Over the world

[Baal]

I talk fast, I process things fast, I do everything fast and I’m trying to learn patience but I’ve been unsuccessful. I have no desire to play my role in society which causes me to go in a shell bc I always look at things from a view of “EVERYTHING IS FAKE” “EVERYTHING IS POINTLESS” I literally have nothing but negative thoughts when it regards to society which causes me to be extremely angry and anxious. Since I’ve learned the way of Satan I’ve also learned that I’m a multi being rather dimensional or just inside of my physical being. I no longer judge myself in a way of feeling like I have to be punished for doing something wrong or get “karma” in order to learn a lesson. I’m learning to embrace every side of my being and it’s challenging bc I’ve noticed something in my life.. I spend so much time hating society and the world we live in that I can’t even find joy in my life or find joy in doing anything it’s almost like I’ve become numb to this world and it’s miserable in a way. Its like being imprisoned in a place that has no doors or walls or windows. A prison that only I can see and feel. I try to act interested in the shit people talk about but in reality i just don’t give a fuck and I can’t relate. I’m just in a place of trying to authentically identify who I am in this world and it is very challenging if you are aware of what’s really going on. I know this is game, I know that none of the bs we’ve been taught is real. I hate everything about “formal” things, I don’t believe in formal . I hate how everyone acts the same, I hate how everyone is just a replica of what they see. We watch movies and commercials and tv shows and we just program ourselves to incorporate things that we see to build this character that we can present to society in order to be accepted.


I’m sorry guys , I’m ranting .

 

[Baal]

Do void meditation for controlling your mind and thoughts. You must program your mind to think in a positive, yet realistic manner.

https://templeofzeus.org/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html

I tried it over the last 2 days. I started doing it for 5 mins the first day and last night it was thundering so I did it for 15 mins . I chose to do it with my eyes open just because I feel like I could focus something better if I’m actually looking at it and I chose to look at the sky and I kept seeing stained glass art glitches in the sky .



Thank you so much it definitely gave me a sense of relief , I’ll continue to practice this form of mediation .

 

[Baal]

Do void meditation for controlling your mind and thoughts. You must program your mind to think in a positive, yet realistic manner.

https://templeofzeus.org/Satanic_Void_Meditation.html

Also I did it with a candle yesterday and I seen the flame open up and form a circle in the middle .

 

[Rocca]

when you decide that “EVERYTHING IS FAKE”
you need to define what is REAL enough for you and start living from there