Psychology/Kundalini 2 (thesataniclazy)

[jonathon_billing]

Your post here: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/16203

Here's what I think is going on:
I'm not 100% sure but this seems very similar to what I went through a few years ago.

But don't worry, it's not as bad as it may seem, if I'm correct.

I think that when one get's to a particular power level, one's mind likes to do "fascinating" things. In my case, I had to deal with a succubus and Lilith, both of which were projections from my own mind.

I believed at the time that the succubus was of the enemy (and damn was she fine, her ass....). Both tried to have sex with me.

In both cases I had a fear of how Satan would react to what I wanted (so badly) to do. I think the Lilith projection may have been a way of getting me to accept my desire for pleasure/sex. Interesting that, was it Le Vay? talked about how the Gods are psychological archetypes. I had no knowledge that Lilith was about sex for pleasure when I first had these experiences.

Since these first encounters I have experimented a fair bit with this type of stuff, and so far have not been fantastically annihilated. By experiment I mean, have sex.

This psych stuff may relate to fears, guilts, shame, grief, telling lies to oneself(and believing them), and two other points I not 100% on yet:
They can be found here, under blocked by(yes I know, it's a kids programme lol):
http://avatar.wikia.com/wiki/Chakras



I'd recommend giving this a go:

Invoke white-gold energy from the Sun and programme it with this: "In a positive and healthy manner for me, this energy is resolving any psychological issues that I have". Change the wording to suit yourself.

My previous post of this type of stuff: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/15585





Jonathon Billing

 

[thesataniclazy]

She is trying to kill me and take my soul.... I heard a voice say "your all going to die" and now my head has veins popping out. I really believe she is an enemy nordic infultrater and she was trying to lead me away from Father. Would a banishing ritual to Father work to get rid of her? She now grabs me buy the back of the neck when I do void meditations and my sister is coffing up blood while I have not had a proper bowl movement (plus blood in the stool) in months sinse she began at me. I already have the banishing ritual stuff ready to go cause I don't think I am advanced enough to do it. I know she is trying to kill me as when I asked her tons of questions using a pendulum she said she was not of Father. I am really want to banishing ritual to solve it as I literally now find it impossible to meditate, do void meditation and I get this preasure on my head like she is trying to make me sick. Opinions....


Hail Father Satan and the Gods of Old!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jonathon_billing" <jonathon.billing@... wrote:

Your post here: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/16203

Here's what I think is going on:
I'm not 100% sure but this seems very similar to what I went through a few years ago.

But don't worry, it's not as bad as it may seem, if I'm correct.

I think that when one get's to a particular power level, one's mind likes to do "fascinating" things. In my case, I had to deal with a succubus and Lilith, both of which were projections from my own mind.

I believed at the time that the succubus was of the enemy (and damn was she fine, her ass....). Both tried to have sex with me.

In both cases I had a fear of how Satan would react to what I wanted (so badly) to do. I think the Lilith projection may have been a way of getting me to accept my desire for pleasure/sex. Interesting that, was it Le Vay? talked about how the Gods are psychological archetypes. I had no knowledge that Lilith was about sex for pleasure when I first had these experiences.

Since these first encounters I have experimented a fair bit with this type of stuff, and so far have not been fantastically annihilated. By experiment I mean, have sex.

This psych stuff may relate to fears, guilts, shame, grief, telling lies to oneself(and believing them), and two other points I not 100% on yet:
They can be found here, under blocked by(yes I know, it's a kids programme lol):
http://avatar.wikia.com/wiki/Chakras



I'd recommend giving this a go:

Invoke white-gold energy from the Sun and programme it with this: "In a positive and healthy manner for me, this energy is resolving any psychological issues that I have". Change the wording to suit yourself.

My previous post of this type of stuff: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/15585





Jonathon Billing

 

[ilostmyself666]

Dude, don't hesitate. Go do a banishing ritual. Don't take the abuse! The demons are here to help us. They are very friendly, you need to go ask for help a.s.a.p! Don't take that, ask Satan to send you Haures and Orobas. Both are very nice and will come if you do a ritual asking for them. Seriously, don't jeopardize yourself like that!

HAIL SATAN, FUCK GOD!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "thesataniclazy" <thesataniclazy@... wrote:

She is trying to kill me and take my soul.... I heard a voice say "your all going to die" and now my head has veins popping out. I really believe she is an enemy nordic infultrater and she was trying to lead me away from Father. Would a banishing ritual to Father work to get rid of her? She now grabs me buy the back of the neck when I do void meditations and my sister is coffing up blood while I have not had a proper bowl movement (plus blood in the stool) in months sinse she began at me. I already have the banishing ritual stuff ready to go cause I don't think I am advanced enough to do it. I know she is trying to kill me as when I asked her tons of questions using a pendulum she said she was not of Father. I am really want to banishing ritual to solve it as I literally now find it impossible to meditate, do void meditation and I get this preasure on my head like she is trying to make me sick. Opinions....


Hail Father Satan and the Gods of Old!






--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jonathon_billing" <jonathon.billing@ wrote:

Your post here: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/16203

Here's what I think is going on:
I'm not 100% sure but this seems very similar to what I went through a few years ago.

But don't worry, it's not as bad as it may seem, if I'm correct.

I think that when one get's to a particular power level, one's mind likes to do "fascinating" things. In my case, I had to deal with a succubus and Lilith, both of which were projections from my own mind.

I believed at the time that the succubus was of the enemy (and damn was she fine, her ass....). Both tried to have sex with me.

In both cases I had a fear of how Satan would react to what I wanted (so badly) to do. I think the Lilith projection may have been a way of getting me to accept my desire for pleasure/sex. Interesting that, was it Le Vay? talked about how the Gods are psychological archetypes. I had no knowledge that Lilith was about sex for pleasure when I first had these experiences.

Since these first encounters I have experimented a fair bit with this type of stuff, and so far have not been fantastically annihilated. By experiment I mean, have sex.

This psych stuff may relate to fears, guilts, shame, grief, telling lies to oneself(and believing them), and two other points I not 100% on yet:
They can be found here, under blocked by(yes I know, it's a kids programme lol):
http://avatar.wikia.com/wiki/Chakras



I'd recommend giving this a go:

Invoke white-gold energy from the Sun and programme it with this: "In a positive and healthy manner for me, this energy is resolving any psychological issues that I have". Change the wording to suit yourself.

My previous post of this type of stuff: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/15585





Jonathon Billing