CinnamonCake
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- Oct 28, 2021
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I wanted to take an opportunity to write to my spiritual family because I need to contact you. I am going through a very difficult time. I left the antidepressant under the doctor's control and I cannot describe the difficulty I have experienced since the 2nd day after quitting. I will never go back again. It was a trap for me; Trusting the doctor was a mistake and they just make money for the industry. No antidepressants, please. Quitting is very difficult. You "go crazy" in attacks. This is not developing normally. More different. I can't get rid of the thoughts of killing myself. The nerves in my eyelids are constantly numb and my hands are twitching. I can only express myself so much because I have lost even my ability to form sentences. At first, I was relieved by vibrating SATANAS, but later I became unable to do even that. Until the next attack, I'm a little calm and I'm going to eat. I hope it won't take me long to get through this temporary process. I used Google Translate while typing, I hope there are no meaningless translations.