Jeremy Rogers
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- Apr 24, 2010
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My wife is always home when I am, the only time I have to myself is when she is sleeping early in the morning, I get up an hour and a half before she does to go to work. I have to be quiet when I meditate, this is very distracting, always wondering if she will hear me and wake up, and that breaks my concentration. Meditation is VERY important to me. I can’t empower myself without meditating. In the afternoons I spend my time on the computer instead of watching TV, reading posts and JoS. So, I was wondering after reading High Priestess Maxine’s sermon for 1/8/10, IF it would be possible to obtain just as powerful of a result from meditation without vibrating the runes as shown on JoS meditation page?? Could I just sit here at my computer and meditate with her close to me, not making any sound?? She would never know. See, she’s a xian; we have already had many talks about that I believe and why, so I feel I can’t be expressive around her, because she is scared of it, and she has told me she doesn’t want anything to do with it. I’m just trying to avoid having to go into the closet to meditate. I read on the meditations page that the vibrations ARE NESSESARY. What can I do??? After I empower myself, I can then do White and Black Magick, I can do this outside in the storage room. I can burn candles, incense, and any prayers to Satan while performing rituals. And I can do it in the early morning, and no one will know, as long as I keep it down out there she will never know. I need a place to work, but it’s difficult when I only have a one bedroom apartment. So, if anyone can offer any advice on these topics I would greatly appreciate it… I need to know for sure about the meditation issue.