Questions regarding a pact + something i felt compelled to say

[grauer_hans]

I am wondering about the prospect of making a special deal with Satan/my GD - i seem to remember a similar thread about this matter but do not recall the answer given. first however id like to say a few things.

You have heard me lament, at times ad nauseum, about the xtian programming I struggle with every day. Its like when you are waking up from a deep sleep - at first you kind of toss and turn, not asleep anymore but not fully cognizant of your surroundings either - and then you fully wake up and become fully aware of your surroundings, and you realize that your dreams, however real they seemed at the time, were just that.

When I first came to JoS, I was a lost soul who was in the process of loosing my religion, and although i was never quite sure where i wanted to go from there, i think i was strangely attracted somehow by the occult and the power it offered. looking back, although i had some moments where in my ignorance I felt sorely tempted to return to xtianity, at times caving to temptation because i did not fully understand my programming, I have always been fascinated with the occult since my youth.

I say this because the time for dreaming is OVER now. I still struggle from time to time with xtian programming, but after appropriate meditation and research on the buy-bull, my eyes have been opened now. I dont just "seriously doubt" xtianity, I KNOW FOR SURE that its a lie! Think if i were to tell you the earth is flat - no amount of attempts to convince you people could possibly make you beleive it since you know the truth. i have reached a point in my development where i have seen xtianity so acutely for what it is that even if i WANTED to go back i could not!

I want to apoligize to my fellow SS for the occasionally troll-ish posts, for some of the times I allowed fear to influence me, and for the times where I in my ignorance have failed to recognize the influence of xtianity on my mind...i had some maturing to do.

I really mean this. I will not sit by and allow this hoax to continue. I intend to immediately start talking to my fellow gentiles who are still being duped by xtianity or who are in danger of being enslaved by it. I have already had success with people i have talked in the past to who found our conversation "very informative", and given how easy xtianity is to debunk i imagine there will be many more yet to come...

Now what does this have to do with a pact? here: Given that I have only relatively recently come to this full realization, I doubt my soul is all that powerful. I have actually been told by two people i know who are able to feel and sense vril/aura that mine is more powerful than that of the average person, but still i have work to do and i am behind schedule. Until such time as i can raise my bio-electricity, (which shouldnt take THAT long...)I could use some help every now and then from someone bigger than me...

I want to know if Satan makes the kinds of pacts i am suggesting - that I VOW to reverse the damage against my fellow gentiles that I was unwittingly a part of in the past, that I will use my newfound knowledge to awaken my fellow gentiles and DESTROY this foul xtian church once and for all! These guys fucked my mind so bad that i was in a MENTAL HOSPITAL at age 15, and almost a second time a few years later, and they have sold my loved ones spiritual pipe dreams that at times HAVE RESULTED IN THEIR DEATHS from negligence, failure to assume responsibility for their own lives, etc... I CRAVE revenge!!! They are a PLAGUE UPON THIS PLANET!!!!!!!!

And in exchange I would like to ask for protection from Father in the future, against future deceptions, but also in any dangerous times that may befall our world in the future.

I am fully awake now. There is no more possibility of turning back. The xtians thought they had me...but I think someone had bigger plans for me...i have dedicated my life now, not to some nonexistant jewish ripoff of sun worship, but to the awakening and empowerment of my people and the destruction of xtianity forever.

Hail our true savior!

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

No, Satan won't make this kind of 'pact'.

You can't just expect to 'blackmail' Satan and use Spiritual Warfare and self Progression as payment to Him for protection.
Those of us that do Spiritual Warfare do it to bring down Satan's and Our enemies, not so we'll be rewarded. And it should be the same for you.

Make a pact with yourself. That you will Fight His enemies, and empower yourself. Satan gives us the knowledge to protect ourselves from such things. Its up to you weather or not you use it, weather or not you put in the effort to fully deprogram yourself. Thats not Satan's job.

Who care what mistakes you made in the past, weather you felt like going back to the enemy or not? What difference does that make? Just prove yourself by doing what you need to do in the now. Stop focusing on the past and move one, get over it.

-En Haradren Amlug.

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "grauer_hans" <anakinskywalker629@... wrote:

I am wondering about the prospect of making a special deal with Satan/my GD - i seem to remember a similar thread about this matter but do not recall the answer given. first however id like to say a few things.

You have heard me lament, at times ad nauseum, about the xtian programming I struggle with every day. Its like when you are waking up from a deep sleep - at first you kind of toss and turn, not asleep anymore but not fully cognizant of your surroundings either - and then you fully wake up and become fully aware of your surroundings, and you realize that your dreams, however real they seemed at the time, were just that.

When I first came to JoS, I was a lost soul who was in the process of loosing my religion, and although i was never quite sure where i wanted to go from there, i think i was strangely attracted somehow by the occult and the power it offered. looking back, although i had some moments where in my ignorance I felt sorely tempted to return to xtianity, at times caving to temptation because i did not fully understand my programming, I have always been fascinated with the occult since my youth.

I say this because the time for dreaming is OVER now. I still struggle from time to time with xtian programming, but after appropriate meditation and research on the buy-bull, my eyes have been opened now. I dont just "seriously doubt" xtianity, I KNOW FOR SURE that its a lie! Think if i were to tell you the earth is flat - no amount of attempts to convince you people could possibly make you beleive it since you know the truth. i have reached a point in my development where i have seen xtianity so acutely for what it is that even if i WANTED to go back i could not!

I want to apoligize to my fellow SS for the occasionally troll-ish posts, for some of the times I allowed fear to influence me, and for the times where I in my ignorance have failed to recognize the influence of xtianity on my mind...i had some maturing to do.

I really mean this. I will not sit by and allow this hoax to continue. I intend to immediately start talking to my fellow gentiles who are still being duped by xtianity or who are in danger of being enslaved by it. I have already had success with people i have talked in the past to who found our conversation "very informative", and given how easy xtianity is to debunk i imagine there will be many more yet to come...

Now what does this have to do with a pact? here: Given that I have only relatively recently come to this full realization, I doubt my soul is all that powerful. I have actually been told by two people i know who are able to feel and sense vril/aura that mine is more powerful than that of the average person, but still i have work to do and i am behind schedule. Until such time as i can raise my bio-electricity, (which shouldnt take THAT long...)I could use some help every now and then from someone bigger than me...

I want to know if Satan makes the kinds of pacts i am suggesting - that I VOW to reverse the damage against my fellow gentiles that I was unwittingly a part of in the past, that I will use my newfound knowledge to awaken my fellow gentiles and DESTROY this foul xtian church once and for all! These guys fucked my mind so bad that i was in a MENTAL HOSPITAL at age 15, and almost a second time a few years later, and they have sold my loved ones spiritual pipe dreams that at times HAVE RESULTED IN THEIR DEATHS from negligence, failure to assume responsibility for their own lives, etc... I CRAVE revenge!!! They are a PLAGUE UPON THIS PLANET!!!!!!!!

And in exchange I would like to ask for protection from Father in the future, against future deceptions, but also in any dangerous times that may befall our world in the future.

I am fully awake now. There is no more possibility of turning back. The xtians thought they had me...but I think someone had bigger plans for me...i have dedicated my life now, not to some nonexistant jewish ripoff of sun worship, but to the awakening and empowerment of my people and the destruction of xtianity forever.

Hail our true savior!

 

[call_me_something_else]

I think I understand what you're saying. Be willing to grow and only after the basics are covered.

One thing which tripped me up is over-confidence. It turns out I had not done the foundation correctly and I tricked myself into thinking I was more advanced than I actually was.

Be courageous, yet be patient with yourself. Like so many have said here before, there's a lot to this.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "grauer_hans" <anakinskywalker629@... wrote:

I am wondering about the prospect of making a special deal with Satan/my GD - i seem to remember a similar thread about this matter but do not recall the answer given. first however id like to say a few things.

You have heard me lament, at times ad nauseum, about the xtian programming I struggle with every day. Its like when you are waking up from a deep sleep - at first you kind of toss and turn, not asleep anymore but not fully cognizant of your surroundings either - and then you fully wake up and become fully aware of your surroundings, and you realize that your dreams, however real they seemed at the time, were just that.

When I first came to JoS, I was a lost soul who was in the process of loosing my religion, and although i was never quite sure where i wanted to go from there, i think i was strangely attracted somehow by the occult and the power it offered. looking back, although i had some moments where in my ignorance I felt sorely tempted to return to xtianity, at times caving to temptation because i did not fully understand my programming, I have always been fascinated with the occult since my youth.

I say this because the time for dreaming is OVER now. I still struggle from time to time with xtian programming, but after appropriate meditation and research on the buy-bull, my eyes have been opened now. I dont just "seriously doubt" xtianity, I KNOW FOR SURE that its a lie! Think if i were to tell you the earth is flat - no amount of attempts to convince you people could possibly make you beleive it since you know the truth. i have reached a point in my development where i have seen xtianity so acutely for what it is that even if i WANTED to go back i could not!

I want to apoligize to my fellow SS for the occasionally troll-ish posts, for some of the times I allowed fear to influence me, and for the times where I in my ignorance have failed to recognize the influence of xtianity on my mind...i had some maturing to do.

I really mean this. I will not sit by and allow this hoax to continue. I intend to immediately start talking to my fellow gentiles who are still being duped by xtianity or who are in danger of being enslaved by it. I have already had success with people i have talked in the past to who found our conversation "very informative", and given how easy xtianity is to debunk i imagine there will be many more yet to come...

Now what does this have to do with a pact? here: Given that I have only relatively recently come to this full realization, I doubt my soul is all that powerful. I have actually been told by two people i know who are able to feel and sense vril/aura that mine is more powerful than that of the average person, but still i have work to do and i am behind schedule. Until such time as i can raise my bio-electricity, (which shouldnt take THAT long...)I could use some help every now and then from someone bigger than me...

I want to know if Satan makes the kinds of pacts i am suggesting - that I VOW to reverse the damage against my fellow gentiles that I was unwittingly a part of in the past, that I will use my newfound knowledge to awaken my fellow gentiles and DESTROY this foul xtian church once and for all! These guys fucked my mind so bad that i was in a MENTAL HOSPITAL at age 15, and almost a second time a few years later, and they have sold my loved ones spiritual pipe dreams that at times HAVE RESULTED IN THEIR DEATHS from negligence, failure to assume responsibility for their own lives, etc... I CRAVE revenge!!! They are a PLAGUE UPON THIS PLANET!!!!!!!!

And in exchange I would like to ask for protection from Father in the future, against future deceptions, but also in any dangerous times that may befall our world in the future.

I am fully awake now. There is no more possibility of turning back. The xtians thought they had me...but I think someone had bigger plans for me...i have dedicated my life now, not to some nonexistant jewish ripoff of sun worship, but to the awakening and empowerment of my people and the destruction of xtianity forever.

Hail our true savior!

 

[Anakin Skywalker]

just for those that dont have a lot of time and need an abbreviated version, here it is: -I made some mistakes in the past. I struggled with a lot of xtian fear brainwashing, being not just a former xtian but a harcore fundamentalist. BUT in the past few weeks, through appropriate meditation and research, i have FINALLY put it to rest and i am almost cured but for a few residual bits of programming.

-(as a former fundie i can swear to you that ITS ALL A LIE!!)

-I feel rather guilty about my previous involvement in the church and my crimes of deception against my fellow gentiles.

-I want to make up for my ways, and i would like, if possible, to make a blood pact with father Satan for the destruction of the xtian faith in all its forms and for the mass deconversion of my gentile brethren, and in exchange i would most appreciate his protection in my life, especially in any dark times that may come upon the earth in the future.

On Sun, Aug 25, 2013 at 12:09 PM, call_me_something_else <no.state@... wrote:

  I think I understand what you're saying. Be willing to grow and only after the basics are covered.

One thing which tripped me up is over-confidence. It turns out I had not done the foundation correctly and I tricked myself into thinking I was more advanced than I actually was.

Be courageous, yet be patient with yourself. Like so many have said here before, there's a lot to this.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com]JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups.com[/url], "grauer_hans" <anakinskywalker629@... wrote:

I am wondering about the prospect of making a special deal with Satan/my GD - i seem to remember a similar thread about this matter but do not recall the answer given. first however id like to say a few things.

You have heard me lament, at times ad nauseum, about the xtian programming I struggle with every day. Its like when you are waking up from a deep sleep - at first you kind of toss and turn, not asleep anymore but not fully cognizant of your surroundings either - and then you fully wake up and become fully aware of your surroundings, and you realize that your dreams, however real they seemed at the time, were just that.

When I first came to JoS, I was a lost soul who was in the process of loosing my religion, and although i was never quite sure where i wanted to go from there, i think i was strangely attracted somehow by the occult and the power it offered. looking back, although i had some moments where in my ignorance I felt sorely tempted to return to xtianity, at times caving to temptation because i did not fully understand my programming, I have always been fascinated with the occult since my youth.

I say this because the time for dreaming is OVER now. I still struggle from time to time with xtian programming, but after appropriate meditation and research on the buy-bull, my eyes have been opened now. I dont just "seriously doubt" xtianity, I KNOW FOR SURE that its a lie! Think if i were to tell you the earth is flat - no amount of attempts to convince you people could possibly make you beleive it since you know the truth. i have reached a point in my development where i have seen xtianity so acutely for what it is that even if i WANTED to go back i could not!

I want to apoligize to my fellow SS for the occasionally troll-ish posts, for some of the times I allowed fear to influence me, and for the times where I in my ignorance have failed to recognize the influence of xtianity on my mind...i had some maturing to do.

I really mean this. I will not sit by and allow this hoax to continue. I intend to immediately start talking to my fellow gentiles who are still being duped by xtianity or who are in danger of being enslaved by it. I have already had success with people i have talked in the past to who found our conversation "very informative", and given how easy xtianity is to debunk i imagine there will be many more yet to come...

Now what does this have to do with a pact? here: Given that I have only relatively recently come to this full realization, I doubt my soul is all that powerful. I have actually been told by two people i know who are able to feel and sense vril/aura that mine is more powerful than that of the average person, but still i have work to do and i am behind schedule. Until such time as i can raise my bio-electricity, (which shouldnt take THAT long...)I could use some help every now and then from someone bigger than me...

I want to know if Satan makes the kinds of pacts i am suggesting - that I VOW to reverse the damage against my fellow gentiles that I was unwittingly a part of in the past, that I will use my newfound knowledge to awaken my fellow gentiles and DESTROY this foul xtian church once and for all! These guys fucked my mind so bad that i was in a MENTAL HOSPITAL at age 15, and almost a second time a few years later, and they have sold my loved ones spiritual pipe dreams that at times HAVE RESULTED IN THEIR DEATHS from negligence, failure to assume responsibility for their own lives, etc... I CRAVE revenge!!! They are a PLAGUE UPON THIS PLANET!!!!!!!!

And in exchange I would like to ask for protection from Father in the future, against future deceptions, but also in any dangerous times that may befall our world in the future.

I am fully awake now. There is no more possibility of turning back. The xtians thought they had me...but I think someone had bigger plans for me...i have dedicated my life now, not to some nonexistant jewish ripoff of sun worship, but to the awakening and empowerment of my people and the destruction of xtianity forever.

Hail our true savior!