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Arya Satana

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As of late, I've been feeling really, alienated, from life in general. Friends, family, just walking down the street I feel like an outsider every were and people do not understand me.

Some of you may have noticed that their is alot of tension and anger in my post as of late. This is why. Every were I go people treat me like Im a "weirdo" just because I do not box myself behind walls like they do, these walls they call "morals".

In truth, I have few morals, they are man made rules, nothing more than that to me and I do not follow any set of morals evangelically but rather do what is right in my given situation.

For this, I think people believe I'm insane, because I am more open to the world than they are, I am not threatened by anything knew and I never judge people on sight.

But every were in my life people are so conservative. They stick to their "rules" and never see much further than that and for not doing the same I'm treated like Im a freak.

Why is this? I can't take it! What can I do about this? How can I make people un-afraid of me but still be different? What is wrong with the world?

So many questions! I think only my fellow GBLT brothers and sisters understand, straight people aren't exactly great with anything that takes too much thinking....

Hail Satan!
 
Oppos! I msut've hit the send button. *sigh* I need some sleep. That
rambling pproably didn't amke muchsense, but that's my attempt at
trying to help you. Try and teach those who will let you, and fuck the
rest, I say! Lol. Hail Father Satan!
Ceridwyn

On 8/5/10, Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:
You are not going to like this answer, but as of now it's the only
thing I can think of. They're afraid of us, because you ddont restrict
your sexuality to what is cosndiered the 'norm'. I don't know if you
openly wer Satanic symbols, but if you do there's another reason for
th to fear youo. Most people, at least those without, fear what they
do not understand. As far as what you can do about, there really isn't
a whole lot you can do. Try to teach them, if they ask you; I myself
try to do that, if I'm asked about my inverted cross or my Baphomet
pendant. There really isn't much else you can do. Most people aren't
really worth troubling youyrself about. I know that's a weird thing to
say, but it's how I feel. There are some people, like my family, who
I'm very close to even though they don't dompletely understand me, and
then there're my Brothers and Sisters in Satan, that goes without
saying. I've a few non-Satanist friends, but for the most part I'm
fairly solitary as a rule. You are different, you're without, so most
people

On 8/5/10, Arya Satana <aryasatana@... wrote:
As of late, I've been feeling really, alienated, from life in general.
Friends, family, just walking down the street I feel like an outsider
every
were and people do not understand me.

Some of you may have noticed that their is alot of tension and anger in
my
post as of late. This is why. Every were I go people treat me like Im a
"weirdo" just because I do not box myself behind walls like they do,
these
walls they call "morals".

In truth, I have few morals, they are man made rules, nothing more than
that
to me and I do not follow any set of morals evangelically but rather do
what
is right in my given situation.

For this, I think people believe I'm insane, because I am more open to
the
world than they are, I am not threatened by anything knew and I never
judge
people on sight.

But every were in my life people are so conservative. They stick to their
"rules" and never see much further than that and for not doing the same
I'm
treated like Im a freak.

Why is this? I can't take it! What can I do about this? How can I make
people un-afraid of me but still be different? What is wrong with the
world?

So many questions! I think only my fellow GBLT brothers and sisters
understand, straight people aren't exactly great with anything that takes
too much thinking....

Hail Satan!
 
Why not just move to an area where you will be happy?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Arya Satana" <aryasatana@... wrote:

As of late, I've been feeling really, alienated, from life in general. Friends, family, just walking down the street I feel like an outsider every were and people do not understand me.

Some of you may have noticed that their is alot of tension and anger in my post as of late. This is why. Every were I go people treat me like Im a "weirdo" just because I do not box myself behind walls like they do, these walls they call "morals".

In truth, I have few morals, they are man made rules, nothing more than that to me and I do not follow any set of morals evangelically but rather do what is right in my given situation.

For this, I think people believe I'm insane, because I am more open to the world than they are, I am not threatened by anything knew and I never judge people on sight.

But every were in my life people are so conservative. They stick to their "rules" and never see much further than that and for not doing the same I'm treated like Im a freak.

Why is this? I can't take it! What can I do about this? How can I make people un-afraid of me but still be different? What is wrong with the world?

So many questions! I think only my fellow GBLT brothers and sisters understand, straight people aren't exactly great with anything that takes too much thinking....

Hail Satan!
 
You could also start using magic to bring the kind of people you want to be around into your life.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Don" <mageson6666@... wrote:

Why not just move to an area where you will be happy?

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Arya Satana" <aryasatana@ wrote:

As of late, I've been feeling really, alienated, from life in general. Friends, family, just walking down the street I feel like an outsider every were and people do not understand me.

Some of you may have noticed that their is alot of tension and anger in my post as of late. This is why. Every were I go people treat me like Im a "weirdo" just because I do not box myself behind walls like they do, these walls they call "morals".

In truth, I have few morals, they are man made rules, nothing more than that to me and I do not follow any set of morals evangelically but rather do what is right in my given situation.

For this, I think people believe I'm insane, because I am more open to the world than they are, I am not threatened by anything knew and I never judge people on sight.

But every were in my life people are so conservative. They stick to their "rules" and never see much further than that and for not doing the same I'm treated like Im a freak.

Why is this? I can't take it! What can I do about this? How can I make people un-afraid of me but still be different? What is wrong with the world?

So many questions! I think only my fellow GBLT brothers and sisters understand, straight people aren't exactly great with anything that takes too much thinking....

Hail Satan!
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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