Question #5419: Feeling shame

[Power of Justice [SG]]

If you feel like you're not doing enough, then, just do more?

 

[Moonlight24]

Hey Zevist brothers and sisters.I feel so angry and shameful and butthurt that an average muhammadean monkey does more for their evil god than I do for mine.They pray more than 5 times a day,fast two times a week,and refuse to even F their wives without saying a prayer first.
The amount of time and energy they spend on their evil god makes me feel terrible about myself.I dont know what to do

)))Yes, I also compared it that way and every day I did a ritual to the Gods so that the pagans would wake up. But then I calmed down). I want to start rituals to the Gods again every day.

 

[Rocca]

you really shouldn't be comparing yourself to others especially muslims!
our path isn't like any.

 

[Ayssid]

In the words of Omni-man: "Look at what they have to do to mimic a fraction of our power." They have to starve themselves physically and sexually and get on their knees like slaves 5 times a day just to barely attempt to do what an Zevism does with Ritual or with a ritual in about 10-20 minutes. All of their restrictions are made to keep them weak, and 5 prayers directed to air are useless compared to one of our God's rituals.

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

I think you are on a good path, after acknowledging problem and limitations, you now feel enraged. Rage is a strong switch to bring you forward and overcome internal (or external, enemy) resistance that is preventing you to do more. Or, better said, to have a stronger dedication to Satan, if I well understood.
In any case, all we do has a very higher value and effect than enemy's crap. So your actions may be more golden and useful than a stupid muslim praying every day. They are slaves, and slaves have no power, you are a free human who chose Satan, so you have power.
I struggled years and I am seldom still struggling with similar attitude, I do want to live each single moment in Satan's name and honor, but life, problems, and enemy influence on world's energies are of no help. I am also sick of everything trying to distance me from Truth and higher spirituality, including stupid and non-useful people.