Please Help - Not Sure What is Going On (Enemy?)

[jhd4412]

For the past month I have been getting extremely empowered, learned how to use a pendulum, my chakras opened, can feel energy easily and effortlessly. Now I'm working on my astral senses.

But for the past 2-3 weeks I have also been getting illness systems, so I continued empowering myself and my aura and trying to clean it. Recently, I began increasing my vibration and doing the MerKaBa meditation, but now my throat feels sore, and no matter what the illness systems such as congestion, sore throat, I feel pressure nearly everywhere I go like someone/something is trying to effect me negatively. Also, during the past month is when xians started looking at me funny almost daily.

I have also been participating in spiritual warfare.

I think either a lot of enemies or some really strong ones are trying to end me. PS. I have the most symptoms when I wake up in the morning.

It seems to get worse the more I work on my astral senses, as if they do not want me to be able to perceive them through any sense.

What can I do? I asked Father for help not too long ago, but I also believe I have to make some kind of effort to at least ask and look around for an answer.

What do you think Brothers and Sisters?

 

[C Y]

Yeah i have been sick these weeks too and yesterday i felt like a really hard headache and drained. And these days i had been coughing a lot. I too have been doing empowering. Now i suddenly got a pain on my chest and i am thinking i have been attacked on my heart chakra. i am cleaning my aura and chakras right now though.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jhd4412" <jhd4412@... wrote:

For the past month I have been getting extremely empowered, learned how to use a pendulum, my chakras opened, can feel energy easily and effortlessly. Now I'm working on my astral senses.

But for the past 2-3 weeks I have also been getting illness systems, so I continued empowering myself and my aura and trying to clean it. Recently, I began increasing my vibration and doing the MerKaBa meditation, but now my throat feels sore, and no matter what the illness systems such as congestion, sore throat, I feel pressure nearly everywhere I go like someone/something is trying to effect me negatively. Also, during the past month is when xians started looking at me funny almost daily.

I have also been participating in spiritual warfare.

I think either a lot of enemies or some really strong ones are trying to end me. PS. I have the most symptoms when I wake up in the morning.

It seems to get worse the more I work on my astral senses, as if they do not want me to be able to perceive them through any sense.

What can I do? I asked Father for help not too long ago, but I also believe I have to make some kind of effort to at least ask and look around for an answer.

What do you think Brothers and Sisters?

 

[C Y]

I have been participating also in cleaning places in my school and warfare ect... The rune i always use is algiz lol sometimes i visualize a BIG algiz in the middle of the room with white golden flames cleaning away all negativity and also the room full of white golden energy like the sun.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jhd4412" <jhd4412@... wrote:

For the past month I have been getting extremely empowered, learned how to use a pendulum, my chakras opened, can feel energy easily and effortlessly. Now I'm working on my astral senses.

But for the past 2-3 weeks I have also been getting illness systems, so I continued empowering myself and my aura and trying to clean it. Recently, I began increasing my vibration and doing the MerKaBa meditation, but now my throat feels sore, and no matter what the illness systems such as congestion, sore throat, I feel pressure nearly everywhere I go like someone/something is trying to effect me negatively. Also, during the past month is when xians started looking at me funny almost daily.

I have also been participating in spiritual warfare.

I think either a lot of enemies or some really strong ones are trying to end me. PS. I have the most symptoms when I wake up in the morning.

It seems to get worse the more I work on my astral senses, as if they do not want me to be able to perceive them through any sense.

What can I do? I asked Father for help not too long ago, but I also believe I have to make some kind of effort to at least ask and look around for an answer.

What do you think Brothers and Sisters?

 

[jhd4412]

Yeah, I'm going to clean me out too. oh yeah, last night I had a accidental visualization of a small grey. SO, I guess someone was trying to tell me that greys are attacking me. Is that common? I thought that greys are the unusual ones to get attacked by.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jhd4412" <jhd4412@... wrote:

For the past month I have been getting extremely empowered, learned how to use a pendulum, my chakras opened, can feel energy easily and effortlessly. Now I'm working on my astral senses.

But for the past 2-3 weeks I have also been getting illness systems, so I continued empowering myself and my aura and trying to clean it. Recently, I began increasing my vibration and doing the MerKaBa meditation, but now my throat feels sore, and no matter what the illness systems such as congestion, sore throat, I feel pressure nearly everywhere I go like someone/something is trying to effect me negatively. Also, during the past month is when xians started looking at me funny almost daily.

I have also been participating in spiritual warfare.

I think either a lot of enemies or some really strong ones are trying to end me. PS. I have the most symptoms when I wake up in the morning.

It seems to get worse the more I work on my astral senses, as if they do not want me to be able to perceive them through any sense.

What can I do? I asked Father for help not too long ago, but I also believe I have to make some kind of effort to at least ask and look around for an answer.

What do you think Brothers and Sisters?

 

[Sami Abbas]

Yeah same happens to me, accidentally, RIGHT before they attack me. In my experience, greys attack me the most. But, I got used to their pathetic attacks, and became very kind of "immune" to them. Now, these sick DISGUSTING reptilians are attacking me. They are FUCKING ugly, a true disgrace to life itself. I saw one, and keep seeing the cunt, yellow eyes with kind of slit pupils, similar to those of crocodiles. And by the way, I have noticed reptilians can manipulate my thoughts much, much easier than greys, all I do is just ignore them. Some times, I feel them around me when I meditate, I can feel as if they want to strangle me to death. Strange thing, my "Notes" application on my iPhone, where I keep most of my meditations, magick etc.... has "magically" stopped working. Hahaha I wonder what it is, hmmmm. No, seriously, I have copied and pasted SO many things from the JoS into that app. Also, our laptop freezes sometimes. My iPod gets "stuck"......



HAIL SATAN!!!HAIL AZAZEL!!!HAIL ENLIL!!!
Heil the Nazi Heroes!

-Sami

On 9 May 2012, at 16:01, "jhd4412" <jhd4412@... wrote:

  Yeah, I'm going to clean me out too. oh yeah, last night I had a accidental visualization of a small grey. SO, I guess someone was trying to tell me that greys are attacking me. Is that common? I thought that greys are the unusual ones to get attacked by.

--- [/IMG][email protected][/email][/url], "jhd4412" <jhd4412@... wrote:

For the past month I have been getting extremely empowered, learned how to use a pendulum, my chakras opened, can feel energy easily and effortlessly. Now I'm working on my astral senses.

But for the past 2-3 weeks I have also been getting illness systems, so I continued empowering myself and my aura and trying to clean it. Recently, I began increasing my vibration and doing the MerKaBa meditation, but now my throat feels sore, and no matter what the illness systems such as congestion, sore throat, I feel pressure nearly everywhere I go like someone/something is trying to effect me negatively. Also, during the past month is when xians started looking at me funny almost daily.

I have also been participating in spiritual warfare.

I think either a lot of enemies or some really strong ones are trying to end me. PS. I have the most symptoms when I wake up in the morning.

It seems to get worse the more I work on my astral senses, as if they do not want me to be able to perceive them through any sense.

What can I do? I asked Father for help not too long ago, but I also believe I have to make some kind of effort to at least ask and look around for an answer.

What do you think Brothers and Sisters?