Question #1951: I'm so fucking done.

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

Brother, please stay calm.

These attacks that you suffer both on your masculinity, as well as on your social life in general, are seriously weighing on you and warping some of your opinions here. Until solutions can be implemented, you must make up your mind not to crack under this sort of karmic pressure.

Saturn aspects to Mars can make someone feel like they are isolated and can only rely on themselves, which is a compensation for the attacks they feel on their masculinity and how this influences feeling of power and agency.

Going the gym is good, but the problem lies within the fire energies of your soul, as it is likely both your Sun and Mars are afflicted here.

Although you describe your meditation efforts as unstable, there is still some progress if you have had months of trying.
Why do you think you will have a massive backfire if you attempt to resolve your problems? It is nothing you cannot handle, if that is what you are concerned about.

To defeat any karmic backfires, you must employ strong cleaning and general protective energies, plus your own endurance to keep pushing the working forward regardless of what may happen.

If you wish to enhance your masculinity, you should choose runes like Thurisaz. Start this on related moon signs like the upcoming Leo or Scorpio moons. Pick a decent, but comfortable number to chant, like x40 or x80, then affirm this to enhance either your Masculinity or Martian energies, in a very positive way for you. See and know that is has burnt into your soul new and positive creations pertaining to your Martian energies.

Do this for many days, even 120 if necessary, although results should be felt much sooner.

Remember that fire energy restores confidence, gives vitality and health, power and personal agency. This addresses many of the issues you describe here. You said you did many meditations, but have you done a full working for this problem? Try the above. There is always a solution to everything.

 

[AFODO]

Additionally read this:

https://satanslibrary.org/English/H..._Obstacles_-_High_Priest_Hooded_Cobra_666.pdf

You can overcome anything, remember that.
Someone who overcome the most problems in the worst situation will be the strongest. Keep in touch with the gods, and prove them that you are able to maintain your advancement. Keeping touch with the gods do not mean praying them for solutions one time and that's all. If you do Satan's ritual every monday or sometimes the RTR which will help you too significantly, thats enough. If you have a specific problem, that you cannot overcome and drive you insane, you can pray to the gods, but don't stop with the RTRs and god rituals. I think you will have 40minutes per week for that, really not a big thing.

You can also sacrifice the energy that comes from your orgasm.
https://satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Sex_Magick.html
This is a easy way to give back something to the gods.

If you give something back you will eventually experience their help more. I'm sure they have helped you but you can't see it.

 

[Korpi]

I feel you it's life life is pain that's the truth pain which only ends after death it's a punishment for us but the best part is it will end one day and that too without extreme pain like in suicide a lot of people are suffering and some even killed themselves but that will not free you the pain will only burn your karma embrace it love it it's your best friend not the gods...

Pain does not end after physical death, nor will it go away on its own.
Feeling sorry for oneself does not burn karma.

As for "embrace it love it",
Overcoming Obstacles - High Priestess Maxine Dietrich

• Detach yourself from the disease/illness.
  You have to be 100% that you don't want it, and you certainly don't need it. I have read in New Age books where scum of the toilet authors tell readers to "love their disease". THAT IS THE MOST SUICIDAL ADVICE THERE IS!!
  I am appalled at how those idiot fools with their xianized, corrupted, and desecrated "witchcraft" put limitation after limitation in their way and train others to do so because of downright FEAR and STUPIDITY! THAT IS SICK!!
  As for "karma", ALL karma can be overcome through KNOWLEDGE and the APPLICATION OF THAT KNOWLEDGE!
  Satan gives us that very knowledge.

Fostering The Satanic Mentality: Your Actions and The Gods - HP. Hoodedcobra666

You are irrelevant if you make yourself irrelevant, and if you treat your life in an irrelevant manner, then this is what it will be. If you decide to make your own life relevant, and treat your existence as a movement towards the Gods, then your mindset will automatically starting to change.

Satan And The Gods Can Heal You, But You Must Let Them - HP. Hoodedcobra666

If you have nothing helpful to say, be quiet. You are helping no one.

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

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Thank you all.

 

[Henu the Great]

I feel you it's life life is pain that's the truth pain which only ends after death it's a punishment for us but the best part is it will end one day and that too without extreme pain like in suicide a lot of people are suffering and some even killed themselves but that will not free you the pain will only burn your karma embrace it love it it's your best friend not the gods...

What are you on about? Take a chill pill and learn a fact or two about the Gods and what karma truly is instead of typing this nonsense.

What about people who are paralysed or im coma or suffer from genetic disorders no amount of meditation or yoga will fix that and thats the truth

To put it shortly, we have fallen and as a result, many ailments come as a consequence. To reverse this situation the more people rise and reconnect with the Gods, the better the life gets for everyone.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

....

We could say the exact same thing to you. Don't you understand this? For you to be so insulting, hostile, and arrogant after having your views challenged shows that you have problems interacting with other people. This is also the opposite of your advice, which you just got done telling us pain is good, but then someone creates a small frustration in you and you explode.

HPS Maxine has many verifiable meditations, plus you can ask Gods about her, as she herself urges you to do. Yet you wish to believe random hippies who tell you that damaging your soul actually helps it, which is just a braindead corruption of the enemy.

Arrogantly refusing to listen to other people, especially those who have brought us massive amounts of free research, only hurts yourself. Hierarchy is normal within human society and life, and this should be used to everyone's benefit, not ignored.

Yes, we have to endure pain, but this is much different from embracing pain. It is a massive difference actually, because pain should decrease as we advance, not increase.

 

[General Yeager]

I feel you it's life life is pain that's the truth pain which only ends after death it's a punishment for us but the best part is it will end one day and that too without extreme pain like in suicide a lot of people are suffering and some even killed themselves but that will not free you the pain will only burn your karma embrace it love it it's your best friend not the gods...

Pain does not end after physical death, nor will it go away on its own.
Feeling sorry for oneself does not burn karma.

As for "embrace it love it",
Overcoming Obstacles - High Priestess Maxine Dietrich

• Detach yourself from the disease/illness.
  You have to be 100% that you don't want it, and you certainly don't need it. I have read in New Age books where scum of the toilet authors tell readers to "love their disease". THAT IS THE MOST SUICIDAL ADVICE THERE IS!!
  I am appalled at how those idiot fools with their xianized, corrupted, and desecrated "witchcraft" put limitation after limitation in their way and train others to do so because of downright FEAR and STUPIDITY! THAT IS SICK!!
  As for "karma", ALL karma can be overcome through KNOWLEDGE and the APPLICATION OF THAT KNOWLEDGE!
  Satan gives us that very knowledge.

Fostering The Satanic Mentality: Your Actions and The Gods - HP. Hoodedcobra666

You are irrelevant if you make yourself irrelevant, and if you treat your life in an irrelevant manner, then this is what it will be. If you decide to make your own life relevant, and treat your existence as a movement towards the Gods, then your mindset will automatically starting to change.

Satan And The Gods Can Heal You, But You Must Let Them - HP. Hoodedcobra666

If you have nothing helpful to say, be quiet. You are helping no one.

You listen to a woman whereas I listen to my soul there is a difference you people are blindly following people on the internet like a cult and then you have no proof for your beliefs this is not how life works buddy when you have proof that these people are in contact with god's then I'll listen till you till then YOU be quite

No intelligent person would be inside of a cult where nothing gets better and you keep following an authority figure and just constantly have no improvement in your life.

This is not Christianity or Islam where you're told to suffer and that suffering is actually good and that you have to constantly repent for things you didn't do.

We follow this path because of experiential experiences. Meaning whatever we were promised in mediation, has worked.

My Witchcraft spells have worked. I have seen Colors ,Light and then visions as described sequentials in the mediation page. I have felt the soul when Astral Projection happens and how it feels. I have actually seen Daemons after Rituals in trance. I have actually heard Astral Voices and how different they sound from voices in the head. My life has objectively gotten better through my magickal workings.

Our experiences are our proof. We do not follow. We see.

We are not weaklings. We have been given the resources to help ourselves. And the strong rise up through this.

If you do not have the capacity to dedicate your time consistently to something and have success, that means you do not have control over your own mind. You have been enslaved by your own impulses. Every Karmic pattern can be removed and Astrological influences can be tamed. Destiny can be changed through the power of vibration because I have done it myself.

We don't have the need for Mommy to take care of us. We are men and we can take care of ourselves.

Being a Satanist is not being one of the cattle. It is something that makes one rise above his circumstances.

What kind of a pathetic excuse of a man is one who has all the resources of the world, and still refuses to act and fucks his life up on his own volition.

That is not the fault of the Gods. That is your own fault for being a worthless retard.

Why do some people thrive and some people get progressively worse ? The answer lies within - Their ownselves. Not anything external.

Also if Nothing you do in Satanism ever works and you might be going insane - the probable answer is that you're just a Yehubor and the Gods hate Yehuborim. That could be the answer for certain cases.

 

[General Yeager]

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You listen to a woman whereas I listen to my soul there is a difference you people are blindly following people on the internet like a cult and then you have no proof for your beliefs this is not how life works buddy when you have proof that these people are in contact with god's then I'll listen till you till then YOU be quite

We could say the exact same thing to you. Don't you understand this? For you to be so insulting, hostile, and arrogant after having your views challenged shows that you have problems interacting with other people. This is also the opposite of your advice, which you just got done telling us pain is good, but then someone creates a small frustration in you and you explode.

HPS Maxine has many verifiable meditations, plus you can ask Gods about her, as she herself urges you to do. Yet you wish to believe random hippies who tell you that damaging your soul actually helps it, which is just a braindead corruption of the enemy.

Arrogantly refusing to listen to other people, especially those who have brought us massive amounts of free research, only hurts yourself. Hierarchy is normal within human society and life, and this should be used to everyone's benefit, not ignored.

Yes, we have to endure pain, but this is much different from embracing pain. It is a massive difference actually, because pain should decrease as we advance, not increase.

I will answer all you questions today one by one
1.im not telling you to listen to me I'm asking you people to listen to you inner self
2.I am not imposing my views you are the people who hate a race of humans just because one Person believed so
3.pain is never good but ITS A FACT OF LIFE no one can avert cancer pains no one can stop labour birth pain PAIN IS A PART OF A HUMAN EXPERIENCE SO TO EMBRACE AND WORK FROM IT WILL MAKE US GROW never have i said its good but it IS NECESSARY PAIN IS A SURVIVAL MECHANISM If you are wise that enough to understand
4 explode ? You people don't even tickle me I feel pity for you people why would I feel hurt from you you have never experienced the true bliss of kundalini which I was born with and lost at 18 years of age YES I HAD A RISEN SERPENT FOR 18 YEARS one which you will never know of
6.with the Last point I agree with but god forbid if you suffer an accident WILL YOU BE ABLE TO STOP THE PAIN WILL YOUR GODS DAVE YOU THEN?

No one cares. Now go away and live in sadness and weep. No one cares.

 

[Novice Priest Karnonnos]

god DOESN'T EXIST WAKE UP IF HE WAS REAL THERE WOULD BE NO RAPE NO MURDER THINK ABOUT IT

Yes and all the trees would be full of rainbows and we would lick honey from the dripping stars, even though relatively innocent animals don't live like this either. In fact, no life form does.

Get real. Your resentment complex towards reality is going to push you down a very dark path. Unpleasant and hard things exist. One cannot escape these things on the lower levels and even on the higher ones one is supposed to learn from them.

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

I've been reading this post along with comments and I just wanna say ,brother we must be broken,tested and then uplifted,power is given to the responsibility of the responsible,...I'm telling you this world is so full of lies and pain do you think lucifer would upset you even more by giving you something you can't handle now? My grandfather was a powerful priest and a son of lucifer it doesn't mean I could recover my grandfather's power after his death.. all I could do was learn.. be at peace for you are loved .. the earth needs you hence you are here or there and everywhere... being held back is a chance to look at what's going on.. don't be fooled by the true decievers making you bounce around to find spiritual power when they've hidden it then make you come into "church" to ruin your soul .. people go to the grave dead .. if you spoke this way infront of ignorance they'd try perform "demon removal" on you.. can you see he is with you? So you're here.. stay calm.. we love you.. don't let your rage control you for rage is the work of self-righteous egos that have collapsed the world ..
Hail the light brother..

Remember you are chosen for our blood comes from the GODs themselves!!!!

Thank you very very much.
Be blessed.

 

[Henu the Great]

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Your "IQ" is irrelevant because we are talking about your conduct which has been anything but above average in terms of tactness.

It's not manly nor intelligent to attack members, Gods, and values and expect cordial relations. Again, no one is forcing you to be here if you feel like we are in the wrong. That being said, you do not have (or have had) any valuable input even if you wanted to stay. So basically, you are wasting everyone's time.