Planted Thoughts

[JackBlackJordan .]

This has been happaning for awhile now. It started one day while I was meditating (long time ago). I noticed that I was having thoughts that were throwing my focus and I couldn't meditate. This happaned whenever I meditated distrubing thoughts would intreupt me. Lately I figured something before in a ealier post (I am the one who posted about the hand grabbing my heart chakra). Someone told me it was an entity trying to mess with me and that I should visuliy beat it up and kick it out my room, I did mulipte times and it got worse. To stop it I crossed my arms while I meditated and if I cncentrated enough it wasn't there. After a few days from the first hand incedent, whenever I thought of sex period, out of nowhere I would vision a random guy's gentiles trying to force it in my mouth, as soon as it did I visuliy cut it off and took a bullet and shot it. After the first time my mind wouldn't stop thinking of sex (actually too be precise I was thinking about my demon lover and having sex with her) and when I did the same the same visin came and no matter how many times I destroyed it, it keep coming back. After that maybe a day later, I thought I should work on void meditate because of the past distrubing thoughts that won't leave (there was more but not as bad). That night as I was void meditating I had mulitple distrubing thoughts come at me at the same time, as if something really didn't want me too be able too turn off influneces (I am pretty good at turning off my own thoughts, just not outside thoughts). I keep continuing void mediation and they slowly keep getting worse. Eventually once I stopped meditating I wanted a change of scenere so I went downstairs and started researching cryokinesis. When I did muliptle thoughts keep hiiting me again. I saw things crawling on the wall things running up and screaming in my face, flashes, lights, etc. I keep ignoring them continuing with me research and they started getting bigger and more vivid. It was a crazy night. When I finally went too sleep I dreamt about cockroaches ( I don't know why) but when I woke up now I keep visulizing cockroaches trying go down my throat with the gentiles.


My thoughts on the Matter:
1: It can't be Psychic Vampirism because the distrubing thoughts are also old fears and people from my anime shows trying too kill, the thoughts are never something completly odd like someone elses thoughts

2: I have the feeling that the entity putting the thoughts in is trying too drive me crazy, but there ones flaw I am already crazy.

3: The more I try too void meditate, the worse the issue gets.

4: If it was an angel, why would it mess with me? I thought they only messed with people who are threats. (I am not powerful)

Main Question:
What the fuck is going on, what is this thing and where did it come from? No matter what I can't completly turn off the thoughts because there not mine. I asked Father for protection and also put up a protection rune in my room, I also clean my aura twice a day, what else can I do to stop this thing? I am ignoreing it like the site says. But It won't leave. Soon I am going too start hearing voices saying too coommit suicide.

 

[nightfoxx666]

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "soul.deletion" <soul.deletion@... wrote:

This has been happaning for awhile now. It started one day while I was meditating (long time ago). I noticed that I was having thoughts that were throwing my focus and I couldn't meditate. This happaned whenever I meditated distrubing thoughts would intreupt me. Lately I figured something before in a ealier post (I am the one who posted about the hand grabbing my heart chakra). Someone told me it was an entity trying to mess with me and that I should visuliy beat it up and kick it out my room, I did mulipte times and it got worse. To stop it I crossed my arms while I meditated and if I cncentrated enough it wasn't there. After a few days from the first hand incedent, whenever I thought of sex period, out of nowhere I would vision a random guy's gentiles trying to force it in my mouth, as soon as it did I visuliy cut it off and took a bullet and shot it. After the first time my mind wouldn't stop thinking of sex (actually too be precise I was thinking about my demon lover and having sex with her) and when I did the same the same visin came and no matter how many times I destroyed it, it keep coming back. After that maybe a day later, I thought I should work on void meditate because of the past distrubing thoughts that won't leave (there was more but not as bad). That night as I was void meditating I had mulitple distrubing thoughts come at me at the same time, as if something really didn't want me too be able too turn off influneces (I am pretty good at turning off my own thoughts, just not outside thoughts). I keep continuing void mediation and they slowly keep getting worse. Eventually once I stopped meditating I wanted a change of scenere so I went downstairs and started researching cryokinesis. When I did muliptle thoughts keep hiiting me again. I saw things crawling on the wall things running up and screaming in my face, flashes, lights, etc. I keep ignoring them continuing with me research and they started getting bigger and more vivid. It was a crazy night. When I finally went too sleep I dreamt about cockroaches ( I don't know why) but when I woke up now I keep visulizing cockroaches trying go down my throat with the gentiles.


My thoughts on the Matter:
1: It can't be Psychic Vampirism because the distrubing thoughts are also old fears and people from my anime shows trying too kill, the thoughts are never something completly odd like someone elses thoughts

2: I have the feeling that the entity putting the thoughts in is trying too drive me crazy, but there ones flaw I am already crazy.

3: The more I try too void meditate, the worse the issue gets.

4: If it was an angel, why would it mess with me? I thought they only messed with people who are threats. (I am not powerful)

Main Question:
What the fuck is going on, what is this thing and where did it come from? No matter what I can't completly turn off the thoughts because there not mine. I asked Father for protection and also put up a protection rune in my room, I also clean my aura twice a day, what else can I do to stop this thing? I am ignoreing it like the site says. But It won't leave. Soon I am going too start hearing voices saying too coommit suicide.

It is very likely an angel, Not sure obviously, But you could be a threat without knowing yet.

I would suggest void meditation but like you said that did not help,
All I can suggest is ask Satan for protection and maybe follow the suggestions of some other people here

 

[Andre1]

void meditation, distract yourself, and a banishing ritual. clean your aura heavily after the banishing. that should do tons of fun.

Hail Ea!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "soul.deletion" <soul.deletion@... wrote:

This has been happaning for awhile now. It started one day while I was meditating (long time ago). I noticed that I was having thoughts that were throwing my focus and I couldn't meditate. This happaned whenever I meditated distrubing thoughts would intreupt me. Lately I figured something before in a ealier post (I am the one who posted about the hand grabbing my heart chakra). Someone told me it was an entity trying to mess with me and that I should visuliy beat it up and kick it out my room, I did mulipte times and it got worse. To stop it I crossed my arms while I meditated and if I cncentrated enough it wasn't there. After a few days from the first hand incedent, whenever I thought of sex period, out of nowhere I would vision a random guy's gentiles trying to force it in my mouth, as soon as it did I visuliy cut it off and took a bullet and shot it. After the first time my mind wouldn't stop thinking of sex (actually too be precise I was thinking about my demon lover and having sex with her) and when I did the same the same visin came and no matter how many times I destroyed it, it keep coming back. After that maybe a day later, I thought I should work on void meditate because of the past distrubing thoughts that won't leave (there was more but not as bad). That night as I was void meditating I had mulitple distrubing thoughts come at me at the same time, as if something really didn't want me too be able too turn off influneces (I am pretty good at turning off my own thoughts, just not outside thoughts). I keep continuing void mediation and they slowly keep getting worse. Eventually once I stopped meditating I wanted a change of scenere so I went downstairs and started researching cryokinesis. When I did muliptle thoughts keep hiiting me again. I saw things crawling on the wall things running up and screaming in my face, flashes, lights, etc. I keep ignoring them continuing with me research and they started getting bigger and more vivid. It was a crazy night. When I finally went too sleep I dreamt about cockroaches ( I don't know why) but when I woke up now I keep visulizing cockroaches trying go down my throat with the gentiles.


My thoughts on the Matter:
1: It can't be Psychic Vampirism because the distrubing thoughts are also old fears and people from my anime shows trying too kill, the thoughts are never something completly odd like someone elses thoughts

2: I have the feeling that the entity putting the thoughts in is trying too drive me crazy, but there ones flaw I am already crazy.

3: The more I try too void meditate, the worse the issue gets.

4: If it was an angel, why would it mess with me? I thought they only messed with people who are threats. (I am not powerful)

Main Question:
What the fuck is going on, what is this thing and where did it come from? No matter what I can't completly turn off the thoughts because there not mine. I asked Father for protection and also put up a protection rune in my room, I also clean my aura twice a day, what else can I do to stop this thing? I am ignoreing it like the site says. But It won't leave. Soon I am going too start hearing voices saying too coommit suicide.