darkmonkey666
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SigTyr said:slyscorpion said:None of that other stuff sounds right or safe either. You know your having all these problems not cause of enemy attacks but because of using magick the wrong way and doing destructive stuff with it.
That also is a factor.
I will tell you more, I found "xian magic book" at like age of 7 and since that my life was full of wonders. I've been experimenting with this shit till 13. Over years this shit accumulated enough to ruin my each aspect of my life and poisoned my entire family. I've been in really dark places, but when I discovered Satan I didn't rush getting myself out until I found few more people who were lost too dark and showed them the way. Also there a lot of negativity coming from the past, to the point that I barely made it out to this world to begin with. Nearly suffocated during birth, and my mom got rare situation when our blood had opposite factors and her body was trying to kill me as well. My whole life it felt like this world is trying to kill me, I have countless near death experiences that I can write a book about it, but most importantly I nealry lost my soul and my mind due to this negative energy I exposed mysel to.
As for attacks, those are real and constant. Mainly because I wasn't careful and therefore I was compromised. Also before joining forums and participating in rituals I was doing "special tasks" that included physical approach. Successful I must say.
I don't deny stuff I do is destructive for most people, but what I did helped me to breakthrough.
I finally don't feel this pressure anymore and see the light.
Ok but using Hagal rune to clean aura even with other runes and to remove blocks in Chakras that isn't safe that rune is almost completely destructive unless your doing it backwards or something (haven't tried that I might see what that does) it really sounded to me like you learned a lot of stuff about Magick from various sources and maybe know some stuff most people here don't but you learned how to do it the wrong way and took on a destructive mindset about it.
I really don't think you are enemy but you probably were influenced by them. I came across some person who was a Yehubor promoting very similar stuff to this once he was more in the open though and posting rituals to the ToZ. So I know it's not you. But you should read over the ToZ site and stick with our magick keep what you learned but learn how to do it safely.
If your drawn to this kind of thing now you probably did it in past lives too. So that explains your difficulty from birth or a young age. You have all this destructive energy stuck in your aura and chakras this even draws in enemy attack cause the enemy likes it.