Good afternoon,
A bit about myself first, as i'm new to this group.
Birthday 09-26-78.
I was never baptized and never gladly indoctrinated and from the age of 13 have always been drawn to Satan, so i became interested in Satanism, since my parents have always told me to follow my own path and never baptized me because their said i should be free to choose my own religion and for that i'm grateful and still am.
So, from the age of 13 to 21, i was a fully active Satanist practicing almost every night...
As i have read in your JoS page, about the Shadow people and strange occurrences i have definitely had my hands full.
but didn't realize till i read what was put out their that their are "those" who try to deter us form our LHP, other entities, not Fathers doings....but the others...i could fill these pages and go on in in depth detail of all the paranormal experiences i have had...
But that's not the point of me being here with you all and asking what i'm about to ask.{I've always had, been close to the paranormal...my whole life}.
The reason why i'm here now, is to ask for some guidance, i have never before asked for help or guidance from anyone i'm Very Independent and still am.
But since i had experienced a very heavy negative experience in the past, and was very young; i had not been fully practicing in Satanism since then until now.
About 3 weeks ago, decided that i wanted to return{Not that my faith in Father had gone because it never has...i was just i guess you could say dormant} and this time, completely and irrevocably! dedicate my self completely to father Satan.
So, now my question is once i preform the dedication ritual, i do believe i will need a guardian demon, i didn't know really about them in the past for i was starting out and was very young and miss led by LaVeyisum...which now, i cant believe he can even call him self a Satanist the man didn't even believe in Father so WTF!
And i shun his beliefs, but it was a starting point for me.
I'm now a Theistic satanist, and shall be for all eternity.
So, now back to what i was saying, about obtaining a guardian demon, about how long after should i ask for one?
Also, i'm not comfortable with witch boards and i know of the things that can go wrong with them if not under an experienced handler.
I can but do not want to summon up a demon, that ends up not being my guardian demon and making a mistake, so i also recently have been meditating on trying to reach my guardian demon but haven't been successful, i can for years now been able to open my third eye in which i can and have traveled to different demention's and seen things their as well as what i cant explain to be a black cloaked figure{s}.
Who they are i do not know but i can communicate to them through telepathy....anyway side tracking....
Help...
What should i do and how do i go about this the correct way?
I'm a perfectionist and i believe in preparation and meditation months in advance...so, far i have been meditating every night for the last two months.
but that's here say,the thing is i would love an experience LHP individual to assist me in my question, if you will.
Again i want to thank you for your time and thank you allowing me to be here amongst brothers and sisters of Satan.
Thank you sincerely S. {I'm hiding my true name because i don't know how secure this site is and i don't want people using this against me with all due respect, please understand}.
{In nomine Dei nostri Satanas Luciferi Excels}
RSVP.
A bit about myself first, as i'm new to this group.
Birthday 09-26-78.
I was never baptized and never gladly indoctrinated and from the age of 13 have always been drawn to Satan, so i became interested in Satanism, since my parents have always told me to follow my own path and never baptized me because their said i should be free to choose my own religion and for that i'm grateful and still am.
So, from the age of 13 to 21, i was a fully active Satanist practicing almost every night...
As i have read in your JoS page, about the Shadow people and strange occurrences i have definitely had my hands full.
but didn't realize till i read what was put out their that their are "those" who try to deter us form our LHP, other entities, not Fathers doings....but the others...i could fill these pages and go on in in depth detail of all the paranormal experiences i have had...
But that's not the point of me being here with you all and asking what i'm about to ask.{I've always had, been close to the paranormal...my whole life}.
The reason why i'm here now, is to ask for some guidance, i have never before asked for help or guidance from anyone i'm Very Independent and still am.
But since i had experienced a very heavy negative experience in the past, and was very young; i had not been fully practicing in Satanism since then until now.
About 3 weeks ago, decided that i wanted to return{Not that my faith in Father had gone because it never has...i was just i guess you could say dormant} and this time, completely and irrevocably! dedicate my self completely to father Satan.
So, now my question is once i preform the dedication ritual, i do believe i will need a guardian demon, i didn't know really about them in the past for i was starting out and was very young and miss led by LaVeyisum...which now, i cant believe he can even call him self a Satanist the man didn't even believe in Father so WTF!
And i shun his beliefs, but it was a starting point for me.
I'm now a Theistic satanist, and shall be for all eternity.
So, now back to what i was saying, about obtaining a guardian demon, about how long after should i ask for one?
Also, i'm not comfortable with witch boards and i know of the things that can go wrong with them if not under an experienced handler.
I can but do not want to summon up a demon, that ends up not being my guardian demon and making a mistake, so i also recently have been meditating on trying to reach my guardian demon but haven't been successful, i can for years now been able to open my third eye in which i can and have traveled to different demention's and seen things their as well as what i cant explain to be a black cloaked figure{s}.
Who they are i do not know but i can communicate to them through telepathy....anyway side tracking....
Help...
What should i do and how do i go about this the correct way?
I'm a perfectionist and i believe in preparation and meditation months in advance...so, far i have been meditating every night for the last two months.
but that's here say,the thing is i would love an experience LHP individual to assist me in my question, if you will.
Again i want to thank you for your time and thank you allowing me to be here amongst brothers and sisters of Satan.
Thank you sincerely S. {I'm hiding my true name because i don't know how secure this site is and i don't want people using this against me with all due respect, please understand}.
{In nomine Dei nostri Satanas Luciferi Excels}
RSVP.