been
obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My
astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct
ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is
spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void
meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing
that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no
matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it
is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material
world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up
thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and
desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me
and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black
energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
and that I am terribly unbalanced.
[e[/IMG] Mon Sep 17, 2012 6:48 am (PDT) . Posted by: [email=yc28@...?subject=Re%3A%20Not%20Living%20Life%20To%20The%20Full] "Light" yc28@... [/email] Note, i never actually meant to say "go ahead and do that and do no meditation" in my post. If people want to take it the wrong way, fine. I know the consequences of all of that [doing drugs and getting drunk] and yes meditations are more better than that.
Hail Satan!
____________ _________ _________ __
From: enemyofjezzuz <[email=denniswhicher%40yahoo.com]denniswhicher@ yahoo.com[/email]
To: [email=JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com[/email]
Sent: Monday, September 17, 2012 9:43 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Not Living Life To The Full
What is a waste is when you spend your time drunk or stoned. You don't get to remember what went on during that time, and meditation has the potential to work even better than drugs. It is those people that think they need to be drunk or drugged all the time that cannot live to the full.
As for sex, why do you need to be drunk or drugged to have it? It has a great deal of spiritual benefit, but most of that is lost if you are too wasted to remember or enjoy it to the full. And, you are more likely to find yourself fucking a kike if you are drunk or drugged than if you are sober. Worst, if you are going to have sex with a kike or someone that is deep into Christi-SCAM- ity or PISS-lam, you are going to be damaged that much more by the angels and/or the bad luck curse the enemy places on you if you are impaired with drugs. It is kind of hard to remove a hang-up that was placed on you while you were high on drugs and the half-kike on the other side was sober.
Also, is it really living life to the full if you are in the hospital because your brain and your liver are trashed from drugs? What about getting a disease because of the drugs? These drugs can lead to chronic disease and make your chances of getting a sexually transmitted disease go up on the same exposure. Plus, I don't think hitting a tree or getting a jail stay because of a drink driving situation constitutes "living life to the full".
At least you are not going to ruin your liver, get sucked into sex with that half-kike and get hammered with their angels, and get a drink driving situation by meditating.
[e[/IMG] Mon Sep 17, 2012 11:38 am (PDT) . Posted by: [email=hoodedcobra666@...?subject=Re%3A%20Not%20Living%20Life%20To%20The%20Full] "hoodedcobra666" hoodedcobra666 [/email] Even in the animal kingdom there is always some animal in the pack which is more of a loner for better or worse and this occurs in Humans too. But it can happen for many reasons. Some people are born loners and have this introverted mentality, which is of a born loner. They just dislike having much company and are more within themselves. Others want to have a social life but they can't cause fate fucks them, so they are 'forced' to be loners. Others choose to be loners because a part of them is and another is not. Like these are social people, can socialize and are 'accepted' but they choose not to because its either a waste of time in their eyes or they don't find people to match their opinions with, so they keep a closed circle and rejoice therein.
Whatever the case being a loner and not being a 'Social animal' isn't bad. To be brutally honest people who spend a time for themselves are far more wise than people who spend their time on others. People who balance this out are doing whats best of them. But others who are mostly loners have other gifts. What matters is to be yourself. Personally I choose to be a loner because this is where I feel like myself. I dislike the world. Only ones I have respect for are other Satanists and the person I love aside with the Gods. Its just that. To not overstrech I agree here, its just natural. I remember teachers at school etc, almost used to enforce me to be with other kids and made it a big deal that I wasn't so befriending to others. Pushing this mentality over someone who is a loner can be crushing and probably has as a person to destroy their non-social which in many cases leads to...Wisdom.
I never met anyone extremely wise that was socializing with anyone they saw and had many connections with them and this is my honest experiecen with this. People who balance this out or are prone to 'lonely' behavior are mostly more wise because they think more, they act more and they pay attention to themselves.
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!
--- In [email=JoyofSatan666%40yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com[/email], Don Danko <mageson6666@ ... wrote:
Loner many times is just another term for introverted personality types. Which is a normal occuring type.
Â
If you mentioning the mantra listed here:
[url=http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoSNewsletter/message/206]http://groups. yahoo.com/ group/JoSNewslet ter/message/ 206
Â
Its MUNKA not munca.
____________ _________ _________ __
From: the_fire_starter666 <the_fire_starter66 6@...
To: JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Sunday, September 16, 2012 4:48:09 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Not Living Life To The Full
Â
In many cases people are loners because of past life karma sabotaging their friendships. Make sure to do the MUNCA virbration if you have that.
--- In mailto:JoyofSatan66 6%40yahoogroups. com, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:
I understand what you are saying but when it comes to this sort of thing its different. I'm am not a loner by nature. I LOVE being social and hanging out but I am also very deep into spirituality. There are many satanists here who are very social but we all BECOME lonerts because we are different from everybody else.Because we cannot connect with others, those who are without, for obvious reasons. All of us Satanists have a healthy 'obsession' with Spirituality and Satanism. This is good for us and healthy. It is natural. The more we advance and evolve our soul fixes and balances. You are probably just a natural loner and feel that since many are social you feel that you need to be social. Embrace yourself.It seems you need to understand that we are freeing ourselves by working on our souls and being cut off from others in the world will NOT stop us from raising our serpents. Just understand that you being YOU is who you are. Being focused intently on
the
spiritual is a great thing in a satanists case. It will only advance you and help you along the way. The only problem that you may have is the fact that you cannot relate to others who are without and because of that you feel like you have no social life or anything else. Focusing on your spirituality will balance you out and help you understand what you need and what you need to focus on. Your balance will come naturally. Your focus will allow you to achieve much spiritual advancement. Read the reply that Hoodedcobra and HP Don wrote to you. This should help you understand.
------------ --------- ---------
On Sun, Sep 16, 2012 9:20 AM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
Shannon, it's not that I am unhappy being focused on the spiritual, I am like you and most Satanists a loner by nature and I feel the same as what you just said, the exact same thing happend! But it's like this, to raise the serpent you need be free and unhibited by anything and to be obsessive over anything isn't really free, if you're totally focused on one thing that you neglect other areas then it is bad for spiritual growth, even if that one thing you're focused on is the spiritual, if that makes sense? S: It's hard to get a balance right, especially with obsessions. I may just be overthinking it. Thanks for helping.
--- In mailto:JoyofSatan66 6%40yahoogroups. com, Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@ wrote:
Arte you hgappy being focused on the spiritual? Your balance will also come in time. There are memebers here who still find it hard to have a steady routine or even meditate so in a way your position is very desireable and a quality that is great. Keep in mind that many memberts here don't really have friends or a social life either due to the difference in lifestyles and because we ARE satanists. I have no real friends and I like it that way because I can get disytacted by hanging out and partying. The last time that happened I neglected my meditations for about a day and a half and that was not good. So I love being preoccupied with my spirituality but like many have said try to find outdoor hobbies or anything that will increase your social skills and circumstances but just have a balance with the material and spiritual also KNOW that we are all working for a goal for godhead and we are at war so being focused on spirituality and advancing isn't
the
worst thing... I'd rather sacrifice my need to be social and having friends etc for Satan and our goals. That is very important.
------------ --------- ---------
On Thu, Sep 13, 2012 3:38 PM EDT Draco Majinn wrote:
I have heard it said many times that Satanism as well as being about Spiritually empowering yourself is also about living life to the full. I simply don't know how to do this. Most 18 year olds here in south England are out partying, getting drunk, getting layed and squeezing every drop out of their youth. I am a loner and have always been obsessive and uncommunicative with others around me even my family. My astrology chart has no air signs, 5 scorpio planets and Pluto conjunct ascendant which is also Scorpio. All I think about everyday is spirtitual advancement, I perform everything daily, Chakra work, Void meditation, Breathing Exercises, Physical yoga and when I am not doing that I am studying spirituality and try to void meditate all the time no matter what I am doing, I am happy with the progress I have made but it is like my life has become empty, like I am disregarding the material world. I look at other people my age and see how they're
living
and feel like I am wasting my life. Everytime I invoke the positive elements Air or Fire to balance myself what happens is I still end up thinking about the spiritual ALL THE TIME and the mental energy and desire for movement and activity these elements bring just frustrate me and make it harder to meditate so I go back to over using water or black energy in order to keep my mind silent and focused on the spiritual.
Please could someone help, I feel like I am going around in circles and that I am terribly unbalanced.
Thanks!
Hail Satan!
[e[/IMG] Mon Sep 17, 2012 12:31 pm (PDT) . Posted by: "Brian Gibbons" briangibbons20 Plus the less people you get intimate with the less trouble you have in your life.I have lived in the same place for 12 years and only know a hand full of people.It seems that most people are what I call "chaos junkies".There is no peace in their life because they thrive on stiring up shit.I have this hard and fast rule if you are one keep that shit out of my life(excluding family because you have to put up with their shit)but if you are not I will break the association in a heart beat.
Sent from Yahoo! Mail on Android
Reply to sender . Reply to group .
