Problems

[sahil_boy_urs]

hey my name is sahil and im from india
i have been meditating from over a month now
but i still cant get into a trance
i also performed the dedication ritual but i used a white candle cause i didnt have any other
will Father be angry at me for using a white candle??
and when i performed the dedication ritual i could not meditate properly cause my mom came early from work but the paper did burn away

now coming to meditations,i usually do it daily but still have problems concentrating
but sometimes while meditating i feel my body get warm and start feelin a little giddy and sometimes its like im in a rollercoaster ride goin through loops
plz any advices would really be appreciated
thx

HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[Andreas Andersson]

#ygrps-yiv-1538681216 .ygrps-yiv-1538681216hmmessage P { margin:0px;padding:0px;} #ygrps-yiv-1538681216 .ygrps-yiv-1538681216hmmessage { font-size:10pt;font-family:Verdana;} Okay, so. I kept like alot of old prints from JoS and so on in my bedroom and my mother have kept out of my room. Until today.
She swept through it entirely, and found all the prints, poems and all sorts of stuff.
And she told me to find "a really good fucking reason to this bullshit". And to not screw this up, since I got a really good knowledge about how to do, what should I do? Only thing im risking is that she'll take my pentagram and make me unable to find more info and prevent me from being an active Satanist. So, please help!

Dark regards, Andreas
 
Hail Satan!


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