Question #304: Can I be forgiven by Satan?

[Flamma Bellum]

As a younger man, I was extremely shy and tongue-tied around the opposite sex. In my early twenties, I was working in South East Asia and I ended up dating and marrying a woman from there. During that time I became a xian and I didn't see any issue with race-mixing whatsoever at that time.

I have been married for a couple of decades and my children are young adults now.

In the last couple of years, I became aware of the Yehuborim problem and the true history of not only WWII but the Yehuborim subversion that has plagued mankind. In the last year, I came across JoS and have been avidly reading both JoS and the JoS Forums.

I now look back on my earlier decision in complete hindsight and I truly regret my course of action.

I would really like to become a Spiritual Satanist and dedicate, but my question is won't all of my efforts be in vain because of what I have done prior?

The thing in dedication is that you understood your mistakes, and are ready to start doing things right. You can’t change past, but if you are willing you can change yourself, future, present, so new better past could be created which would clearly show you that, now you are not the same like you was, and you did everything you could.

Don’t blame yourself, it is not worth. A lot of us came out of christian backgrounds, Gods helps us with this. Don’t doubt. You are welcome.