Re: Desperate for advice

[Sims336]

Considering the fact that you're almost thirty, surely there are places you can go to be alone. A park, maybe? Or just sit in a car by yourself to meditate or even dedicate. Fear is the worst enemy of all. When I dedicated to Father Satan, intellectually, I had known for some time that the religions of the world
were false. Yet, I was still scared, but I dedicated anyway! And I was almost literally shaking in my boots for several days. Then one day I heard Father Satan's voice very clearly -- i know others have heard this a number of times now -- "Set aside your fear and walk in the sunlight!" I did! And I have never been afraid since. I know Father Satan loves me. He loves all HIS children. He is warm, loving, caring and protective. Just take a deep breath, let it go and dedicate, if that is what you really want? And I do not believe you will regret it. You can study the Joy of Satan website thoroughly and join in on the rituals too. Very important. Do these things. I have little doubt but what you will find new meaning, direction, and enthusiasm in your life.


Hail Father Satan, Lucifer!


Sims


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On Wed, 4/19/17, serenity2487@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Desperate for advice
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, April 19, 2017, 6:02 PM


 









Please can anyone give me any advice? I learned the
truth about Satan and xtianity about 5 years ago and I am
still putting off the Dedication. I still live with my xtian
family even though I'm almost 30. This is because
I'm a coward absolutely terrified of being on my own. I
need this crippling fear 2 stop holding me back because I
have no idea how to be a practicing Satanist in a xtian
household. Has anyone else gone through this? If so how did
you overcome your hangups? I'd be very grateful for the
help.









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[descipleofthegods13]

My advice is to stop letting the enemy control you and just Dedicate. Also, you can try to meditate when they are either out, asleep, or early in the morning when it wouldn't be noticed. Either way, try to keep daily consistency.

 

[zolaluckystar1]

There's a book called Dune. And in that book is a quote:
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Paul Atreides, the son of Duke Leto Atreides I, used the Litany when the Reverend Mother Gaius Helen Mohiam compelled him to put his right hand in a device that causes pain as a test of his intellect. The litany helped him to withstand the excruciating agony. This was not actually a test of his "intellect", it was a test of his humanity in a qualitative sense. A person whose nature is still primarily bestial recoils from pain and seeks to flee it to preserve itself, a person of higher nature goes through it and out the other side in order to remove the threat permanently.
"You've heard of animals chewing off a leg to escape a trap? There's an animal kind of trick. A human would remain in the trap, endure the pain, feigning death that he might kill the trapper and remove a threat to his kind."
Serenity; Five years, and you have not acted? You don't have to be a coward. Make a choice. Some people can hide behind: "Well, I didn't know." You don't have that luxury. I know in my case I took two weeks to think everything through. It was a shock to discover Satan is actually the One True God. I never knew that before. But the truth is the truth. So I Dedicated to Satan. Fear is something that passes. You do what you know in your heart is right. The fear is of the enemy.
"Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Hail Satan!

 

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@serenity2487. Ref advice
What are you really afraid of?

What is the worst that can happen? 
I've got answers to both questions:
You've wasted 5 years! Five years now you could have been advancing your soul! Five years now you could have been advancing your personal situation. Five years you could have been working with Satan's Army. Five years not knowing the Love and Truth of Father Satan!!!
Or...
Five years toward martyrdom, which only happens in the xion world. In Satan's world there are Gods and those working toward God-hood. I'd rather be a God-in-training with Satan. Martyrs live and die a painful hated life and never understand the perfect Loving Truth of Father.
ReadWww.exposingchristianity.com
Then get your astral temple ready and dedicate. If that's what you want to do.How to Dedicate You Soul to Satan [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] [/TD] [/TR] [TR] [TD] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE] [/TD] [/TR] [/TABLE]

Hail SatanHail Lilith
Dehna

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On Thu, Apr 20, 2017 at 2:28 PM, serenity2487@... [JoyofSatan666]<[email protected] wrote:   Please can anyone give me any advice? I learned the truth about Satan and xtianity about 5 years ago and I am still putting off the Dedication. I still live with my xtian family even though I'm almost 30. This is because I'm a coward absolutely terrified of being on my own. I need this crippling fear 2 stop holding me back because I have no idea how to be a practicing Satanist in a xtian household. Has anyone else gone through this? If so how did you overcome your hangups? I'd be very grateful for the help.

 

[aldrick.strickland88]

 Very Beautiful Zola!
  Coming From a fearless warrior.    Especially knowing your personal circumstances. How you Fight People Physically. Most would be surprised if they knew more about you. You are an inspiration to others. 

 

[aldrick.strickland88]

 Also, Serenity. 
It sounds like you have been alone a long time. If you would like a friend. You are free to personally Email me. Maybe I can help you find some confidence in yourself. I understand being alone with no one who understands you. 
  I had this dependency in me at one point. You are not a Coward. It is not easy to make your way in this world. Now I have my own House and work 60+ Hours a week. The first steps are the Hardest, then it only gets easier. 

 

[garciaeric268]

Serenity,
You're thinking about it to much, if this really what you want. If this is really your calling.
Then just dedicate, theres nothing to fear but fear itself...
You can do it! Do not let the fear stop you from starting a new life and a new journey towards the Godhead.
This path is beautiful but is not going to be easy, you're gonna have to work your butt off to reach higher levels in spiritual satanism.
The gods and father Satan himself will help you have a better life only if you help yourself and fight in satans army, then only will they help you with any situation you're dealing with.
Be fearless and be strong dont let the enemy you from reaching your fullest potential and most importantly do not let them stop you from coming back to your true creator god which is Satan, the most powerful god in the entire universe...
Ask father Satan to give you strength and courage to perform the dedication ritual.
Also another thing never schedule the dedication ritual on a specific date because the enemy will use it against you, they will do whatever it takes to stop you from dedicating.
If you're going to dedicate do it now!
Goodluck! We believe in you!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[magus.immortalis1]

Serenity, you don't need ritual tools if that would put you at risk of being found out by the Christians you are living with. Don't do Satanic rituals if you don't have the privacy. 
Just focus on power meditations and kundalini yoga daily and doing the Reverse Torah Rituals when you can, preferably daily also. 
You can talk to Satan in your mind, without anyone hearing you. He hears everything and will hear you too. Build a strong relationship with Satan. You don't have to do rituals to draw closer to him, although they are nice to do, when you get your own place. I don't do Satanic Rituals anymore (not enough privacy on the balcony on the building where I live, and I cannot burn incense or candles inside my apartment. Also, I can only do them at nighttime.)
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... fMind.html

Please read and study www.exposingchristianity.com to find out the truth about Christianity. Once you have knowledge of this nefarious program, and are secure in this knowledge, it can no longer deceive or put fear into you. 

 

[Taol]

I have had a friend whom was having a lot of trouble with anxiety. We did do stuff she was afraid of but she didnt dare to do themm alone. Maybe you could ask satan if he will watch over you when you do the dedication ritual. If thatd ease your anxiety.

 

[zolaluckystar1]

I haven't seen the movie but if it runs true to hollywood form, it had nothing on the book. The book is an amazing work. It is heralded as a work of genius. Only a few authors have achieved this at a very high degree. I personally think that the really great writers tap into an actual reality/parallel universe and then relate its intricacies in their work.
Herbert belongs in that select group that includes J.R.R. Tolkien (and his Middle-earth), C.S. Lewis (and Narnia) and J. K. Rowling (and her magical variant of modern-day Britain).