Questions

[truthenki1]

I tried 2 times to do the army of hell program, if got name right.
I can get my body to rest and sleep, but my mind dosnt, and the deeper I get, it's like the more active my mind gets,
I do push away always those thoughts and I lose some times but refocus it. But it's one of the things thats a little harder, I also have the fear of losing my self in my own mind, not sure why....
Can I skip that one and do other or should I still try some more of it when I got time... and that's one of my odd things time isn't always on fav do to family always around or me working.

Other thing, what can I print to post around my town and places?

Hail father Satan
Hail mother Lilith
Hail all the Deitie gods/goddess

 

[babyb00m]

Daily Void Meditation will give you the ability to control your mind. If you are afraid you will lose yourself in your own mind, that will keep you from relaxing. You need to let go of the fear. You can relax and ask yourself what the root of the fear is. If you know what the root of the fear is, you can overcome the fear.

Void Meditation
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html  
You can also do yoga before meditating. Yoga is naturally relaxing.

Kundalini and Hatha Yoga Routines
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/HellsArmy666/files  
If your family is always around, you can meditate while you pretend to be asleep. You can also get up in the middle of the night and do your meditations and yoga then. Also, you can say you are going running and do your meditations in a nearby park.