Problems (warning very very long)

[akatsukixchan]

I consider myself a Satanist and support Satan but I'm afraid to do the initiation ritual for a couple reasons. I don't know if I'm truly truly dedicated to Satan but I do know Ive hated christianity since I was little (9/10 years old I'm 14 almost 15 now). I was a christianity once but that was because I had just lost some one dear to me and I was shock and needed something 'good' to hold on to. I wouldn't want to hide I'm a Satanist, but my friends and family got upset when I just defended Satan and most of them are not even christian but they know I'm anti-christianity Wicca and they are fine with that (It seem messed up to me). Would have to do those weekly rituals, I mean prayers, mediations, writing letters (I wright letters to Satan and burn them)I can do but a full blown ritual every week or even twice a week? Lastly do have wright my name in blood I'm ok with it but just not with pricking my finger, can get the blood from a cut/prick from my arm or leg or some thing?

Well thats all questions/problems I can think of and I fell sort stuck up now, so if you guys answer one my problems that would be great.

Hail Satan

 

[kreckian_lord]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "akatsukixchan" <akatsukixchan@... wrote:

I consider myself a Satanist and support Satan but I'm afraid to do the initiation ritual for a couple reasons. I don't know if I'm truly truly dedicated to Satan but I do know Ive hated christianity since I was little (9/10 years old I'm 14 almost 15 now). I was a christianity once but that was because I had just lost some one dear to me and I was shock and needed something 'good' to hold on to. I wouldn't want to hide I'm a Satanist, but my friends and family got upset when I just defended Satan and most of them are not even christian but they know I'm anti-christianity Wicca and they are fine with that (It seem messed up to me). Would have to do those weekly rituals, I mean prayers, mediations, writing letters (I wright letters to Satan and burn them)I can do but a full blown ritual every week or even twice a week? Lastly do have wright my name in blood I'm ok with it but just not with pricking my finger, can get the blood from a cut/prick from my arm or leg or some thing?

Well thats all questions/problems I can think of and I fell sort stuck up now, so if you guys answer one my problems that would be great.

Hail Satan

when you dedicate all your saying is that you will worship Satan and be a devoted follower you don't have to do anything but defend him when you can and actively help the goals and assist the objectives of our community which are few mostly just enlightening other's when you see a good chance.