Hi guys, this post is mainly to acquire insight from others here who have successfully overcome a negative karmic experience.
When I was younger I constantly fell in love with guys who were emotionally unavailable for whatever reasons. There was always a pattern of me going for guys who didn’t feel the same way. I did a lot of work on myself and through constant application of my energy I manifested a slightly better love life. I finally manifested a partner who fell the same way about me, we had a good few months together.
The only thing that was an issue was distance, he might have been emotionally available but he was not always physically available as he lives in a different country. So this was evidence that my meditations were working, I was getting somewhere and on my way to producing a better love life.
His last visit here didn’t end so well and he fell out of love with me, he wants to feel what he feels again but he’s a little afraid. So my plan is to fly there and try work things out, and see if we can make it work.
My question is: Should I try go up there and make things work and push on the physical? Or stay here and continue to push my meditations into attaining a better love life. The latter could push him out of my life, as some of you know we all fall somewhere on a “frequency” if I could put it that way, and by raising mine I could leave him behind as we’ll no longer be on the same vibe.
A side question: To those of you who have ordered an astrology reading from Azazels marketplace or from Lydia’s astrology what are your experiences? I’d like to know before I order one. I’m just a cautious Taurus sun sign hahaha.
When I was younger I constantly fell in love with guys who were emotionally unavailable for whatever reasons. There was always a pattern of me going for guys who didn’t feel the same way. I did a lot of work on myself and through constant application of my energy I manifested a slightly better love life. I finally manifested a partner who fell the same way about me, we had a good few months together.
The only thing that was an issue was distance, he might have been emotionally available but he was not always physically available as he lives in a different country. So this was evidence that my meditations were working, I was getting somewhere and on my way to producing a better love life.
His last visit here didn’t end so well and he fell out of love with me, he wants to feel what he feels again but he’s a little afraid. So my plan is to fly there and try work things out, and see if we can make it work.
My question is: Should I try go up there and make things work and push on the physical? Or stay here and continue to push my meditations into attaining a better love life. The latter could push him out of my life, as some of you know we all fall somewhere on a “frequency” if I could put it that way, and by raising mine I could leave him behind as we’ll no longer be on the same vibe.
A side question: To those of you who have ordered an astrology reading from Azazels marketplace or from Lydia’s astrology what are your experiences? I’d like to know before I order one. I’m just a cautious Taurus sun sign hahaha.
