aldrick.strickland88
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- May 6, 2013
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You think that by putting me down you will build yourself up. This Method Never works. Fulfillment never comes from faking it. You have to find this within not outside of yourself. You think that you are going to twist things and make me look stupid and that will vindicate you and all the stupid things you have said. In reality it will not, people will still remember the posts you have made.
The Feeling of Superiority you would feel if you pulled it off will be very fleeting and again you will have to fill the void yet again. Please spare me the chit chat of how your already there, being that you are crying and whining on the internet about people you will never meet. About how you want some sort of justice for being talked down too, Anyone with any life experience would be well over this. So You are obviously teenage years.You know how many times people have talked down to me in person? Have threatened me? Do you think I acted like a dumb child and wanted to fight them in the parking lot. Lose my job and go to jail. NO.
;Lets say you manage to do it, lets say you rile everyone and their dog here and they just hate me with a passion. Why do you think I care? I care for My Satanic Family but most of them I will never meet and even if I did, I am trying to think if there is anyone in my personal Life that I care what the fuck they think of me. Not that I can think of.
A few weeks ago I cut ties with people I knew for years, I told them to fuck the Hell off and not talk to me anymore. That's part of being an Adult you realize you don't have to take this shit anymore just get lost. I much rather be alone then with a bunch of Losers.
One of my friends was 6 foot three and over 300 Pounds of Muscle. Do you think I care? This thing about you, is you want to build in your head that I am a nerd so you can feel like you are better then me. I don't give a shit if you look like the god damn Hulk which I am sure you do not. What people look like does not affect how I feel about myself.
I work out several times a week and while I do not look like a Body Builder, I have some Muscle. But I suppose I am a nerd in the sense that I like Books and Spending time to myself, then Alcohol, cars and women. Honestly though stop hating on Nerds.
The true problem that you do not understand. Is that you think I am your Problem. The Problem is within yourself. For instance You might be surprised to know I have no recollection of ever seeing you till just recently, I Said I was going to leave the groups or something to clear my head because it was getting annoying to me, So I didn't read half the messages. You think calling me retarded bothers me? That is a compliment from what other people have said.
Like right now I am wanting to leave for a while. But When i say that I don't mean I am going to remove my subscription. What I mean is I am not going to get on my Computer for a while, because I have too much damn stuff going on in my actual life. To keep getting on here everyday to see some other little wannabe flaming about how they think they can tear others down to try and build up their little confidence in themselves.
Honestly it just pathetic. I have all the cards in my hands. If you attack me verbally it does nothing. If you attack me Spiritually which I assume you and Andrew are doing if you are not the same person. Beelzebub will deal with you or The Gods Depending on if you are a gentile or a Yehubor. Do you know how many people wish they could kill me lol and you honestly think you are going to be different.
This is so Boring to me even writing this I feel like falling a sleep. I use to enjoy playing with people like you, But looking back that was just an immaturity in myself. I personally still have so much to grow and Learn. You are just the biggest waste of attention to me.
But go ahead waste your time. Make compilations about me or Youtube Videos like others have done. The Same Result ensues. I sit here, Empowering myself and doing work for Satan, occasionally coming on here and providing others with links to knowledge, and guess what? There is not a God Damned thing that you can do about it. You are completely Powerless and I suppose that bothers you greatly.
Good Luck with that.