Questions/problems.

[Narxas]

Sorry, but this is going to be quite a long post, any help would/will be appreciated.

Q1:I have a real problem with day dreaming, I'm always day dreaming, 24/7, even at work, and most of the time when listening to music. I thought that music was part of why I was day dreaming, and thought that I should stop listening to it, but since music is a gift from Father, I don't want to give it up, especially when I'm trying to learn how to play an intstrument.

Does anyone have any advice to stop day dreaming? I havn't tried void in a while, mostly because I can almost always focus on my meditations when I want to.

Q2: When I do some meditations, like Azazel's Mer Ka Ba, I feel like I've drawn in too much energy, and have to go on a 5km bike ride or something to drain it, which is odd, because I could do 4 rounds of the twin serpent meditation and not feel anything(apart from the heat of the kundalini). Is there any other ways to drain energy, and perhaps use it somehow?

Q3: For some reason, out of no where, I hear voices, in my head, that sound as if they are physically next to me, and I try to respond back, but after that I get nothing, and I'm just wondering what this could be?

Q4: Is there anyway I can tell if I'm making progress spiritually with meditating? I haven't really ever felt any, even with sticking to a programm fora while.

Q5: I have a problem with my emotions, when I think I am "defeating" a emotion, or whatever I don't need, I feel that emotion always coming back, and never going away, any advice on this would be helpful.

Q6: How can we tell if we really have astral projected, like what does it feel like being on the astral? I have attempted a few times, but cannot tell if I have done it correctly or not.

Sorry for the really long post, I just have some questions that I feel are stopping me from moving forward, and I have to break my bad habbits.

 

[Raven Arvara]

im pretty bad with answering questions but ill give it a try...   1 i would reccomend continuing with the void mediataions and especcially when you notice you are daydreaming is a good time to do so.   2 they say that you can "breath" in the energy as if your body is a dry sponge soaking up the energy so maybe try breathing out the energy like visualise it seeping out of your body as you exhale.   3 i seem to be having the same problem lately so if anyone knows id like to hear the answer too.   4 it can be hard to tell sometimes but as with anything in life persistance and practice makes perfect. I myself am still having problems with the awakening meditations...   5 i have the same problem and its not as bad as before i joined satanism i dont actually get manic depresion anymore. i learned to clean my aura and do several meditations that really help to calm me down.   6 put it this way if you have ever been woken from a deep sleep suddenly and you fell like you have run a mile, your heart is thumping and your generally in shock... thats what it feels like to be statled from a trance where you are actively projecting your self... the experience is incredibly lifelike and sometimes incredibly scary....   Hope this helps like i said im not too good at this but ill give it a go.   Crystal.   Hail Satan!!!!

From: Narxas <necromage89@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, 9 March, 2009 12:15:05 AM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Questions/problems.

Sorry, but this is going to be quite a long post, any help would/will be appreciated.

Q1:I have a real problem with day dreaming, I'm always day dreaming, 24/7, even at work, and most of the time when listening to music. I thought that music was part of why I was day dreaming, and thought that I should stop listening to it, but since music is a gift from Father, I don't want to give it up, especially when I'm trying to learn how to play an intstrument.

Does anyone have any advice to stop day dreaming? I havn't tried void in a while, mostly because I can almost always focus on my meditations when I want to.

Q2: When I do some meditations, like Azazel's Mer Ka Ba, I feel like I've drawn in too much energy, and have to go on a 5km bike ride or something to drain it, which is odd, because I could do 4 rounds of the twin serpent meditation and not feel anything(apart from the heat of the kundalini). Is there any other ways to drain energy, and perhaps use it somehow?

Q3: For some reason, out of no where, I hear voices, in my head, that sound as if they are physically next to me, and I try to respond back, but after that I get nothing, and I'm just wondering what this could be?

Q4: Is there anyway I can tell if I'm making progress spiritually with meditating? I haven't really ever felt any, even with sticking to a programm fora while.

Q5: I have a problem with my emotions, when I think I am "defeating" a emotion, or whatever I don't need, I feel that emotion always coming back, and never going away, any advice on this would be helpful.

Q6: How can we tell if we really have astral projected, like what does it feel like being on the astral? I have attempted a few times, but cannot tell if I have done it correctly or not.

Sorry for the really long post, I just have some questions that I feel are stopping me from moving forward, and I have to break my bad habbits.


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[Narxas]

Thanks for your answers, looks like I do need to focus on void meditation, just don't have anything else to think about instead of day dreaming you know?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Raven Arvara <raventalon11@... wrote:

im pretty bad with answering questions but ill give it a try...

1 i would reccomend continuing with the void mediataions and especcially when you notice you are daydreaming is a good time to do so.

2 they say that you can "breath" in the energy as if your body is a dry sponge soaking up the energy so maybe try breathing out the energy like visualise it seeping out of your body as you exhale.

3 i seem to be having the same problem lately so if anyone knows id like to hear the answer too.

4 it can be hard to tell sometimes but as with anything in life persistance and practice makes perfect. I myself am still having problems with the awakening meditations...

5 i have the same problem and its not as bad as before i joined satanism i dont actually get manic depresion anymore. i learned to clean my aura and do several meditations that really help to calm me down.

6 put it this way if you have ever been woken from a deep sleep suddenly and you fell like you have run a mile, your heart is thumping and your generally in shock... thats what it feels like to be statled from a trance where you are actively projecting your self... the experience is incredibly lifelike and sometimes incredibly scary....

Hope this helps like i said im not too good at this but ill give it a go.

Crystal.

Hail Satan!!!!




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From: Narxas <necromage89@...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Monday, 9 March, 2009 12:15:05 AM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Questions/problems.


Sorry, but this is going to be quite a long post, any help would/will be appreciated.

Q1:I have a real problem with day dreaming, I'm always day dreaming, 24/7, even at work, and most of the time when listening to music. I thought that music was part of why I was day dreaming, and thought that I should stop listening to it, but since music is a gift from Father, I don't want to give it up, especially when I'm trying to learn how to play an intstrument.

Does anyone have any advice to stop day dreaming? I havn't tried void in a while, mostly because I can almost always focus on my meditations when I want to.

Q2: When I do some meditations, like Azazel's Mer Ka Ba, I feel like I've drawn in too much energy, and have to go on a 5km bike ride or something to drain it, which is odd, because I could do 4 rounds of the twin serpent meditation and not feel anything(apart from the heat of the kundalini). Is there any other ways to drain energy, and perhaps use it somehow?

Q3: For some reason, out of no where, I hear voices, in my head, that sound as if they are physically next to me, and I try to respond back, but after that I get nothing, and I'm just wondering what this could be?

Q4: Is there anyway I can tell if I'm making progress spiritually with meditating? I haven't really ever felt any, even with sticking to a programm fora while.

Q5: I have a problem with my emotions, when I think I am "defeating" a emotion, or whatever I don't need, I feel that emotion always coming back, and never going away, any advice on this would be helpful.

Q6: How can we tell if we really have astral projected, like what does it feel like being on the astral? I have attempted a few times, but cannot tell if I have done it correctly or not.

Sorry for the really long post, I just have some questions that I feel are stopping me from moving forward, and I have to break my bad habbits.





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[Brandon Durst]

i think u got the wrong email

From: Raven Arvara <raventalon11@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Monday, March 9, 2009 6:33:34 AM
Subject: Re: [Teens4Satan] Questions/problems.

im pretty bad with answering questions but ill give it a try...   1 i would reccomend continuing with the void mediataions and especcially when you notice you are daydreaming is a good time to do so.   2 they say that you can "breath" in the energy as if your body is a dry sponge soaking up the energy so maybe try breathing out the energy like visualise it seeping out of your body as you exhale.   3 i seem to be having the same problem lately so if anyone knows id like to hear the answer too.   4 it can be hard to tell sometimes but as with anything in life persistance and practice makes perfect. I myself am still having problems with the awakening meditations. ..   5 i have the same problem and its not as bad as before i joined satanism i dont actually get manic depresion anymore. i learned to clean my aura and do several meditations that really help to calm me down.   6 put it this way if you have ever been woken from a deep sleep suddenly and you fell like you have run a mile, your heart is thumping and your generally in shock... thats what it feels like to be statled from a trance where you are actively projecting your self... the experience is incredibly lifelike and sometimes incredibly scary....   Hope this helps like i said im not too good at this but ill give it a go.   Crystal.   Hail Satan!!!!

From: Narxas <necromage89@ yahoo.co. nz
To: Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Monday, 9 March, 2009 12:15:05 AM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Questions/problems.

Sorry, but this is going to be quite a long post, any help would/will be appreciated.

Q1:I have a real problem with day dreaming, I'm always day dreaming, 24/7, even at work, and most of the time when listening to music. I thought that music was part of why I was day dreaming, and thought that I should stop listening to it, but since music is a gift from Father, I don't want to give it up, especially when I'm trying to learn how to play an intstrument.

Does anyone have any advice to stop day dreaming? I havn't tried void in a while, mostly because I can almost always focus on my meditations when I want to.

Q2: When I do some meditations, like Azazel's Mer Ka Ba, I feel like I've drawn in too much energy, and have to go on a 5km bike ride or something to drain it, which is odd, because I could do 4 rounds of the twin serpent meditation and not feel anything(apart from the heat of the kundalini). Is there any other ways to drain energy, and perhaps use it somehow?

Q3: For some reason, out of no where, I hear voices, in my head, that sound as if they are physically next to me, and I try to respond back, but after that I get nothing, and I'm just wondering what this could be?

Q4: Is there anyway I can tell if I'm making progress spiritually with meditating? I haven't really ever felt any, even with sticking to a programm fora while.

Q5: I have a problem with my emotions, when I think I am "defeating" a emotion, or whatever I don't need, I feel that emotion always coming back, and never going away, any advice on this would be helpful.

Q6: How can we tell if we really have astral projected, like what does it feel like being on the astral? I have attempted a few times, but cannot tell if I have done it correctly or not.

Sorry for the really long post, I just have some questions that I feel are stopping me from moving forward, and I have to break my bad habbits.


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[Raven Arvara]

aww crap this thing is so damn hard to work with, sorry bout that.

From: Brandon Durst <geist057@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tuesday, 10 March, 2009 12:26:23 PM
Subject: Re: [Teens4Satan] Questions/problems.

i think u got the wrong email

From: Raven Arvara <raventalon11@ yahoo.com. au
To: Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Monday, March 9, 2009 6:33:34 AM
Subject: Re: [Teens4Satan] Questions/problems.

im pretty bad with answering questions but ill give it a try...   1 i would reccomend continuing with the void mediataions and especcially when you notice you are daydreaming is a good time to do so.   2 they say that you can "breath" in the energy as if your body is a dry sponge soaking up the energy so maybe try breathing out the energy like visualise it seeping out of your body as you exhale.   3 i seem to be having the same problem lately so if anyone knows id like to hear the answer too.   4 it can be hard to tell sometimes but as with anything in life persistance and practice makes perfect. I myself am still having problems with the awakening meditations. ..   5 i have the same problem and its not as bad as before i joined satanism i dont actually get manic depresion anymore. i learned to clean my aura and do several meditations that really help to calm me down.   6 put it this way if you have ever been woken from a deep sleep suddenly and you fell like you have run a mile, your heart is thumping and your generally in shock... thats what it feels like to be statled from a trance where you are actively projecting your self... the experience is incredibly lifelike and sometimes incredibly scary....   Hope this helps like i said im not too good at this but ill give it a go.   Crystal.   Hail Satan!!!!

From: Narxas <necromage89@ yahoo.co. nz
To: Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com
Sent: Monday, 9 March, 2009 12:15:05 AM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Questions/problems.

Sorry, but this is going to be quite a long post, any help would/will be appreciated.

Q1:I have a real problem with day dreaming, I'm always day dreaming, 24/7, even at work, and most of the time when listening to music. I thought that music was part of why I was day dreaming, and thought that I should stop listening to it, but since music is a gift from Father, I don't want to give it up, especially when I'm trying to learn how to play an intstrument.

Does anyone have any advice to stop day dreaming? I havn't tried void in a while, mostly because I can almost always focus on my meditations when I want to.

Q2: When I do some meditations, like Azazel's Mer Ka Ba, I feel like I've drawn in too much energy, and have to go on a 5km bike ride or something to drain it, which is odd, because I could do 4 rounds of the twin serpent meditation and not feel anything(apart from the heat of the kundalini). Is there any other ways to drain energy, and perhaps use it somehow?

Q3: For some reason, out of no where, I hear voices, in my head, that sound as if they are physically next to me, and I try to respond back, but after that I get nothing, and I'm just wondering what this could be?

Q4: Is there anyway I can tell if I'm making progress spiritually with meditating? I haven't really ever felt any, even with sticking to a programm fora while.

Q5: I have a problem with my emotions, when I think I am "defeating" a emotion, or whatever I don't need, I feel that emotion always coming back, and never going away, any advice on this would be helpful.

Q6: How can we tell if we really have astral projected, like what does it feel like being on the astral? I have attempted a few times, but cannot tell if I have done it correctly or not.

Sorry for the really long post, I just have some questions that I feel are stopping me from moving forward, and I have to break my bad habbits.


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