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[PLEASE HELP] Dealing with my xian parents

t.fuchs6662 min to read

Hello everyone.
I have announced to my parents that I dont want to visit church anymore (I have been skipping on it for the past 2 weeks because thats when I found templeofzeus.org and got to know the truth).I just had a discussion with my mom regarding this, and what her problems with it are. Sidenote: my parents are VERY HEAVY xians After about an hour of talking I managed to get to the agreement that I would have to visit church twice per month and not go to church at all as soon as I hit the age of 18(I am about 16 1/2 at the moment and had to go to EVERY church before I started skipping).My parents dont know that I am a satanist and I don't want to tell them, either, because I am unsure what their reactions might be. They might give throw me out for example...or take away my phone and pc and with that removing all the knowledge of templeofzeus.org that I havent read yet.To my surprise my mom told me that she is most afraid of me not believing in anything at all. I do believe in something though, which is our true creator, satan. But I can't tell her ._.I can somewhat cover up the meditations and exercises I do as "found online" (which isn't exactly wrong) and have labeled meditating as my new hobby. So the spiritual advancement shouldn't be a problem. Obviously I can't do Ritual's while they are at home which is why I am limited to the time when they are at work when it comes to these.Lastly she said that from tomorrow onward my pc and phone-time will be quite strongly limited--and I don't know if there is any way I can prevent that.
I wanted to ask EVERY reader here if they have any suggestions that might help in my situation. I already read that satan doesn't really mind if teens have to go to church as long as they are loyal to him in their heart, but I personally hate the overall aura and environment of the church. It makes me want to puke.So please help me. Every advice is STRONGLY appreciated.

HAIL SATAN!!

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#20

I have to quote johnson_akemi here: "Expectations are the mother of all fuck-ups" 
I can tell you that after some time where you worked with patience and persistence (the exact time is individual) you will be able to feel and see your succubus like a human being. But until then try to be completely open and relaxed and don't expect anything. If you focus on 1 way of interacting with the Gods of Elysium you might completely overlook their in interaction with you in another way.

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#21

Well, if you haven't been a dedicated Satanist very long, if you do have one come, you might not
even know she is there. You need to go through Father Satan and stipulate if you want monogamous
relationship or if you want to have a human lover as well, and it probably will be permanent.

Also, you might find yourself itching rather uncomfortably. Depends on your energy, vibrations, and theirs.
Or could be like a mild sunburn. Read about them under Demons in the Joy of Satan website. And
a Demon lover is something else. Wonderful, but different. Can be very different. And they don't get tired!


Hail Satan!


Sims


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I don't know if its too
personal of a question but how does a visit from a succubus
go?I just want to hear about what that's like in
detail.How much do you see?How much force is there?Does
anything physical happen?All that stuff.










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Most of us here grew up as xians or under some other spiritually degenerative program.  This is not a new thing you are experiencing.  For example, HP Pythia was a Catholic, and then an Atheist (a long time ago).  I absolutely can't stand Atheists.  Your parents are the same probably.  Thank you Pythia for dropping that stuff; my God.  I was a educated Lutheran, Born-Again Xian wanna be, and a Scientologist.  I believed it wholeheartedly and really took it seriously and really educated myself regarding it.  Satanism was a ridiculous concept; a forum for angry teenagers.  They had good music though.  Simply put, these are screwed up beliefs - they are not based on truth.  No lie should ever be accepted or followed for convenience.

Your parents sound very awesome, but they are victims as well, just like we were.  Never stop respecting and loving your parents for who they are.  Don't push your beliefs on them because their is absolutely no need to.  Just tell them the truth.

NEVER EVER EVER TELL A XIAN WHAT YOU BELIEVE!

Tell them "the truth".  Their is a huge difference between those two things.  Read and study everything on "Exposing xianity" and really get it down.  It's not a "belief".  It's a set of provable facts!

Be respectful and nice to your parents.  Point out the flaws in xianity to them.  The trick here, and it is a big trick to pull off, is to do it, so that you never clash too hard with what they believe.  Just give them what they can handle and quickly back away.  At first it may be very small, seemingly insignificant things that you correct by pointing them out.

Do it on a very, easy, pleasant, courteous, gradient, or small step by step approach.  Ask them if they want to study the Exposing xianity materials with you when you think their ready or study a portion of them.  Ask them to help you understand this.

Xians have two things going on.  Religious philosophy and religious practices or rituals that they perform.  90% of xianity is ritual.  There is no true philosophy to it.  It's based on fear primarily among many other things.  It is completely provable that xianity is a  filthy lie designed to hurt you and your family.  The last thing you want to do is to allow a rift or barrier to grow between you and your parents.

One very important thing you can do when you start to clash too much, is to simply zipper your mouth.  Shut up.  This is not easy.  As you become  truly knowledgeable and spiritually aware in JOS Spiritual Satanism, you are going to need to be able to do that.

I can attest to this myself.  I can not shut up when  I need to and I had to learn the hard way.  Don't learn the hard way by screwing up your family relationships.  There is a lot more to deal with then just Mom and Dad.  Their are your other relatives who are probably going to hear about it.  There are people you work with, that will try to cause you problems by spreading rumors about you.  Their are xians that will freak out and try to harm your career goals etc.  Look at that big picture and act accordingly with the proper usage of your mouth.

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Hi t.fuchs

Just read your note and just glad very thing is alright with you so far ya just got to be careful who you talk to and such about being a satanist even if you don't say int in thoughts since this world is not sadly ready yet for the truth even thought we do known the truth for what it is. Glad your still working on mediation and such and still trying to talk to your succubus the best capable and improving.

not sure if this help or not but was just concern and all.

Wuv Meli <3

Hail Satan!!!

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#24

Make sure they can't find ANYTHING incriminating on your PC or phone, including cookies and suggestions for searches.

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