Question about succubi?

[Austin Robb]

Hello, i read over JoS on succubi and inccubi but what confuses me is if you keep up with meditations and everything, when u actually start seeing her/him do u have too keep the sexual reletionship up? Like u can just like your with her/him and like every night do u have to? And when u can speak to her/him can they help find your guardian demon and help u open up...? I started to do get a succubus since I couldn't do stabdard ritual I just prayed to satan and asked if I could have one of his succubi...I did meditations everynight then one night while doing it I felt like a burning sensation on my chest like her palm...it was soothing...I kept up maybe a week after this then a girl I love asked me out and not thinking about my succubus I said yes...and she hurt me idk if my succubus is mad I'm sure she is...but like if I do meditations again I don't want her to think she's my second choice...

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