Question to TG on the Path

[Nordicsupreme]

Dear TG and other members, below is a question I posted on the VultusTemplorum Chat and I was asked to post the same here.

Overall I am advancing well with meditations and winning on the personal front thanks to the VT members. The question underneath is not meant to be taken as an insult to the path or the Gods or the TGs, I only asked this since I am confused on the correct approach to things




Dear TG,

I have some queries in general with respect to this path and I request that you forgive me for any gaps in knowledge that you might find below.

1. With respect to Meditations - I have bought some meditations from HoO but I intent was never on using them honestly. I just wanted to keep donating as a habit on a regular basis for all the years the Gods helped me deal with my personal problems, even when I was not very kind to them. I still only use meditations on the meditations page of ToZ and not really HoO.
Are rituals from HoO necessary to advance or can one do without them like before based on only the meditations on the website?
2. With respect to the religion - for years I was plagued with being a warrior under Zeus mindset. Feeling like we were attacked and hence I want knowledge. Whereas the way we are heading, in some decades/hundreds years not being a Zevist will mean spiritual suicide as common knowledge. Previously I only fought and meditated ( primarily living as a reactionary force to the Abrahimic religions), not through the years I see the beauty and the levels of knowledge and secrets the gods possess which in itself is a very big pursuit. How do you recommend I change my perspective with respect to the religion? I am feel comfortable being a warrior for Zeus (who might die early with honours) rather than as a life long scholar ( where honours etc are earned through knowledge and over many years)
3. How long do you think rising Kundalini takes for an average Zev initiate (with only the free meditations on the website), with HoO rituals and for a Yogi without being a part of Zevism


I just didn’t know any other way personally to live in a non reactionary way to enemy. I meditate because I like to meditate a lot and these genuinely changed my life in many aspects
Our goal is to be like Zeus but I am not sure what it even means to be Zeus with his existence being so profound and multi factored

Sorry if my message is too long

 

[Nordicsupreme]

Thanks brother for taking time out to reply! I am already a part of VT and do the Group Rituals. It has been pointed out to me that my perspective is very limited and I will learn properly to develop and grow myself.
Its just that there are no "idols" here in Zevism so I often find myself conflicted if I proceeding correctly or not.
There are Zevism Personalities but again each of them are beautiful and unique in their own ways and trying to emulate them for me, is leading to more frustration.
But I do appreciate your inputs and value them greatly.

Take Care Brother
Hail Zev