That isn't any of our Gods/Goddesses or more commonly referred to as Daemons/Daemonesses.
That's the enemy trying to stall you. Go home, and plan carefully how to do the Ritual, and do bath before doing it unless you are in a situation where you absolutely can't. I doubt extremely you will encounter a situation where you won't be able to bath so do bath. Make sure to have clean clothes, and if you forgot any of the steps then you're fine. But, do make sure to remember to burn the paper, that's very important. No one gets the Dedication Ritual completely right as far as I have seen. If you did it then congradulations, you've Dedicated.
The enemy will try to put xian thoughts into your head as an attempt to get you to not do the Ritual, something along the lines of trying to convince you those are your own thoughts and that you do not really want to do the Ritual, and that you actually favor xianity and do not want to do the Ritual and try to ram the xian BS down your throat hard in whatever fashion they think will fuck with you blah blah blah. That's the enemy complaining that you are returning to Father Satan. If you hear anything xian outside of what I have said then ignore it completely and know they are NOT your thoughts. You'll understand later why they weren't your thoughts.
HAIL SATAN!!