Procuring Control + rambling

[Planewalker]

I've found that having power doesn't necessarily mean you have control of it. If you don't have control of power, you often don't have power itself either. Rather unfortunate, but that's the reality I've seen so far. The opposite is just as bad I assume, what is there to control without power? I'm not entirely sure how to obtain more "control" of the results of my rituals, while still getting results at all.

The way I usually explain this problem is by using an electrical circuit analogy.

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Voltage = spiritual power, resistance = resistance against your intention, current = the rate of manifestation (maybe this isn't perfect, has been modified over the years)

So lets say you're not half bad in the voltage department, but your trying to manifest something that doesn't align with reality, ie the resistance is rather high.

V = 100V, R = 100kOhms

I = V/R = 100V/100kOhms = 0.001A, or 1mA, so basically fuck all

Is it impossible for you to achieve that thing, technically no--- but is it worth doing, probably no.

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One thing you could try to do is limit your resistance by altering your intention. One example of this would be to "I have X in a way that doesn't harm me or anyone I love forever now", (which btw could very well be literally impossible and you'd be sending your spiritual power against an infinite resistance) to "I have X now". Notice there's less conditions your ritual has to achieve for it to manifest in the second version, but also keep in mind this is a double edged sword; you're giving your energy more freedom to operate, and this could lead to negative consequences against you or someone you care about.

I've noticed that the affirmation isn't the only thing that matters when stating the intention, it only acts as a sort of laser pointer not the bullet itself. The bullet comes from a subconscious mechanism that doesn't require our full understanding to use, just like our heart beats without us knowing how to operate it either. If you're a douche bag like me who is totally okay with cutting corners, your subconscious probably won't have the same innate limiters that a more sane and ethical person would have. Your energy is your consciousness, seemingly.

If you want to be a good boy with strong ethics, you need a lot of power to compensate for higher than necessary resistance, and if you don't then you just need to be okay with messy results. Obviously, I'm more in favor of the second option. The issue with the second option is that the ritual can "work", as in have results, but still fail because those results were so far from the conditions of success you were aiming for.

The problem I have is, well, my lack of self control. I must admit that I have a sort of spiritual/intellectual laziness that is a serious problem for me and my development. I've gotten as far as I have by essentially "cheating", and now when I'm in positions where putting actual effort into things is necessary I lack the discipline to. Go figure, huh? I only meditate and use rituals irregularly, even when I get clear results from doing it... Yes that's dumb, contemplating on it right now as I write this.

The other issue is lack of motivation. I have almost no motivation for financial or otherwise mundane things, and this isn't a good thing for me anymore. I see that the next "chapter" on my path is applying what I've acquired from the spiritual world to the material world. The material in this context being more permanent, concrete and stable things rather than the abstract pre-material reality of the astral. You might think this is easy, but it's actually difficult when you barely have any sanity intact, or maybe just the illusion that you do.

I'll figure this out, just thinking out loud. Maybe someone reading this will catch a whiff of wisdom for their own path.

 

[Planewalker]

Alright, something whispered sweet somethings to me last night while trying to sleep.

The electrical analogy I used above isn't perfect. Voltage doesn't represent spiritual power, voltage would represent the "potential difference" or "spiritual pressure" between what you want to happen and what is happening. Hm. For this equation to work, it'll have to be simplified a lot until society is capable of measuring consciousness.

The better version:

Power/Watts = the outcome
Resistance = energetic friction + waste
Voltage = energetic potential/ probability
Current = rate of energy flow

So, if we measure these values in a personalized pseudo-imperial system based on tangible experiences, it should work well enough. A better metric variation would come later, allowing the opportunity for conversions to force and directly to electricity, etc.

Voltage- We can replace voltage with probability, helping us get an approximate answer. The probability of the result happening = the "energetic potential". The probability of the path visualized is what is measured, even if you notice later the energy you send doesn't exactly follow that path.

Resistance = conditions imposed by the intention. This would look like the friction of "do no harm", "in a healthy way", etc, plus energy waste, ie how much energy is being applied to the outcome itself. If you notice unnecessary results manifesting from a ritual, which can vary widely, this would be the result of energetic waste. Think of an incandescent light bulb, where the energy sent to it is converted 90% (approximately) to heat (waste) and only 10% of it produces what you intended (light).

Current is the rate of energy per second, call it whatever you want (chi, consciousness, spiritual energy, who cares). This is what you should focus on "measuring". You'll have to train yourself to do so, comparing the acceleration of energy and becoming your own energetic meter. The exact way you do this depends on your exact paradigm, you might rely more on logic and find logical consistency in your results, or you might be more intuitive in your estimation-- it doesn't matter, as long as you create for yourself a constant variable of "1" (don't use 0, that doesn't exist), and measure whether other things are greater and lower than it. Then, you'll measure whether those things are greater or lower than eachother. Maybe you find a way to do this without the concept of math at all, which is also valid as far as I'm concerned.

Power or Watts is more straight forward. Multiply the current with the voltage values, and you get a specific value here. The higher the value of power, the better. You'll need to keep track of this power value compared to the thing you're trying to manifest compared to the time it takes to manifest. The more your experiment with this, the better your predictions for success will be. Remember that you're using subjective values here, so it'll be within your own range.

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Alright, let me try to come up with an application to this...

You want to win the lottery. The probability of that happening is about 1 in 292,201,338, (very low), or 3.4223x10^-9

You use the affirmation, "I am winning the lottery in a way that results in permenant wealth in a healthy way now". You note that you included an increased resistence.

You measure the energy current of this ritual, the acceleration is faint but present. You give it a 1/100A (being the same value as 0.01A or "1%"A)

Voltage(V, E)= 3.42x10^-9
Resistence (R) = Significantly high
Current (I)= 1/100A

Resistence = V/I = (3.42x10^-9v) / (1/100A) = 3.42x10^-7R

Power = I x V, P = 1/100A x 3.42x10^-9 = 3.42x10^-11

We can then compare the power to having an equivalent more tangible outcome. For instance, "it would take this power source about 930 years to output enough energy to raise the temperature of a single gram of water by just 1 degree Celsius", according to chatgpt.

In otherwords, your ritual isn't going to work in your lifetime. It's not going to come close to working. As expected, obviously, but now at least you can better mathematically prove your ritual doesn't stand a chance.

The neat thing we can do with this is find a theoretical current required to obtain a certain probability of success.

We just need to break this problem into two parts, the first part we already did, where we found the "actual" values. We can then input theoretical values, and then compare them.

We can solve for what current is when voltage = .90V, or 90% probability. We're going to leave resistance as the same calculation as the first part.

I = V/R, I = .90V / 3.42x10^-7R = 2,631,578.947A

What this tells us is to have a 90% guarentee of winning the lottery in the way we intend, we need our energy acceleration to be 2.63 million times greater than it actually is. Let's just say your physical body would spontaniously combust far sooner than you ever getting close to multiplying your energy's acceleration that much higher.

Maybe you think math is lame, but if you bend the way it's used you can get interesting things out of it like this.

 

[Planewalker]

Oh, I made a mistake at the end, it would actually require 263 million~ times higher current than what the actual estimate is, since we measured it as .01A not 1A.