Question Of Love?

[Anand Bon]

Greetings My Dear Family.
Today i was talking to an Dear Friend of mine about love,Covered many things, So the Question is Is There Pure love?My Understanding is that No such thing as a Love in Fairytale Exists i think, Let us Say You are Married and Loyal to your Lover, But once or few times you will definitely Sleep with another Human, It is Human Nature i think, No matter how loyal you are you're very Nature will try to Try it out At least once, So If that is done, The Concept of Pure love will be Destroyed, One lived a Life Without Experiencing something new and that will lead to Un-Satisfaction, This is a Very Complex Thing, Which have got me confused, If one Truly Believes in a Love as in Fairy tale that person will be deemed an Idiot, and When lets say you are in your grave, The Person who have done somethings one Haven't Done will die More Happier, This is a Very Complex,The Complexity left me Strange, Now in Satans Teaching He says I allow one to Follow ones nature kind of Teaching, I see the Wisdom in that, For if One Do not Follow ones Nature, One will be Unhappy and that will breed some loads of Problems, Very Individualistic, this very thing some may agree or Disagree, Also My understanding is that There is NO Universal Right or wrong in this subject, and aagh, Just is there Such a Love Exists at all, I have thought of it Extremely deeply with my limited way of thinking, I even took some of the Gods as an Example to see the answer, But i still cant get an Absolute answer, Is there no Absolute answer in this... :-/

 

[Thomas Schweitzer]

I also believe there is no universal good and wrong here (as in many other things) as we are all different.But just as there are people who have the need to sleep with others, there are also people who don't have this need. Talking about myself, it only happened once or twice in my life to truly love someone. When that happen, i honestly did not have the need to have sex with anyone else. I have this thing .. every time i compare others to my lover and i always find mine better lol. 
Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 14:19, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  Greetings My Dear Family.
Today i was talking to an Dear Friend of mine about love,Covered many things, So the Question is Is There Pure love?My Understanding is that No such thing as a Love in Fairytale Exists i think, Let us Say You are Married and Loyal to your Lover, But once or few times you will definitely Sleep with another Human, It is Human Nature i think, No matter how loyal you are you're very Nature will try to Try it out At least once, So If that is done, The Concept of Pure love will be Destroyed, One lived a Life Without Experiencing something new and that will lead to Un-Satisfaction, This is a Very Complex Thing, Which have got me confused, If one Truly Believes in a Love as in Fairy tale that person will be deemed an Idiot, and When lets say you are in your grave, The Person who have done somethings one Haven't Done will die More Happier, This is a Very Complex,The Complexity left me Strange, Now in Satans Teaching He says I allow one to Follow ones nature kind of Teaching, I see the Wisdom in that, For if One Do not Follow ones Nature, One will be Unhappy and that will breed some loads of Problems, Very Individualistic, this very thing some may agree or Disagree, Also My understanding is that There is NO Universal Right or wrong in this subject, and aagh, Just is there Such a Love Exists at all, I have thought of it Extremely deeply with my limited way of thinking, I even took some of the Gods as an Example to see the answer, But i still cant get an Absolute answer, Is there no Absolute answer in this... :-/

 

[Anand Bon]

That is Complex, Is there an Guarantee that Lets say You Met someone Better than your Lover, Lets say you want her sexually but your heart belongs to your lover, Is there Guarantee you wont flirt or Bed her? Odd and Uncertain isnt it, I definitely Think you will choose bedding, Come on This Nature UUGHhdusahi

 

[Anand Bon]

Also I believe Loyalty Comes from Satisfaction, If one isn't satisfied one will seek something Greater, Find Satisfaction One way or another, Loyalty Devotion is kinda linked with Satisfaction in all aspects...oh geez..
From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, 6 December 2012 9:40 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  That is Complex, Is there an Guarantee that Lets say You Met someone Better than your Lover, Lets say you want her sexually but your heart belongs to your lover, Is there Guarantee you wont flirt or Bed her? Odd and Uncertain isnt it, I definitely Think you will choose bedding, Come on This Nature UUGHhdusahi

 

[Thomas Schweitzer]

Shit, i accidentally pressed 'send' button. Here is the rest of what i wanted to say:
Also, as long as there are Demons that are 100% monogamous, there have to be humans 100% monogamous as well. We've been created in their imagine and likeness. 
And as HPs Maxine explained in one of her audio sermons, satanic love is different. I mean the love between two dedicated satanists. You get to a much dipper level of intimacy, love, etc. You get to know each other on a much more profound level. 
I personally believe in such love. And you can call me an idiot.. i don't care lol. It's not like when two teenagers are getting together. They have no experience and in most cases they don't even know what they want. But there are persons who have experienced a lot, they know what they want and most importantly they know themselves. In such cases, when they decide to make a commitment, it's different. They do it because they know they fit together and that they can live together, and not because they just met and they think they like each other - i think such a move would be immature and stupid. A reason why i don't like the xian idea about wedding and love is that they are not allowed to have sex together before marriage. They might like each other and blah blah, but if sex doesn't work, they're screwed. And I came to notice that most of the times i had problems with my exs, it was because our sex was not satisfactory. For this reason i believe sex is not important, but very important in a relationship/marriage. And if someone doesn't agree with me here... they're either different [and not at all wrong ] or they haven't experienced this yet.
But again, this can't be for everyone as not everyone is the same. And because of this, i don't feel stupid when i say i believe in this kind of love. Because i know myself and i know what I can do and what i can't. I know i can be 100% devoted to the one i love. And it's not like i need to restraint myself from sleeping with others. For me it's just natural not to do it. I simply don't feel the need. Consequently i don't feel bad about it and when I'll be in the grave (if I'll ever get there) i will be just as happy as one could possibly be. Because i followed my nature  
I hope i make sense ^o^

Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 14:19, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  Greetings My Dear Family.
Today i was talking to an Dear Friend of mine about love,Covered many things, So the Question is Is There Pure love?My Understanding is that No such thing as a Love in Fairytale Exists i think, Let us Say You are Married and Loyal to your Lover, But once or few times you will definitely Sleep with another Human, It is Human Nature i think, No matter how loyal you are you're very Nature will try to Try it out At least once, So If that is done, The Concept of Pure love will be Destroyed, One lived a Life Without Experiencing something new and that will lead to Un-Satisfaction, This is a Very Complex Thing, Which have got me confused, If one Truly Believes in a Love as in Fairy tale that person will be deemed an Idiot, and When lets say you are in your grave, The Person who have done somethings one Haven't Done will die More Happier, This is a Very Complex,The Complexity left me Strange, Now in Satans Teaching He says I allow one to Follow ones nature kind of Teaching, I see the Wisdom in that, For if One Do not Follow ones Nature, One will be Unhappy and that will breed some loads of Problems, Very Individualistic, this very thing some may agree or Disagree, Also My understanding is that There is NO Universal Right or wrong in this subject, and aagh, Just is there Such a Love Exists at all, I have thought of it Extremely deeply with my limited way of thinking, I even took some of the Gods as an Example to see the answer, But i still cant get an Absolute answer, Is there no Absolute answer in this... :-/

 

[Anand Bon]

Haha, It all really Depends, So I shouldn't Let others Nature Rule over me, but it all has its certain truths..Being Open Minded the Correct way is sure is Tricky, Simply i must simply Make the Void Attitude and Say Blah blah I caNT HEAR YOU!! haha.

 

[Thomas Schweitzer]

Hahahaha you're funny!
You can find someone who has a similar nature with you that way no one's nature has to rule over the other's
Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 15:30, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  Haha, It all really Depends, So I shouldn't Let others Nature Rule over me, but it all has its certain truths..Being Open Minded the Correct way is sure is Tricky, Simply i must simply Make the Void Attitude and Say Blah blah I caNT HEAR YOU!! haha.

 

[Thomas Schweitzer]

**similar with 'yours' (with your nature) and not 'you' LoL

Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 15:35, Thomas Schweitzer <thomas_schweitzer66@... a scris:

  Hahahaha you're funny!
You can find someone who has a similar nature with you that way no one's nature has to rule over the other's
Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 15:30, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  Haha, It all really Depends, So I shouldn't Let others Nature Rule over me, but it all has its certain truths..Being Open Minded the Correct way is sure is Tricky, Simply i must simply Make the Void Attitude and Say Blah blah I caNT HEAR YOU!! haha.

 

[Anand Bon]

I dunno man, its so wierd, I've thought of it on many variables, Lets say My Wife gets Extermely Fat, and got really ****ed up, my Friend asked me Can i be Loyal and still stick with her, or Bed another Women? I simply Couldnt Answer that. lolz..

 

[Thomas Schweitzer]

It seems like your friends really like to put you to the corner with their questions i remember of few other times you said they did that.
When I was talking about this love, it was in the satanic way. Like between two dedicated satanists. Now I know there are non-satanists who last a lifetime together but they were not were i was pointing to. 
We have the true knowledge about how to work magic. We have developed the powers within our mind and soul. We overcame fate. We are supposed to take care of our life and destiny. Here it's included the way we look as well. And given the fact that you two love each other, you'll take care of the way you look. You want to be attractive for the one you love. And this is not because you're scared you're gonna loose him/her otherwise, but because you wanna satisfy him. And in the first place you satisfy yourself. 
I don't want to offend anyone in the groups who might be fatter. But it's very improbable that one will become fat when consistent in meditation and yoga. But if this happens, there are ways to get rid of the extra kilos (see power hypnosis for instance). 
Also, after years of meditations and yoga, your body won't change in the same way the body of those who are without does. Like it won't get old and ugly like it happens with those who are without. This is a fact and the older brothers and sisters in the groups can confirm this. Recently Maxine posed a sermon where she mentioned about the 'grail' and the way it affects us.

Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 15:49, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  I dunno man, its so wierd, I've thought of it on many variables, Lets say My Wife gets Extermely Fat, and got really ****ed up, my Friend asked me Can i be Loyal and still stick with her, or Bed another Women? I simply Couldnt Answer that. lolz..

 

[Brian Gibbons]

And Thomas I can personally vouch for the changes that Yoga and Meditation does to an older body.Remember H P Maxine used me as an example,and I truly an see myself get younger progressively.Not only is my gray hair starting to get some color again,but last night my wife and I both noticed that I was loosing some wrinkles in my face.And you can also not the fact that I am been married multiple times,and never had a child because of my severe drug use when I was younger,And now at 55 I am finally having a child of my own.So not only is it making me younger,but it has healed the part of my body that allows me to have children.I do attribute it all to Yoga and Power Meditations. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Thomas Schweitzer <thomas_schweitzer66@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 10:06 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  It seems like your friends really like to put you to the corner with their questions i remember of few other times you said they did that.
When I was talking about this love, it was in the satanic way. Like between two dedicated satanists. Now I know there are non-satanists who last a lifetime together but they were not were i was pointing to. 
We have the true knowledge about how to work magic. We have developed the powers within our mind and soul. We overcame fate. We are supposed to take care of our life and destiny. Here it's included the way we look as well. And given the fact that you two love each other, you'll take care of the way you look. You want to be attractive for the one you love. And this is not because you're scared you're gonna loose him/her otherwise, but because you wanna satisfy him. And in the first place you satisfy yourself. 
I don't want to offend anyone in the groups who might be fatter. But it's very improbable that one will become fat when consistent in meditation and yoga. But if this happens, there are ways to get rid of the extra kilos (see power hypnosis for instance). 
Also, after years of meditations and yoga, your body won't change in the same way the body of those who are without does. Like it won't get old and ugly like it happens with those who are without. This is a fact and the older brothers and sisters in the groups can confirm this. Recently Maxine posed a sermon where she mentioned about the 'grail' and the way it affects us.

Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 15:49, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  I dunno man, its so wierd, I've thought of it on many variables, Lets say My Wife gets Extermely Fat, and got really ****ed up, my Friend asked me Can i be Loyal and still stick with her, or Bed another Women? I simply Couldnt Answer that. lolz..

 

[Anand Bon]

Satanic Lover Relationship is Not so Different than an Normal relationship, Being Honest,Respectful,taking it seriously with responsibility is the thing. I thought oh Satanic Lover relationship will be totally different, But No things don't work that way, It is merely an Illusion, Love and relationship is common and varies but wont be completely different,Thats all there is to it, Just whats different with Satanic is with a bit of Magick and Higher understanding thats all, Bout the We Are Free from Destinies Cringy Clingy Ugly Fingers is not quite right,IF your Risen then your free, If you Think You are still free,Pops is taking Care of it for you now you choose it the way you see fit, Think again,Sorry if i seem so rude or Aggressive but Thats the way it isBeing Too Involved in the Astral, The Satanic way is not all that Perfect, Neither Materialism, There has to Be balance, Also One needs Other things as well .(family, Friends, Care,Love whatever). These many Aspects Got to be Balanced out, If one cant, you cant truly be happy, This is my opinion.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

The main difference is its permanent and long lasting,as well as being totally open and honest with each other.There truly are differences that I have seen in our Satanic marriage,that I have never experienced in any of my others.There is a genuine caring and consideration,that is in no way faked,but just becomes natural as time goes on in our marriage.   Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 10:53 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Satanic Lover Relationship is Not so Different than an Normal relationship, Being Honest,Respectful,taking it seriously with responsibility is the thing. I thought oh Satanic Lover relationship will be totally different, But No things don't work that way, It is merely an Illusion, Love and relationship is common and varies but wont be completely different,Thats all there is to it, Just whats different with Satanic is with a bit of Magick and Higher understanding thats all, Bout the We Are Free from Destinies Cringy Clingy Ugly Fingers is not quite right,IF your Risen then your free, If you Think You are still free,Pops is taking Care of it for you now you choose it the way you see fit, Think again,Sorry if i seem so rude or Aggressive but Thats the way it isBeing Too Involved in the Astral, The Satanic way is not all that Perfect, Neither Materialism, There has to Be balance, Also One needs Other things as well .(family, Friends, Care,Love whatever). These many Aspects Got to be Balanced out, If one cant, you cant truly be happy, This is my opinion.

 

[Thomas Schweitzer]

Haha it takes much more than that to take it as rude or aggressive
Two dedicated satanists should well know the importance of balance in everything. There's no question about it. Now, when i say dedicated i don't mean those who just performed the dedication ritual. It takes much more than the actual ritual for a satanist to be 'dedicated'. I think we all agree here. 
And .. Haha. I didn't say a relationship between two dedicated satanists is perfect by nature. It isn't, of course it isn't. But we have more cards in the pocket to make it way better, so to speak. 
But like with everything, spiritual abilities can be used for better or worse too. When someone is immature and lacks the necessary wisdom, will only fuck things up. I know i did and i cannot be the only one
But I know they can also be used to make life easier and better and avoid or solve problems. For example one of my ex had a problem with communication. Especially in tensioned situations. He would do anything but talk about the problem. In the beginning i thought it's a matter of time till i gain his trust. But after some time, he was reacting just the same and i started to have questions about it. I thought he simply ignores the importance of discussing the problems or that he still doesn't trust me and alike. Once, after dinner, everyone went upstairs and we were left alone in the kitchen. I felt like it's a good moment to bring this thing up. It went fine in the beginning but then he blocked again. I didn't know what else to do and - as i have the ability to easily find out things about someone by simply taking a bit of his/her energy into myself - i asked him if i can do this. He wasn't sure but finally accepted. In a matter of minutes i started to see why he was acting that way. I found out he had a hang-up since he was a kid. He was taken lightly and often others made fun of him when he was expressing his feelings. This made him refuse and block any attempt of others to get there. I began and told him everything i understood and he was not only amazed but also a bit shocked. He said then that since a long long time he hasn't feel so understood and accepted like he was started to feel from that night. From that day we worked together and step by step eliminated that hang-up he had. When he was not able to express himself, i was helping him using the same technique. Our relationship went not better but extremely better. All these because of me using my ability for the better. And still he was not a satanist. I can only imagine where we could have get if he would have been open spiritually too. 
After some time, even though i was at hundreds km apart, i always felt when he was very happy or when he was having a hard time, without him telling me. 
This is the only relationship i had like this. He was very open to the occult and the powers of the mind and i think this helped here. So when I say things can be more than wonderful, it's not because i read it somewhere or because someone told me. I experienced it.
I'll stop here haha. This email is already huge. I hope you see my point too
Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 17:53, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  Satanic Lover Relationship is Not so Different than an Normal relationship, Being Honest,Respectful,taking it seriously with responsibility is the thing. I thought oh Satanic Lover relationship will be totally different, But No things don't work that way, It is merely an Illusion, Love and relationship is common and varies but wont be completely different,Thats all there is to it, Just whats different with Satanic is with a bit of Magick and Higher understanding thats all, Bout the We Are Free from Destinies Cringy Clingy Ugly Fingers is not quite right,IF your Risen then your free, If you Think You are still free,Pops is taking Care of it for you now you choose it the way you see fit, Think again,Sorry if i seem so rude or Aggressive but Thats the way it isBeing Too Involved in the Astral, The Satanic way is not all that Perfect, Neither Materialism, There has to Be balance, Also One needs Other things as well .(family, Friends, Care,Love whatever). These many Aspects Got to be Balanced out, If one cant, you cant truly be happy, This is my opinion.

 

[Anand Bon]

I Agree with you to NO end. You Definitely Hit the Spot, I've had very negative experience of Satanic Relationship, Even now when i speak i feel Hatred Just thinking bout it, Even worse she is a Fellow Satanist and her Actions were Monstrous,Even worse i cannot Curse her since she is a fellow Satanist, But I know deep down She will Definitely Get what she Deserves, Being Satanist Doesnt mean getting off the Hook all the time, In times we get Responsibility for your own actions,I am Planning to do an Standart Ritual Today,Haven't done one for a Long time, And Talk to Pops of this matter Cuz just the idea of it inside is very destructive to me, I have to Vent it out,I am not going to Vent it out on the Group,I will Vent it out by Complaining and Talking to Pops, Like it or not It is necesaary for my wellbeing and i am ok with it, I am sure Pops Understands this as well,I Also Definitely gotta do what Cobra posted about removing influences and Munka and Loads of Other Freeing Meditations, Thank you for sharing your story Thomas.

 

[darrklady13]

Yes I agree. Monogamy is linked to SATISFACTION in the relationship.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@... wrote:

Also I believe Loyalty Comes from Satisfaction, If one isn't satisfied one will seek something Greater, Find Satisfaction One way or another, Loyalty Devotion is kinda linked with Satisfaction in all aspects...oh geez..


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From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, 6 December 2012 9:40 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?


 
That is Complex, Is there an Guarantee that Lets say You Met someone Better than your Lover, Lets say you want her sexually but your heart belongs to your lover, Is there Guarantee you wont flirt or Bed her? Odd and Uncertain isnt it, I definitely Think you will choose bedding, Come on This Nature UUGHhdusahi

 

[Thomas Schweitzer]

Well i only hope it helped. I wish you best of luck Anand!
Hail Satan!
Pe 7-dec.-2012, la 01:20, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  I Agree with you to NO end. You Definitely Hit the Spot, I've had very negative experience of Satanic Relationship, Even now when i speak i feel Hatred Just thinking bout it, Even worse she is a Fellow Satanist and her Actions were Monstrous,Even worse i cannot Curse her since she is a fellow Satanist, But I know deep down She will Definitely Get what she Deserves, Being Satanist Doesnt mean getting off the Hook all the time, In times we get Responsibility for your own actions,I am Planning to do an Standart Ritual Today,Haven't done one for a Long time, And Talk to Pops of this matter Cuz just the idea of it inside is very destructive to me, I have to Vent it out,I am not going to Vent it out on the Group,I will Vent it out by Complaining and Talking to Pops, Like it or not It is necesaary for my wellbeing and i am ok with it, I am sure Pops Understands this as well,I Also Definitely gotta do what Cobra posted about removing influences and Munka and Loads of Other Freeing Meditations, Thank you for sharing your story Thomas.

 

[Anand Bon]

Yea you just Brought some Hope on my Fairy Tale Romance Dreaming, Maybe it is Possible,One is utmost Devoted to One Another for Eternity and Satisfied for Eternity.If not Eternity till to the Grave.Holding Hands with Wrinky Faces Smiling Toothlessly At Each other, Reminiscing and Hugging is okay as well. 

 

[Thomas Schweitzer]

Yeah as long as it is a two ways street, it will work. 

Hail Satan!
Pe 7-dec.-2012, la 04:59, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  Yea you just Brought some Hope on my Fairy Tale Romance Dreaming, Maybe it is Possible,One is utmost Devoted to One Another for Eternity and Satisfied for Eternity.If not Eternity till to the Grave.Holding Hands with Wrinky Faces Smiling Toothlessly At Each other, Reminiscing and Hugging is okay as well. 

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I never thought it was real either until Raven and I experienced it together.Now I know it is real.But it is very rare and hard to find.And Thomas is right it HAS to be a two way street.If you are true soul mates,as I said before there is never a question of ever saying goodbye.That is the thing that Raven and I realized first is,you can never say goodbye intentionally.It is a extremely bonding experience,that for us is only getting better everyday we are together.  Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 9:59 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Yea you just Brought some Hope on my Fairy Tale Romance Dreaming, Maybe it is Possible,One is utmost Devoted to One Another for Eternity and Satisfied for Eternity.If not Eternity till to the Grave.Holding Hands with Wrinky Faces Smiling Toothlessly At Each other, Reminiscing and Hugging is okay as well. 

 

[Anand Bon]

Brian What exactly is an true Soulmate, Can you please explain to me to the best of your abilities and from experience?

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I don't know about him Thomas,but you are the only one that explained what a true Satanic soul mate relationship is like in great detail.You do make complete sense and I am really impressed with your grasp of the subject. I am not blind to the fact that not everyone desires to have that kind of one on one relationship,because some really need more variety in there sex life.But I will say from my experience that once you feel your chakras connect like we did,then it is truly both the most incredible experience and can be the most hurtful.That is why I say again that it is vital that you are ready to live together when that happens,because the pain of being apart is so painful.But on the flip side,when it is a Satanic two way street,then there is a very deep soul bond,that really does make you one in Satan. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Thomas Schweitzer <thomas_schweitzer66@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 8:21 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Shit, i accidentally pressed 'send' button. Here is the rest of what i wanted to say:
Also, as long as there are Demons that are 100% monogamous, there have to be humans 100% monogamous as well. We've been created in their imagine and likeness. 
And as HPs Maxine explained in one of her audio sermons, satanic love is different. I mean the love between two dedicated satanists. You get to a much dipper level of intimacy, love, etc. You get to know each other on a much more profound level. 
I personally believe in such love. And you can call me an idiot.. i don't care lol. It's not like when two teenagers are getting together. They have no experience and in most cases they don't even know what they want. But there are persons who have experienced a lot, they know what they want and most importantly they know themselves. In such cases, when they decide to make a commitment, it's different. They do it because they know they fit together and that they can live together, and not because they just met and they think they like each other - i think such a move would be immature and stupid. A reason why i don't like the xian idea about wedding and love is that they are not allowed to have sex together before marriage. They might like each other and blah blah, but if sex doesn't work, they're screwed. And I came to notice that most of the times i had problems with my exs, it was because our sex was not satisfactory. For this reason i believe sex is not important, but very important in a relationship/marriage. And if someone doesn't agree with me here... they're either different [and not at all wrong ] or they haven't experienced this yet.
But again, this can't be for everyone as not everyone is the same. And because of this, i don't feel stupid when i say i believe in this kind of love. Because i know myself and i know what I can do and what i can't. I know i can be 100% devoted to the one i love. And it's not like i need to restraint myself from sleeping with others. For me it's just natural not to do it. I simply don't feel the need. Consequently i don't feel bad about it and when I'll be in the grave (if I'll ever get there) i will be just as happy as one could possibly be. Because i followed my nature  
I hope i make sense ^o^

Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 14:19, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  Greetings My Dear Family.
Today i was talking to an Dear Friend of mine about love,Covered many things, So the Question is Is There Pure love?My Understanding is that No such thing as a Love in Fairytale Exists i think, Let us Say You are Married and Loyal to your Lover, But once or few times you will definitely Sleep with another Human, It is Human Nature i think, No matter how loyal you are you're very Nature will try to Try it out At least once, So If that is done, The Concept of Pure love will be Destroyed, One lived a Life Without Experiencing something new and that will lead to Un-Satisfaction, This is a Very Complex Thing, Which have got me confused, If one Truly Believes in a Love as in Fairy tale that person will be deemed an Idiot, and When lets say you are in your grave, The Person who have done somethings one Haven't Done will die More Happier, This is a Very Complex,The Complexity left me Strange, Now in Satans Teaching He says I allow one to Follow ones nature kind of Teaching, I see the Wisdom in that, For if One Do not Follow ones Nature, One will be Unhappy and that will breed some loads of Problems, Very Individualistic, this very thing some may agree or Disagree, Also My understanding is that There is NO Universal Right or wrong in this subject, and aagh, Just is there Such a Love Exists at all, I have thought of it Extremely deeply with my limited way of thinking, I even took some of the Gods as an Example to see the answer, But i still cant get an Absolute answer, Is there no Absolute answer in this... :-/

 

[Brian Gibbons]

You are very right brother,if you are not sexually satisfied then it will never work either.There is so many aspects to a truly healthy and happy Satanic marriage,that it is very hard to find the one that truly fits with you personally.I have told Raven many times,that there has never been any other person in my life that truly understands me in every way as she does,and I her.So it really is true that you really do need to marry your best friend and she is mine and I am hers.Let me also say how sorry I am for your emotional pan,but I do understand how painful love can be,because before finding Raven,I too have been hurt many times in my life from love gone wrong.But one thing I can say is I never gave up thinking I would find my true soul mate oneday,and I just hope that those who have been hurt never give up.Because the sad fact is if anyone gives up on that part of their life,then the reality is it can never happen because you yourself close that door. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 7:46 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Also I believe Loyalty Comes from Satisfaction, If one isn't satisfied one will seek something Greater, Find Satisfaction One way or another, Loyalty Devotion is kinda linked with Satisfaction in all aspects...oh geez..
From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, 6 December 2012 9:40 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  That is Complex, Is there an Guarantee that Lets say You Met someone Better than your Lover, Lets say you want her sexually but your heart belongs to your lover, Is there Guarantee you wont flirt or Bed her? Odd and Uncertain isnt it, I definitely Think you will choose bedding, Come on This Nature UUGHhdusahi

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I just finished a post before I knew you asked me this brother.Just more proof that SS are really connected in many ways.I only hope it helps you understand more of what to expect when it does happen for you and others.Because before this happened with Raven and I neither one of us had a clue about this subject at all.But we are still learning about the potential of a Satanic soul mate relationship more and more everyday. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 12:28 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Brian What exactly is an true Soulmate, Can you please explain to me to the best of your abilities and from experience?

 

[Brian Gibbons]

I can truly say no brother,I have met many pretty woman her age,and I always say the same thing to myself"I have better at home"so no I will never be tempted and neither will she,because after all that is commitment.And we are both committed to not only each other,but also to our spirit wife too.I have found that it is the same commitment we have with Satan and the Demons,is the same commitment we have with each other.But I understand this is very confusing to you,because at this point in your own life,you have never made that deep commitment to someone and them to you,or you would still be with them.A true Satanic commitment is permanent period.  Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 7:40 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  That is Complex, Is there an Guarantee that Lets say You Met someone Better than your Lover, Lets say you want her sexually but your heart belongs to your lover, Is there Guarantee you wont flirt or Bed her? Odd and Uncertain isnt it, I definitely Think you will choose bedding, Come on This Nature UUGHhdusahi

 

[Anand Bon]

Creepy..yea i posted it then you talk in details just few moments ago..(No Pun or sarcasm or rudeness Intended)
Okay my current Understanding of an Soulmate is this.What is a Soulmate?It is someone one have been engaged in many lifetimes, Person who have been ones Wife/Husband in Past lives.So Does one have one Soulmate or Many Soulmates?Ok from my Above understanding Lets say since you ain't a God,One have lived Several Lifetimes, Each Life you have an Wife/Husband.So one may have More than one Soulmate or in very Rare cases One meets with past lover over and over again.So Are Soulmates are Made for Each other, Is there anything Such as Meant to be With Person etc.?No..I dont think so, Okay Your past lover you guys married Cuz you guys are pretty compatible and loved each other very much,Bond grew,Vows Engraved etc, But i think there is no such thing as Meant to be with a Certain person, Cuz Ones existence is aint Made to be With a Certain Person like Made and Created just for that person kinda thought is Wrong i think, So If Couples die,What will they be considered?Okay..So if that happens The couples will be deemed as soulmates...? Oe Is my Understanding Right? :O

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Spoken like a true monogamous person.I  have never cheated on anyone in my life because its just not in me.To me it is a matter of Gentile integrity and NOT xtian morals.I have always said,don't commit unless you mean it,there is plenty of free out there without commitment if that is what you want.I take matters of the heart very seriously.A lot less hearts get broken that way.    Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Thomas Schweitzer <thomas_schweitzer66@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 7:30 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  I also believe there is no universal good and wrong here (as in many other things) as we are all different.But just as there are people who have the need to sleep with others, there are also people who don't have this need. Talking about myself, it only happened once or twice in my life to truly love someone. When that happen, i honestly did not have the need to have sex with anyone else. I have this thing .. every time i compare others to my lover and i always find mine better lol. 
Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 14:19, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  Greetings My Dear Family.
Today i was talking to an Dear Friend of mine about love,Covered many things, So the Question is Is There Pure love?My Understanding is that No such thing as a Love in Fairytale Exists i think, Let us Say You are Married and Loyal to your Lover, But once or few times you will definitely Sleep with another Human, It is Human Nature i think, No matter how loyal you are you're very Nature will try to Try it out At least once, So If that is done, The Concept of Pure love will be Destroyed, One lived a Life Without Experiencing something new and that will lead to Un-Satisfaction, This is a Very Complex Thing, Which have got me confused, If one Truly Believes in a Love as in Fairy tale that person will be deemed an Idiot, and When lets say you are in your grave, The Person who have done somethings one Haven't Done will die More Happier, This is a Very Complex,The Complexity left me Strange, Now in Satans Teaching He says I allow one to Follow ones nature kind of Teaching, I see the Wisdom in that, For if One Do not Follow ones Nature, One will be Unhappy and that will breed some loads of Problems, Very Individualistic, this very thing some may agree or Disagree, Also My understanding is that There is NO Universal Right or wrong in this subject, and aagh, Just is there Such a Love Exists at all, I have thought of it Extremely deeply with my limited way of thinking, I even took some of the Gods as an Example to see the answer, But i still cant get an Absolute answer, Is there no Absolute answer in this... :-/

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Raven and I just had this discussion today playing on the swings in our local park.We think maybe in a past life we were brother and sister.We sure play together like we are.lol Funny we have pajama parties like we are girl friends,and we play together like we are brother and sister.So there you have it Anand,I have no fucking idea to be honest,LOLAll I do know is we have so much fun together. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 1:04 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Creepy..yea i posted it then you talk in details just few moments ago..(No Pun or sarcasm or rudeness Intended)
Okay my current Understanding of an Soulmate is this.What is a Soulmate?It is someone one have been engaged in many lifetimes, Person who have been ones Wife/Husband in Past lives.So Does one have one Soulmate or Many Soulmates?Ok from my Above understanding Lets say since you ain't a God,One have lived Several Lifetimes, Each Life you have an Wife/Husband.So one may have More than one Soulmate or in very Rare cases One meets with past lover over and over again.So Are Soulmates are Made for Each other, Is there anything Such as Meant to be With Person etc.?No..I dont think so, Okay Your past lover you guys married Cuz you guys are pretty compatible and loved each other very much,Bond grew,Vows Engraved etc, But i think there is no such thing as Meant to be with a Certain person, Cuz Ones existence is aint Made to be With a Certain Person like Made and Created just for that person kinda thought is Wrong i think, So If Couples die,What will they be considered?Okay..So if that happens The couples will be deemed as soulmates...? Oe Is my Understanding Right? :O

 

[Anand Bon]

Okay So I came to the Conclusion that Peoples Nature Vary, Some tend to be Monogamous, Some the Opposite, Monogamy Varies in itself to certain degrees also the Opposite of Monogamous, Also the Very Nature of men,women kinda differs to a Certain Degree, Mutual Understandment, satisfaction and concern, Getting used to Each other is what makes love and bit of Lust.
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, 7 December 2012 3:25 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Raven and I just had this discussion today playing on the swings in our local park.We think maybe in a past life we were brother and sister.We sure play together like we are.lol Funny we have pajama parties like we are girl friends,and we play together like we are brother and sister.So there you have it Anand,I have no fucking idea to be honest,LOLAll I do know is we have so much fun together. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 1:04 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Creepy..yea i posted it then you talk in details just few moments ago..(No Pun or sarcasm or rudeness Intended)
Okay my current Understanding of an Soulmate is this.What is a Soulmate?It is someone one have been engaged in many lifetimes, Person who have been ones Wife/Husband in Past lives.So Does one have one Soulmate or Many Soulmates?Ok from my Above understanding Lets say since you ain't a God,One have lived Several Lifetimes, Each Life you have an Wife/Husband.So one may have More than one Soulmate or in very Rare cases One meets with past lover over and over again.So Are Soulmates are Made for Each other, Is there anything Such as Meant to be With Person etc.?No..I dont think so, Okay Your past lover you guys married Cuz you guys are pretty compatible and loved each other very much,Bond grew,Vows Engraved etc, But i think there is no such thing as Meant to be with a Certain person, Cuz Ones existence is aint Made to be With a Certain Person like Made and Created just for that person kinda thought is Wrong i think, So If Couples die,What will they be considered?Okay..So if that happens The couples will be deemed as soulmates...? Oe Is my Understanding Right? :O

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Sounds like good conclusions to me brother.I will be the first to say I am no expert at love,look at my track record of 10 others marriages proves that.But I do know that what I have with Raven is far greater then I thought ever existed for me.And I can't ever thank Satan enough for her and our soon coming son. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 1:32 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Okay So I came to the Conclusion that Peoples Nature Vary, Some tend to be Monogamous, Some the Opposite, Monogamy Varies in itself to certain degrees also the Opposite of Monogamous, Also the Very Nature of men,women kinda differs to a Certain Degree, Mutual Understandment, satisfaction and concern, Getting used to Each other is what makes love and bit of Lust.
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, 7 December 2012 3:25 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Raven and I just had this discussion today playing on the swings in our local park.We think maybe in a past life we were brother and sister.We sure play together like we are.lol Funny we have pajama parties like we are girl friends,and we play together like we are brother and sister.So there you have it Anand,I have no fucking idea to be honest,LOLAll I do know is we have so much fun together. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 1:04 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Creepy..yea i posted it then you talk in details just few moments ago..(No Pun or sarcasm or rudeness Intended)
Okay my current Understanding of an Soulmate is this.What is a Soulmate?It is someone one have been engaged in many lifetimes, Person who have been ones Wife/Husband in Past lives.So Does one have one Soulmate or Many Soulmates?Ok from my Above understanding Lets say since you ain't a God,One have lived Several Lifetimes, Each Life you have an Wife/Husband.So one may have More than one Soulmate or in very Rare cases One meets with past lover over and over again.So Are Soulmates are Made for Each other, Is there anything Such as Meant to be With Person etc.?No..I dont think so, Okay Your past lover you guys married Cuz you guys are pretty compatible and loved each other very much,Bond grew,Vows Engraved etc, But i think there is no such thing as Meant to be with a Certain person, Cuz Ones existence is aint Made to be With a Certain Person like Made and Created just for that person kinda thought is Wrong i think, So If Couples die,What will they be considered?Okay..So if that happens The couples will be deemed as soulmates...? Oe Is my Understanding Right? :O

 

[Serpentfire666]

The main thing is knowing yourself and being honest with yourself and partner/s if you lay it out up front what you want and they agree and chuck a fit later having known what they are getting into it isn't your fault, but it can still cause problems. I used to be very monogomous but that changed as I got older having not found the right partner and feeling very trapped in my last relationship. These days I enjoy friends with benefits and of course one day that could change again if I met the right one and it was mutual. I am also bi sexual though I prefer men mostly it depends who I meet and how I feel at the time, but I believe in honesty from the start.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@... wrote:

Okay So I came to the Conclusion that Peoples Nature Vary, Some tend to be Monogamous, Some the Opposite, Monogamy Varies in itself to certain degrees also the Opposite of Monogamous, Also the Very Nature of men,women kinda differs to a Certain Degree, Mutual Understandment, satisfaction and concern, Getting used to Each other is what makes love and bit of Lust.


________________________________
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, 7 December 2012 3:25 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?


 
Raven and I just had this discussion today playing on the swings in our local park.We think maybe in a past life we were brother and sister.We sure play together like we are.lol Funny we have pajama parties like we are girl friends,and we play together like we are brother and sister.So there you have it Anand,I have no fucking idea to be honest,LOLAll I do know is we have so much fun together.
 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 1:04 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?


 
Creepy..yea i posted it then you talk in details just few moments ago..(No Pun or sarcasm or rudeness Intended)

Okay my current Understanding of an Soulmate is this.
What is a Soulmate?
It is someone one have been engaged in many lifetimes, Person who have been ones Wife/Husband in Past lives.
So Does one have one Soulmate or Many Soulmates?
Ok from my Above understanding Lets say since you ain't a God,One have lived Several Lifetimes, Each Life you have an Wife/Husband.
So one may have More than one Soulmate or in very Rare cases One meets with past lover over and over again.
So Are Soulmates are Made for Each other, Is there anything Such as Meant to be With Person etc.?
No..I dont think so, Okay Your past lover you guys married Cuz you guys are pretty compatible and loved each other very much,Bond grew,Vows Engraved etc, But i think there is no such thing as Meant to be with a Certain person, Cuz Ones existence is aint Made to be With a Certain Person like Made and Created just for that person kinda thought is Wrong i think, 
So If Couples die,What will they be considered?
Okay..So if that happens The couples will be deemed as soulmates...? 
Oe Is my Understanding Right? :O

 

[Anand Bon]

yea also Honesty and also it is serious bussiness, Breaking an Heart of an Fellow human has a price to pay, I payed some prices and now i am free from that kind of prices hehe,Responsibility for the Responsibility Applied to me,So Never Again i will take it lightly and the punishment was horrible, though during the time i cried,whined like a baby why me, Why must i have to go through this, i am not that ugly, I am a good looking honest guy but did i had to take this? werent there any other way etc, Well its okay, im glad such storm is over, It has changed me, to the better, Just being a Satanist wont lets one get off the hook all the time, Responsibility comes one way or the other thats absolute from my experience. heheh . Yup Honesty is really Important, Thank you Brian, Serpentfire(Bros), Thomas Sis. i feel at ease and i am glad there are monogamous type of people here on the group that i have similiar nature to i feel at ease, peace  hehhe
From: Serpentfire666 <firebird894@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, 7 December 2012 3:56 PM
Subject: [JoS4adults] Re: Question Of Love?

  The main thing is knowing yourself and being honest with yourself and partner/s if you lay it out up front what you want and they agree and chuck a fit later having known what they are getting into it isn't your fault, but it can still cause problems. I used to be very monogomous but that changed as I got older having not found the right partner and feeling very trapped in my last relationship. These days I enjoy friends with benefits and of course one day that could change again if I met the right one and it was mutual. I am also bi sexual though I prefer men mostly it depends who I meet and how I feel at the time, but I believe in honesty from the start.

Hail Satan

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@... wrote:

Okay So I came to the Conclusion that Peoples Nature Vary, Some tend to be Monogamous, Some the Opposite, Monogamy Varies in itself to certain degrees also the Opposite of Monogamous, Also the Very Nature of men,women kinda differs to a Certain Degree, Mutual Understandment, satisfaction and concern, Getting used to Each other is what makes love and bit of Lust.


________________________________
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, 7 December 2012 3:25 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?


 
Raven and I just had this discussion today playing on the swings in our local park.We think maybe in a past life we were brother and sister.We sure play together like we are.lol Funny we have pajama parties like we are girl friends,and we play together like we are brother and sister.So there you have it Anand,I have no fucking idea to be honest,LOLAll I do know is we have so much fun together.
 
Hail Satan
Brian 



________________________________
From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 1:04 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?


 
Creepy..yea i posted it then you talk in details just few moments ago..(No Pun or sarcasm or rudeness Intended)

Okay my current Understanding of an Soulmate is this.
What is a Soulmate?
It is someone one have been engaged in many lifetimes, Person who have been ones Wife/Husband in Past lives.
So Does one have one Soulmate or Many Soulmates?
Ok from my Above understanding Lets say since you ain't a God,One have lived Several Lifetimes, Each Life you have an Wife/Husband.
So one may have More than one Soulmate or in very Rare cases One meets with past lover over and over again.
So Are Soulmates are Made for Each other, Is there anything Such as Meant to be With Person etc.?
No..I dont think so, Okay Your past lover you guys married Cuz you guys are pretty compatible and loved each other very much,Bond grew,Vows Engraved etc, But i think there is no such thing as Meant to be with a Certain person, Cuz Ones existence is aint Made to be With a Certain Person like Made and Created just for that person kinda thought is Wrong i think, 
So If Couples die,What will they be considered?
Okay..So if that happens The couples will be deemed as soulmates...? 
Oe Is my Understanding Right? :O

 

[hoodedcobra666]

I think there is True, Pure love, if there are True, Pure and honest persons in a relation. Since the searches or pure love are bringing with them, in the most cases, extreme hurt from past lives, hangups and other things- and this includes most people- I don't think conversating it out will give the answer in regards to this. Since you would want to achieve the above firs, True, Purified, Clean, Perfect. Amongst imperfect beings I don't think there is perfect love, or anything else in that regard. Its just common sense. Also, what is perfect? What you think of as perfect? Since your thinking isn't perfect, are your expectacions and your perceptions perfect about it? What do you seek? Unless all the above and more and answered, both in logic and in understanding, complete awareness over the concepts, I think the chit-chatting about it is kinda meaningless.

HAIL SATAN!!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Anand Bon <anandbon@... wrote:

Greetings My Dear Family.

Today i was talking to an Dear Friend of mine about love,Covered many things, So the Question is Is There Pure love?
My Understanding is that No such thing as a Love in Fairytale Exists i think, Let us Say You are Married and Loyal to your Lover, But once or few times you will definitely Sleep with another Human, It is Human Nature i think, No matter how loyal you are you're very Nature will try to Try it out At least once, So If that is done, The Concept of Pure love will be Destroyed, One lived a Life Without Experiencing something new and that will lead to Un-Satisfaction, This is a Very Complex Thing, Which have got me confused, If one Truly Believes in a Love as in Fairy tale that person will be deemed an Idiot, and When lets say you are in your grave, The Person who have done somethings one Haven't Done will die More Happier, This is a Very Complex,The Complexity left me Strange, Now in Satans Teaching He says I allow one to Follow ones nature kind of Teaching, I see the Wisdom in that, For if One Do not Follow ones Nature, One will be Unhappy and that will breed
some loads of Problems, Very Individualistic, this very thing some may agree or Disagree, Also My understanding is that There is NO Universal Right or wrong in this subject, and aagh, Just is there Such a Love Exists at all, I have thought of it Extremely deeply with my limited way of thinking, I even took some of the Gods as an Example to see the answer, But i still cant get an Absolute answer, Is there no Absolute answer in this... :-/

 

[Anand Bon]

There is truth in that, I have limited way of Perceiving but However Discussing it to the extend of the Limited way of Thinking,At least having the best Limited Way of Thinking is definitely Worthwhile the trouble.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

You're really inspiring, Brian. Reading that your hair grew in darker and your wrinkles are fading are a powerful testament to the power of power meditation and yoga.
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 11:31:05 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  And Thomas I can personally vouch for the changes that Yoga and Meditation does to an older body.Remember H P Maxine used me as an example,and I truly an see myself get younger progressively.Not only is my gray hair starting to get some color again,but last night my wife and I both noticed that I was loosing some wrinkles in my face.And you can also not the fact that I am been married multiple times,and never had a child because of my severe drug use when I was younger,And now at 55 I am finally having a child of my own.So not only is it making me younger,but it has healed the part of my body that allows me to have children.I do attribute it all to Yoga and Power Meditations. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Thomas Schweitzer <thomas_schweitzer66@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 10:06 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  It seems like your friends really like to put you to the corner with their questions i remember of few other times you said they did that.
When I was talking about this love, it was in the satanic way. Like between two dedicated satanists. Now I know there are non-satanists who last a lifetime together but they were not were i was pointing to. 
We have the true knowledge about how to work magic. We have developed the powers within our mind and soul. We overcame fate. We are supposed to take care of our life and destiny. Here it's included the way we look as well. And given the fact that you two love each other, you'll take care of the way you look. You want to be attractive for the one you love. And this is not because you're scared you're gonna loose him/her otherwise, but because you wanna satisfy him. And in the first place you satisfy yourself. 
I don't want to offend anyone in the groups who might be fatter. But it's very improbable that one will become fat when consistent in meditation and yoga. But if this happens, there are ways to get rid of the extra kilos (see power hypnosis for instance). 
Also, after years of meditations and yoga, your body won't change in the same way the body of those who are without does. Like it won't get old and ugly like it happens with those who are without. This is a fact and the older brothers and sisters in the groups can confirm this. Recently Maxine posed a sermon where she mentioned about the 'grail' and the way it affects us.

Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 15:49, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  I dunno man, its so wierd, I've thought of it on many variables, Lets say My Wife gets Extermely Fat, and got really ****ed up, my Friend asked me Can i be Loyal and still stick with her, or Bed another Women? I simply Couldnt Answer that. lolz..

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Thanks Magus Immortalis I share that mostly to encourage others that are in the same boat as me.Just a great testament to the power that Satan gave to us if we work hard enough. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 7:13 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  You're really inspiring, Brian. Reading that your hair grew in darker and your wrinkles are fading are a powerful testament to the power of power meditation and yoga.
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 11:31:05 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  And Thomas I can personally vouch for the changes that Yoga and Meditation does to an older body.Remember H P Maxine used me as an example,and I truly an see myself get younger progressively.Not only is my gray hair starting to get some color again,but last night my wife and I both noticed that I was loosing some wrinkles in my face.And you can also not the fact that I am been married multiple times,and never had a child because of my severe drug use when I was younger,And now at 55 I am finally having a child of my own.So not only is it making me younger,but it has healed the part of my body that allows me to have children.I do attribute it all to Yoga and Power Meditations. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Thomas Schweitzer <thomas_schweitzer66@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 10:06 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  It seems like your friends really like to put you to the corner with their questions i remember of few other times you said they did that.
When I was talking about this love, it was in the satanic way. Like between two dedicated satanists. Now I know there are non-satanists who last a lifetime together but they were not were i was pointing to. 
We have the true knowledge about how to work magic. We have developed the powers within our mind and soul. We overcame fate. We are supposed to take care of our life and destiny. Here it's included the way we look as well. And given the fact that you two love each other, you'll take care of the way you look. You want to be attractive for the one you love. And this is not because you're scared you're gonna loose him/her otherwise, but because you wanna satisfy him. And in the first place you satisfy yourself. 
I don't want to offend anyone in the groups who might be fatter. But it's very improbable that one will become fat when consistent in meditation and yoga. But if this happens, there are ways to get rid of the extra kilos (see power hypnosis for instance). 
Also, after years of meditations and yoga, your body won't change in the same way the body of those who are without does. Like it won't get old and ugly like it happens with those who are without. This is a fact and the older brothers and sisters in the groups can confirm this. Recently Maxine posed a sermon where she mentioned about the 'grail' and the way it affects us.

Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 15:49, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  I dunno man, its so wierd, I've thought of it on many variables, Lets say My Wife gets Extermely Fat, and got really ****ed up, my Friend asked me Can i be Loyal and still stick with her, or Bed another Women? I simply Couldnt Answer that. lolz..

 

[Magus Immortalis]

That's awesome.I have two best friends, one of JoS and one Satanist who is not. I think they were both my husbands in past lives. We are so close. They are a bit younger then I. But in this life, we live in different countries and talk mostly through text and FB. But if they were the same race as me I would marry them again, not both, though. LOL!I know for sure that my blood brother, who I see weekly, was also my brother in past lives. I think he is there to ground me and to keep me on advancing in mundane and worldly matters, not spiritual.That's great that you and Raven have each other, Brian.
Hail Satan!
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 2:25:18 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Raven and I just had this discussion today playing on the swings in our local park.We think maybe in a past life we were brother and sister.We sure play together like we are.lol Funny we have pajama parties like we are girl friends,and we play together like we are brother and sister.So there you have it Anand,I have no fucking idea to be honest,LOLAll I do know is we have so much fun together. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 1:04 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Creepy..yea i posted it then you talk in details just few moments ago..(No Pun or sarcasm or rudeness Intended)
Okay my current Understanding of an Soulmate is this.What is a Soulmate?It is someone one have been engaged in many lifetimes, Person who have been ones Wife/Husband in Past lives.So Does one have one Soulmate or Many Soulmates?Ok from my Above understanding Lets say since you ain't a God,One have lived Several Lifetimes, Each Life you have an Wife/Husband.So one may have More than one Soulmate or in very Rare cases One meets with past lover over and over again.So Are Soulmates are Made for Each other, Is there anything Such as Meant to be With Person etc.?No..I dont think so, Okay Your past lover you guys married Cuz you guys are pretty compatible and loved each other very much,Bond grew,Vows Engraved etc, But i think there is no such thing as Meant to be with a Certain person, Cuz Ones existence is aint Made to be With a Certain Person like Made and Created just for that person kinda thought is Wrong i think, So If Couples die,What will they be considered?Okay..So if that happens The couples will be deemed as soulmates...? Oe Is my Understanding Right? :O

 

[Magus Immortalis]

The last sentence really spoke to me Brian. I won't give up on that part of my life. I am 30 though, and still waiting for my soul mate. Hoping to start a family with him before it gets too late for me, as a woman! Yeesh! I feel like I have a ticker in me or something.Hail Satan!
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 1:41:57 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  You are very right brother,if you are not sexually satisfied then it will never work either.There is so many aspects to a truly healthy and happy Satanic marriage,that it is very hard to find the one that truly fits with you personally.I have told Raven many times,that there has never been any other person in my life that truly understands me in every way as she does,and I her.So it really is true that you really do need to marry your best friend and she is mine and I am hers.Let me also say how sorry I am for your emotional pan,but I do understand how painful love can be,because before finding Raven,I too have been hurt many times in my life from love gone wrong.But one thing I can say is I never gave up thinking I would find my true soul mate oneday,and I just hope that those who have been hurt never give up.Because the sad fact is if anyone gives up on that part of their life,then the reality is it can never happen because you yourself close that door. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 7:46 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Also I believe Loyalty Comes from Satisfaction, If one isn't satisfied one will seek something Greater, Find Satisfaction One way or another, Loyalty Devotion is kinda linked with Satisfaction in all aspects...oh geez..
From: Anand Bon <anandbon@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, 6 December 2012 9:40 PM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  That is Complex, Is there an Guarantee that Lets say You Met someone Better than your Lover, Lets say you want her sexually but your heart belongs to your lover, Is there Guarantee you wont flirt or Bed her? Odd and Uncertain isnt it, I definitely Think you will choose bedding, Come on This Nature UUGHhdusahi

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Indeed. His strength is our strength! Hail Satan!
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 9:26:53 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  Thanks Magus Immortalis I share that mostly to encourage others that are in the same boat as me.Just a great testament to the power that Satan gave to us if we work hard enough. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, December 7, 2012 7:13 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  You're really inspiring, Brian. Reading that your hair grew in darker and your wrinkles are fading are a powerful testament to the power of power meditation and yoga.
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 11:31:05 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  And Thomas I can personally vouch for the changes that Yoga and Meditation does to an older body.Remember H P Maxine used me as an example,and I truly an see myself get younger progressively.Not only is my gray hair starting to get some color again,but last night my wife and I both noticed that I was loosing some wrinkles in my face.And you can also not the fact that I am been married multiple times,and never had a child because of my severe drug use when I was younger,And now at 55 I am finally having a child of my own.So not only is it making me younger,but it has healed the part of my body that allows me to have children.I do attribute it all to Yoga and Power Meditations. Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Thomas Schweitzer <thomas_schweitzer66@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 10:06 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  It seems like your friends really like to put you to the corner with their questions i remember of few other times you said they did that.
When I was talking about this love, it was in the satanic way. Like between two dedicated satanists. Now I know there are non-satanists who last a lifetime together but they were not were i was pointing to. 
We have the true knowledge about how to work magic. We have developed the powers within our mind and soul. We overcame fate. We are supposed to take care of our life and destiny. Here it's included the way we look as well. And given the fact that you two love each other, you'll take care of the way you look. You want to be attractive for the one you love. And this is not because you're scared you're gonna loose him/her otherwise, but because you wanna satisfy him. And in the first place you satisfy yourself. 
I don't want to offend anyone in the groups who might be fatter. But it's very improbable that one will become fat when consistent in meditation and yoga. But if this happens, there are ways to get rid of the extra kilos (see power hypnosis for instance). 
Also, after years of meditations and yoga, your body won't change in the same way the body of those who are without does. Like it won't get old and ugly like it happens with those who are without. This is a fact and the older brothers and sisters in the groups can confirm this. Recently Maxine posed a sermon where she mentioned about the 'grail' and the way it affects us.

Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 15:49, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  I dunno man, its so wierd, I've thought of it on many variables, Lets say My Wife gets Extermely Fat, and got really ****ed up, my Friend asked me Can i be Loyal and still stick with her, or Bed another Women? I simply Couldnt Answer that. lolz..

 

[Thomas Schweitzer]

Yeah, I am monogamous when i am in a relationship, when i am committed. Haha. But when i am not, i have quite a lot of sex around. But even then, i prefer 'friends with benefit' rather than new partners every time. 
But yeah, I know there are persons who can't have sex outside a relationship. I also know there are persons who need something new from time to time. For instance i know this couple. They are together since a long time but they are not monogamous. As i understood, they make a difference between 'sex' and 'love'. They are both this way. They know themselves and they accept themselves the way they are. I know they love each other and if someone would try to get more than just sex, they simply break any contact with them. I witnessed this lol. But this is definitely not for me, as i could never co-op with the idea of having sex with others once i am in love with someone (if this is both ways of course). But as long as it works for them and they are happy this way, then i think they do the right thing. 
We are all different and i think we need to know ourselves first. Know what we want and what we need and what we really enjoy, and be honest with ourselves. There's nothing wrong if one enjoys the monogamous thing. There is nothing wrong if one doesn't. There is nothing wrong one is bi, gay, trans or whatever. There's nothing wrong if one enjoys masturbation and does it whenever he/she feels like it. Just follow your own nature and be happy. I came to notice that from sexual hang-ups come a lot of problems. From emotional ones, to mental and even physical ones. Not to talk about the self-esteem which is greatly affected too. At least that was the case with me. And I learnt to accept myself the hard way, unfortunately ..

Hail Satan!
Pe 7-dec.-2012, la 08:16, Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... a scris:

  Spoken like a true monogamous person.I  have never cheated on anyone in my life because its just not in me.To me it is a matter of Gentile integrity and NOT xtian morals.I have always said,don't commit unless you mean it,there is plenty of free out there without commitment if that is what you want.I take matters of the heart very seriously.A lot less hearts get broken that way.    Hail Satan
Brian 

From: Thomas Schweitzer <thomas_schweitzer66@...
To: "[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Sent: Thursday, December 6, 2012 7:30 AM
Subject: Re: [JoS4adults] Question Of Love?

  I also believe there is no universal good and wrong here (as in many other things) as we are all different.But just as there are people who have the need to sleep with others, there are also people who don't have this need. Talking about myself, it only happened once or twice in my life to truly love someone. When that happen, i honestly did not have the need to have sex with anyone else. I have this thing .. every time i compare others to my lover and i always find mine better lol. 
Hail Satan!
Pe 6-dec.-2012, la 14:19, Anand Bon <anandbon@... a scris:

  Greetings My Dear Family.
Today i was talking to an Dear Friend of mine about love,Covered many things, So the Question is Is There Pure love?My Understanding is that No such thing as a Love in Fairytale Exists i think, Let us Say You are Married and Loyal to your Lover, But once or few times you will definitely Sleep with another Human, It is Human Nature i think, No matter how loyal you are you're very Nature will try to Try it out At least once, So If that is done, The Concept of Pure love will be Destroyed, One lived a Life Without Experiencing something new and that will lead to Un-Satisfaction, This is a Very Complex Thing, Which have got me confused, If one Truly Believes in a Love as in Fairy tale that person will be deemed an Idiot, and When lets say you are in your grave, The Person who have done somethings one Haven't Done will die More Happier, This is a Very Complex,The Complexity left me Strange, Now in Satans Teaching He says I allow one to Follow ones nature kind of Teaching, I see the Wisdom in that, For if One Do not Follow ones Nature, One will be Unhappy and that will breed some loads of Problems, Very Individualistic, this very thing some may agree or Disagree, Also My understanding is that There is NO Universal Right or wrong in this subject, and aagh, Just is there Such a Love Exists at all, I have thought of it Extremely deeply with my limited way of thinking, I even took some of the Gods as an Example to see the answer, But i still cant get an Absolute answer, Is there no Absolute answer in this... :-/