Hello everyone.
I have announced to my parents that I dont want to visit church anymore (I have been skipping on it for the past 2 weeks because thats when I found templeofzeus.org and got to know the truth).I just had a discussion with my mom regarding this, and what her problems with it are. Sidenote: my parents are VERY HEAVY xians After about an hour of talking I managed to get to the agreement that I would have to visit church twice per month and not go to church at all as soon as I hit the age of 18(I am about 16 1/2 at the moment and had to go to EVERY church before I started skipping).My parents dont know that I am a satanist and I don't want to tell them, either, because I am unsure what their reactions might be. They might give throw me out for example...or take away my phone and pc and with that removing all the knowledge of templeofzeus.org that I havent read yet.To my surprise my mom told me that she is most afraid of me not believing in anything at all. I do believe in something though, which is our true creator, satan. But I can't tell her ._.I can somewhat cover up the meditations and exercises I do as "found online" (which isn't exactly wrong) and have labeled meditating as my new hobby. So the spiritual advancement shouldn't be a problem. Obviously I can't do Ritual's while they are at home which is why I am limited to the time when they are at work when it comes to these.Lastly she said that from tomorrow onward my pc and phone-time will be quite strongly limited--and I don't know if there is any way I can prevent that.
I wanted to ask EVERY reader here if they have any suggestions that might help in my situation. I already read that satan doesn't really mind if teens have to go to church as long as they are loyal to him in their heart, but I personally hate the overall aura and environment of the church. It makes me want to puke.So please help me. Every advice is STRONGLY appreciated.
HAIL SATAN!!

