Peron, Argentinian Dictator?

I was also wondering what were his relations with the current Pope, as I've heard he was supported by him.

I am not very well informed about him, but I believe that Perón was a fascist with a very similar ideology to Pinochet and Franco and as mentioned just up he protected many high ranking Zevism officers after World War II.

" post_id=389358 time=1663701002 user_id=21286]You should do whatever produces you positive results. If that requires you to tone down your perception and outlook towards something, then that is fine. If you are getting good outcomes, then this is the opposite of stagnation. And, the more you do it, the more competent and able you will feel to confront or resolve certain things.

This last part struck me as important lesson. A lesson I learned beforehand prior to your post. A few years ago. At least what your saying is try if it helps over time keep going.

After spending a few years early on returning to ToZ in 2016. I simply wanted to do stuff like for example I recall reading some stuff on mindfulness. What in essence is considered in most societies as the most common form of meditation or one of. For example the easiest description is the watching of the thoughts and observation of feelings and changes. This was about the time earlier I got involved with trying to void or mindful or whatever you call the act of calming the mind.

Over time I began stuff for example re-reading ToZ cleaning, protection, and even the factor of again trying void. Void is like my nemesis I just cannot for the life of me know what void is. Can I void YES but when my mind is voided temporarily it feels like I can still flash out messages of my mind using the back of my head.

No I'm not saying I have split personality or voices or multiple voices in my head. But there is this flash of thought of "Am I voiding?" breaking the process. I assume it is both correct and incorrect to assume void is the total cessation of mental processes that cater towards the act of thinking or playing music behind the head?

Anyways I guess maybe I've been thinking so long that. It's become a part of me to feel conscious and normal with thought.

If one thought pops in is that voiding the void? Is void again the totality of cessation of thought? Or is void more favorably the act of breaking apart the mind's thoughtstream and insert more silence to calm it down and control it?

I apologize for focusing on void so much. But I assume it's ultra-important to dominate the mind and prevent the meditations at least power meditations from overthinking and process.

" post_id=389358 time=1663701002 user_id=21286]...Earthing...

I did search around for a grounding meditation on the internet the most common seems to be visualize roots/trunk coming out your legs, hip area your lower part and connect it with the Earth and it's center and release/discharge excess energies.

I still don't understand how using my imagination changes me if I imagine all day. I'm in a constant state of imagining.

Oh and if your wondering though I'd love to exercise but isn't it to it and on top of that don't have the equipment for it. There was an astro site that states a major issue of your Neptune aspect is not dealing with the carnal body. Your so used to dealing with the spiritual side you ignore the vessel. Exercise tempers that crazy energy and grounds you in fact as you approach the states of appropriate properties you can then reintegrate that crazy energy in a proper way into you. Provided that you understand that you need to balance out cause you can waste a lot of time fantasizing and being out of it.

Which is true I'll admit I'm really out of it. School wise I was just not there in my mind.

In essence I appreciate it Blitz. I wish somehow my old account can be deleted and your name can be changed from kreig to krieg but it was my account that Blitzkrieg was banned. Funny in all the time and joins people never took it. Even when you signed up it wasn't all that long ago.

Anyways like I'd say I just simply wish to kinda delve into meditation where it is providing me feedback and not simply an activity I do because I learned it and it's like all these people state meditation is the bees knees. But all I get is nothing, why am I doing this again?

Indeed why am I doing it if it doesn't do anything to me?

So notice how I get. If it doesn't work it's logical to assume there is an issue. I'll keep up the effort doing more simpler meditations.

I simply wanted to know if that is okay. On some level ToZ exercises some pretty high stuff completely contrary to the enemies teachings World-Wide. I like that. But one has to not get carried away with things that high and whatnot. Not to say don't do it just saying some such as myself might take too high in their own delusional mind. I'd simply like to meditate feel something and progress.

Like I said above with mindfulness even people have experiences like sensations, feelings, odd sensations, enlarged body parts sensation, sensing the bodies activities such as for example sensing your lips. Although of course most people get bored doing this meditation cause they aren't being entertained by the senses of their body. As one website puts it coarse and fine grain feelings and other properties entertain the mind. People fall asleep, get bored, or get tired of it because it isn't feeling their feeling thus they grow weary of meditation.

I do recall a buddhist guy one time stating some people are really into stopping meditation over time due to failing to acquire these acquiescing feelings that compound their searches for more internal support.

It was something like people fail to meditate due to lacking in feelings, feedback. Even many people who are considered perfect subjects for meditation fail often. And while meditation is not a guarantee something will happen. Many don't give it much time for it.

Although with me I've always been delusionally believing that you can sorta trip out and forget about your environment. Kinda like sleep in most cases I don't even feel my body, odd lucid like dream or whatever I do.

Anyways I appreciate your patience with me. Yes I CAN do it. But with me and the way I've been for so many years it's real tough. Changing things in the operating system or downloading a new program and uploading it into my mind is certainly a challenge with me. In terms of doing meditation.