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I just wanted to post an experience I had getting through the rough times meditating. Hopefully this can also be of some inspiration to those who might have felt the same way I use to when starting to opening chakras. Like the jos website has it, I performed the third eye meditation to beging awakening the soul. And if you take notice, that third eye is very important, and used in many of other meditations and rituals.
So after starting opening my third eye, I tried and tried and tried, yet I had no luck. My first mistake I realized was that I was consistent enough with regular power meditations. So In time I soon got off my bum and became more active and serious with my meditations. STILL NO LUCK! So by that time I really was having doubts about the meditations being reliable.
After all this frustration and putting off power meditations weeks at a time. I decided to do some more study and that when I had ran across so excellent info from Hp Maxine,(Though I wish I could remember exactly where on the website)It talked about using orgasms to help opening the chakras. So after studying this, I go back to meditating on the regular to see if I can finally acomplish this task.
Still no luck, so I figured it might just be blocked or something like that, or maybe I was just doing it all wrong from the get-go.
But any who, I used energy from from a real stron orgasm and dericted the energy towards into my third eye. Let me be the first to say that this was not a pleasant feeling. My head started pounding right on my third eye and it was bad.
So to make a long story some what short, I kept on keeping on with my meditations and got more persistent. I just let my self go and stopped always expecting something mind blowing to happen. I kept hammering at that third eye and still nothing.
And then it caught me off guard. One night while I was trying to go to sleep I kept closing my eyes and but kept seeing images or imprints around my room. So I would open my eyes and close them and I could see what I was looking at still. So I tried closing my eyes and moving my hand in front of my face and sure enough I started seeing my hand with my eyes closed. images never lasted more than a few seconds and it started to become more difficult to do this, like it was weraing off or something.
The end!
So that is my break through and how I decided to keep fighting instead of giving up. Oh and I almost forgot the most important thing, I aslo Would like to give a special thanks to Ea/Satan, as he has helped me alot.
I had asked him why I wasnt progressing any further one time, and he answered, " Its because I wasnt concerned with learning things on my own and that I always expect the easy way out of things".
And he was right at that time a wasnt really doing anything for him and I wasnt really dedicated to regular power meditations, yet I would always complain instead of getting off my bum and finding the truth for myself. once I started correcting all these problems, I seen a big diiference.
So after starting opening my third eye, I tried and tried and tried, yet I had no luck. My first mistake I realized was that I was consistent enough with regular power meditations. So In time I soon got off my bum and became more active and serious with my meditations. STILL NO LUCK! So by that time I really was having doubts about the meditations being reliable.
After all this frustration and putting off power meditations weeks at a time. I decided to do some more study and that when I had ran across so excellent info from Hp Maxine,(Though I wish I could remember exactly where on the website)It talked about using orgasms to help opening the chakras. So after studying this, I go back to meditating on the regular to see if I can finally acomplish this task.
Still no luck, so I figured it might just be blocked or something like that, or maybe I was just doing it all wrong from the get-go.
But any who, I used energy from from a real stron orgasm and dericted the energy towards into my third eye. Let me be the first to say that this was not a pleasant feeling. My head started pounding right on my third eye and it was bad.
So to make a long story some what short, I kept on keeping on with my meditations and got more persistent. I just let my self go and stopped always expecting something mind blowing to happen. I kept hammering at that third eye and still nothing.
And then it caught me off guard. One night while I was trying to go to sleep I kept closing my eyes and but kept seeing images or imprints around my room. So I would open my eyes and close them and I could see what I was looking at still. So I tried closing my eyes and moving my hand in front of my face and sure enough I started seeing my hand with my eyes closed. images never lasted more than a few seconds and it started to become more difficult to do this, like it was weraing off or something.
The end!
So that is my break through and how I decided to keep fighting instead of giving up. Oh and I almost forgot the most important thing, I aslo Would like to give a special thanks to Ea/Satan, as he has helped me alot.
I had asked him why I wasnt progressing any further one time, and he answered, " Its because I wasnt concerned with learning things on my own and that I always expect the easy way out of things".
And he was right at that time a wasnt really doing anything for him and I wasnt really dedicated to regular power meditations, yet I would always complain instead of getting off my bum and finding the truth for myself. once I started correcting all these problems, I seen a big diiference.
