Personal expirience when i was 10

[escape_slavery]

Years ago when i was 10 years old my mother wanted to drag me to a school celebration which i didn't wish to attend.i told her that i didn't want to go a lot of times but she kept on pushing me.Then i was constantly walking around the house thinking that i DID NOT WANT TO GO TO THIS FUCKING SCHOOL CELEBRATION.I HAD AN EXTREME DESIRE TO PERVENT THIS FROM HAPPENING.Later my mother got tired and she told me that she had a terrible headache and that she could barely see.Something happened that day that caused a problem to her eyesight and she could barely see from her right eye.She spent one week in the hospital and they said that nothing could happen actually blood had fallen near her eye and pervented her from seeing and this could not be fixed.What i am talking about is that her problem suddenly appeared when i had this extreme desire not to go to this school celebration.Could this desire affected my mother negatively?If that problem hadn't appeared i would have gone to this school celebration this is for sure.But i feel sad for hurting my mother.

 

[chalchiuhnenetzin]

It's not likely you had anything to do with what happened to your mother but that it would have happened anyway and the fact that it served to get you out of the school function you didn't want to attend was coincidental.

On the other hand, if this was a manifestation of what could loosely be called poltergeist activity or some other kinetic influence, you were TEN! A young child, with next to no life experience and even knowledge of the powers of the mind and how the universe works. You were not responsible, not only because of your age but also because you had no idea at that tender age the possible ramifications of powerful thoughts and desires.

Also, what happened to your mother was unfortunate, but another thing: these things seldom if ever happen "instantly" even though it appears so because they put in their physical appearance so suddenly. But usually it takes some time for such conditions to develop; it can be hours, days, months or even years.

At any rate, do not beat yourself up about it or feel guilty. She suffered a medical emergency; we all do at least once or twice in our lives. Not to minimize what happened, but as I mentioned above, at age 10 it is NOT your fault.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "escape_slavery" <escape_slavery@... wrote:

Years ago when i was 10 years old my mother wanted to drag me to a school celebration which i didn't wish to attend.i told her that i didn't want to go a lot of times but she kept on pushing me.Then i was constantly walking around the house thinking that i DID NOT WANT TO GO TO THIS FUCKING SCHOOL CELEBRATION.I HAD AN EXTREME DESIRE TO PERVENT THIS FROM HAPPENING.Later my mother got tired and she told me that she had a terrible headache and that she could barely see.Something happened that day that caused a problem to her eyesight and she could barely see from her right eye.She spent one week in the hospital and they said that nothing could happen actually blood had fallen near her eye and pervented her from seeing and this could not be fixed.What i am talking about is that her problem suddenly appeared when i had this extreme desire not to go to this school celebration.Could this desire affected my mother negatively?If that problem hadn't appeared i would have gone to this school celebration this is for sure.But i feel sad for hurting my mother.