There's no need to reply to this. I just wanted to thank the incubus who came to me last night and let me experience something amazing. I believe he gave me the name Roen or Moen.
It's embarrassing but I'm a virgin and Roen let me know how sex really feels and I'm extremely thankful for that!
I would also like to publicly thank Father Enki! Last night was really exciting for me because I was showed how much I've grown since I began! My life before finding Father was empty and hurtful. I had no self-esteem, no dream or future, no confidence in others or my own talents. In the time of greatest strife in my life, I found the JoS site and I could literally feel the weight lift off me. I cried for happiness in the first time in my life.
Ever since, I've never missed a meditation and, although I'm just now opening my chakra, I'm becoming more and more aware of the energy around me. Every day I experience such wonderful happiness and though the enemy attacks me, I stand firm in my love for Father Enki and all those attacks just melt away. I was recently attacked and all that anger and sadness came back to me. For whatever reason, I didn't call on Father but afterwards, I smiled and I heard Father tell me that I looked prettier when I smiled.
He's always there for me. But, I don't want to rely on him! I know it's Father's wish for us to work hard so we can stand on our own two feet! Father's taught me patience, persistence, and confidence! I can do SO much more than I ever thought I could! I'm not afraid to show my talents or be who I am! I thank Father every day for what he has given and shown me.
And he's also given me you brothers and sisters. I learn so much from reading your posts though I don't respond that much. Alot of what you talk about pertains to me so hearing your advice really helps me!
My life did a 180 and I've never been happier. So thank you Roen! Thank you Father Enki! Thank you Demons of Hell! I will continue to grow and even in moments of sadness I will remember all you've given me and smile.
HAIL FATHER ENKI!
HAIL LORD ANDRAS!
It's embarrassing but I'm a virgin and Roen let me know how sex really feels and I'm extremely thankful for that!
I would also like to publicly thank Father Enki! Last night was really exciting for me because I was showed how much I've grown since I began! My life before finding Father was empty and hurtful. I had no self-esteem, no dream or future, no confidence in others or my own talents. In the time of greatest strife in my life, I found the JoS site and I could literally feel the weight lift off me. I cried for happiness in the first time in my life.
Ever since, I've never missed a meditation and, although I'm just now opening my chakra, I'm becoming more and more aware of the energy around me. Every day I experience such wonderful happiness and though the enemy attacks me, I stand firm in my love for Father Enki and all those attacks just melt away. I was recently attacked and all that anger and sadness came back to me. For whatever reason, I didn't call on Father but afterwards, I smiled and I heard Father tell me that I looked prettier when I smiled.
He's always there for me. But, I don't want to rely on him! I know it's Father's wish for us to work hard so we can stand on our own two feet! Father's taught me patience, persistence, and confidence! I can do SO much more than I ever thought I could! I'm not afraid to show my talents or be who I am! I thank Father every day for what he has given and shown me.
And he's also given me you brothers and sisters. I learn so much from reading your posts though I don't respond that much. Alot of what you talk about pertains to me so hearing your advice really helps me!
My life did a 180 and I've never been happier. So thank you Roen! Thank you Father Enki! Thank you Demons of Hell! I will continue to grow and even in moments of sadness I will remember all you've given me and smile.
HAIL FATHER ENKI!
HAIL LORD ANDRAS!
