Sadie Terry
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Ive seen many people writing about this topic, and we all love to know others stories, because they can motivate us, and i know for newer people these posts can be very helpful for those who are not yet very open.
The gods have been in my life. They are now, and i have realized many past instances that lead me to believe they have always been with me. I first started noticing entities about 10 years ago when i was 8.
I remember i used to see black cats in the basement which was my room at the time. and i have been seeing these lately too. haagenti. I believe she visits me often. I often see cats and dogs for split seconds out of the corner of my eye. when i was 8 (the first year i got my cat) he often would protect me as i slept, and i often seen black cats in my room. And i have a strong relationship with my cat, and dog, and many times my dog will lay next to me and my cat lays in my lap to help me meditate. And when i was going to start scrying, my cat sat directly in front of the mirror like he knew i was going to meditate, and he even stared into the mirror with me. I am extremely fond of animals and nature, so i see animals more than people. My first time i seen anybody was when i tried my past life regression, while laying on the floor, and during it i opened my eyes and for a split second i seen a man standing directly over me looking down at me. He was tall, teenager looking, wearing a blue shirt and shorts past the knee i believe (which i found odd) and blonde and blue eyed. Which isnt helpful, because that describes my boyfriend even though he was in the other room, and lots of demons are blonde and blue eyed. But im quite sure it was one of my guardians, glasya-labolas.
But anyways, i have never seen anything or felt anything negative during meditation, like some people have been explaining lately. I know i am visited everyday (especially our bedroom seems to be a high traffic area of many types of entities.) 95% of the time its positive,and when i do feel a negative presence, its just slightly negative but they dont do anything, they just watch me.
My boyfriend has been seeing people since he was 11 after his dad died, about 2005, the same year i first met him, and the year he had a crush on me . (we dated back in 2008. And we got back together in 2011, and we are getting married soon! ) its funny how life works sometimes. He usually sees scary people with monster faces. But they usually just watch him. But since hes moved in with me, he doesnt seem to see scary people as much or at all anymore. He also sees normal humans, as well as demons, and his dad. But he cant always see entities when they are here, only sometimes, and sometimes when he cant see them if he focuses he can hear them or his dad telepathically talking to him, like once when some woman between 30-40 told him her name was "gina" visited us in our room. I told him of his psychic ability, but he still kinda believes the scary ones are from "schizophrenia" from what a mental hospital labeled him when he was 17 a few years ago, and was even taking pills that knocked him out and stopped him from dreaming. We know its not schizophrenia, thats just what the kikes do, they control hospitals and mental hospitals and label people "schizophrenic" because he has psychic abilities, and give them drugs that stop his psychic abilities.
Hes not a SS, but i have told him most of what is on Jos and what i have learned. He has often seen demons and demoness with me, but usually different demons each time, and sometimes 4 or more will be with me at a time, like recently when we got into a fight and it was getting pretty intense, and he saw 3 demoness' and 1 demon around me in a circle (or square) furiously staring at him. And once when i was crying on him and he was comforting me he saw what my senses told me was Lilith who looked at me, looked at him, nodded her head 'yes' and then disappeared.
He can see entities better than me, but i can feel them better than him. Whats really strange is he sees the scary ones, and his dad, and human entities in COLOR, but when he sees demons he sees them in Gray, like black-white-gray neutral tones.
But anyways i started noticing that i was never alone at the age of 8 like i said. I also have been wondering whether "imaginary friends" are all that "imaginary". I have heard of a fellow SS who had his imaginary friend who was named Astaroth. I had about 4 imaginary friends. But they werent called anything thats a demon name, i mean my favorite i called "blue bug" he was my best friend and i used to blame everything on him. Lol "Sadie, what happened to all the milk?" "Blue bug did it!"
i dont really remember the others names, except for a girl imaginary friend i just plainly called "Witch". But ive had more non-imaginary friends.
Before becoming a SS i had been a Wiccan, a Satanist, and an atheist (not that i didnt believe in anything, i just called myself that because i was focusing more on my school work and stuff, kind of like a little break so i could get other stuff done and sorted out).
It seems that i have attracted many entities in my life, and that wherever i am, many people follow. They would follow me to new houses when we moved, and would even come with me when i spent the night at friends houses etc.
I even recall being physically attacked by an entity when i was around 13 when i was sitting on my bed with a friend and 2 cousins. We were actually talking about weird or scary events that we believe to be the doing of an entity, during the time of the attack. Me and my friend were sitting on the bed with our backs to the walls. We both at the same time felt a burst of air coming from between the wall and bed, that both of us felt go up our backs. and my friend lifted my shirt and i had 3 scratches going across my entire back, but she was fine, as well as my 2 cousins. Although this didnt really scare me, because ive seen and heard some pretty unexplainable things. Especially in the house i lived at during this time we lived at for a total of about 6 years. We were told an infant and an older man died here before we moved in, but we dont know from what. Anyways, in this house i have opened the basement door, to see the entire basement filled with thick smoke in the middle of the night. To the point i couldnt see to walk down the stairs, yet no smoke alarms went off. Also one night through the vent in my room it sounded like there was a band playing from the basement. It was a girls voice singing, but i couldnt understand the words, and what sounded like maybe drums and my keyboard down there being played. And it got so loud at one point thas all i could hear, but nobody in the house heard it but me, i couldnt even sleep it was so loud, and it went on for at least an hour or 2. I also have heard my name being called many times, and would go to my grandma and say "what?" And shes like what are you talking about? and i was like okay, that was so loud, yet nobody called me?
Another thing i find ineresting is one time i had read my grandma's mind without knowing. I heard "i wonder what movies are playing? Maybe we should go see one" and i answered "okay. But idk whas playing, want me to look?" And shes like what are you talking about, she said that she never said that, she thought that.
Back to our lovely gods, i almost always felt there was at least one person with me at a time, protecting me. I often would talk to them, sing to them, etc. when i was very young, even before i was 8, i used to practice telekinesis, and my own forms of meditations, etc. i used to change the traffic lights to green, lol. Id say like "the traffic light is green now" and it happened. And i remember telling people i was magick, lol and lots of times i knew something would happen before it did. And i could kind of read into peoples souls, and emotions. I have always been a very deep thinker, and a dreamer. i spent most of my life, and most my days inside my own head. I never really had friends, i was too weird. I mean off the planet weird. My bf used to call me an alien back in 5th grade. I always thought for myself, which is what made me weird. I had my own language and still do. I dont use real english all the time, i use half words, or add strange suffixes to words. And i usually cant understand basic things. But really weird complex detailed things make perfect sense. I have always talked to animals i saw, trees, the sun, wind, like real people, and would have conversations with them. And sometimes they would answer back. Or i knew what they would say if the could speak.I couldnt believe when i joined here, that everything ive always known to be true, IS TRUE! I knew a lot of the stuff that was explained in Jos.
In middle school i was voted most likely to be a psychic, with a crystal ball. LolI know i have had relationships with many of our gods in past lives, i always feel them as if they were connected to my soul, or an extension of my body. I would talk to them, because they were the only ones who understand me inside and out, and tell me that im not weird, and the things i know and feel make perfect sense. Because humans couldnt understand me. I couldnt see them but i always know when they are here. And even when they arent someone always comes to me to listen, and comfort me, or just to have fun, whenever ive ever needed it.
Ive always known that even though i am here now. I am not actually here, with other humans. I live somewhere else, a different plane of existence, and thought, that allows me to be here, yet i also am in the past, and future, different lives, and a different time on this planet.If this makes sense to you.
I am forever thankful for Satan and all the gods! For everrything they have done, and continue to do! They are the most wonderful amazing gods! WE WILL RISE!!!!!
<3 Hail Satan! Hail Glasya-Labolas! Hail Astaroth! Hail Haagenti! Hail Azazel! Hail Lillith! Hail Beezlebub! Hail Raum! Hail Amon Ra! Hail Andras! Hail Horus! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat! Ge gemenanza torsvl! <3
<font>"THERE IS NO GOD BUT MYSELF" "KNOWING THIS, WHO DARES WORSHIP THE FALSE GODS OF THE KORAN AND BIBLE?"
-SATAN
FROM THE QU'RET AL-YEZID
The gods have been in my life. They are now, and i have realized many past instances that lead me to believe they have always been with me. I first started noticing entities about 10 years ago when i was 8.
I remember i used to see black cats in the basement which was my room at the time. and i have been seeing these lately too. haagenti. I believe she visits me often. I often see cats and dogs for split seconds out of the corner of my eye. when i was 8 (the first year i got my cat) he often would protect me as i slept, and i often seen black cats in my room. And i have a strong relationship with my cat, and dog, and many times my dog will lay next to me and my cat lays in my lap to help me meditate. And when i was going to start scrying, my cat sat directly in front of the mirror like he knew i was going to meditate, and he even stared into the mirror with me. I am extremely fond of animals and nature, so i see animals more than people. My first time i seen anybody was when i tried my past life regression, while laying on the floor, and during it i opened my eyes and for a split second i seen a man standing directly over me looking down at me. He was tall, teenager looking, wearing a blue shirt and shorts past the knee i believe (which i found odd) and blonde and blue eyed. Which isnt helpful, because that describes my boyfriend even though he was in the other room, and lots of demons are blonde and blue eyed. But im quite sure it was one of my guardians, glasya-labolas.
But anyways, i have never seen anything or felt anything negative during meditation, like some people have been explaining lately. I know i am visited everyday (especially our bedroom seems to be a high traffic area of many types of entities.) 95% of the time its positive,and when i do feel a negative presence, its just slightly negative but they dont do anything, they just watch me.
My boyfriend has been seeing people since he was 11 after his dad died, about 2005, the same year i first met him, and the year he had a crush on me . (we dated back in 2008. And we got back together in 2011, and we are getting married soon! ) its funny how life works sometimes. He usually sees scary people with monster faces. But they usually just watch him. But since hes moved in with me, he doesnt seem to see scary people as much or at all anymore. He also sees normal humans, as well as demons, and his dad. But he cant always see entities when they are here, only sometimes, and sometimes when he cant see them if he focuses he can hear them or his dad telepathically talking to him, like once when some woman between 30-40 told him her name was "gina" visited us in our room. I told him of his psychic ability, but he still kinda believes the scary ones are from "schizophrenia" from what a mental hospital labeled him when he was 17 a few years ago, and was even taking pills that knocked him out and stopped him from dreaming. We know its not schizophrenia, thats just what the kikes do, they control hospitals and mental hospitals and label people "schizophrenic" because he has psychic abilities, and give them drugs that stop his psychic abilities.
Hes not a SS, but i have told him most of what is on Jos and what i have learned. He has often seen demons and demoness with me, but usually different demons each time, and sometimes 4 or more will be with me at a time, like recently when we got into a fight and it was getting pretty intense, and he saw 3 demoness' and 1 demon around me in a circle (or square) furiously staring at him. And once when i was crying on him and he was comforting me he saw what my senses told me was Lilith who looked at me, looked at him, nodded her head 'yes' and then disappeared.
He can see entities better than me, but i can feel them better than him. Whats really strange is he sees the scary ones, and his dad, and human entities in COLOR, but when he sees demons he sees them in Gray, like black-white-gray neutral tones.
But anyways i started noticing that i was never alone at the age of 8 like i said. I also have been wondering whether "imaginary friends" are all that "imaginary". I have heard of a fellow SS who had his imaginary friend who was named Astaroth. I had about 4 imaginary friends. But they werent called anything thats a demon name, i mean my favorite i called "blue bug" he was my best friend and i used to blame everything on him. Lol "Sadie, what happened to all the milk?" "Blue bug did it!"
i dont really remember the others names, except for a girl imaginary friend i just plainly called "Witch". But ive had more non-imaginary friends.Before becoming a SS i had been a Wiccan, a Satanist, and an atheist (not that i didnt believe in anything, i just called myself that because i was focusing more on my school work and stuff, kind of like a little break so i could get other stuff done and sorted out).
It seems that i have attracted many entities in my life, and that wherever i am, many people follow. They would follow me to new houses when we moved, and would even come with me when i spent the night at friends houses etc.
I even recall being physically attacked by an entity when i was around 13 when i was sitting on my bed with a friend and 2 cousins. We were actually talking about weird or scary events that we believe to be the doing of an entity, during the time of the attack. Me and my friend were sitting on the bed with our backs to the walls. We both at the same time felt a burst of air coming from between the wall and bed, that both of us felt go up our backs. and my friend lifted my shirt and i had 3 scratches going across my entire back, but she was fine, as well as my 2 cousins. Although this didnt really scare me, because ive seen and heard some pretty unexplainable things. Especially in the house i lived at during this time we lived at for a total of about 6 years. We were told an infant and an older man died here before we moved in, but we dont know from what. Anyways, in this house i have opened the basement door, to see the entire basement filled with thick smoke in the middle of the night. To the point i couldnt see to walk down the stairs, yet no smoke alarms went off. Also one night through the vent in my room it sounded like there was a band playing from the basement. It was a girls voice singing, but i couldnt understand the words, and what sounded like maybe drums and my keyboard down there being played. And it got so loud at one point thas all i could hear, but nobody in the house heard it but me, i couldnt even sleep it was so loud, and it went on for at least an hour or 2. I also have heard my name being called many times, and would go to my grandma and say "what?" And shes like what are you talking about? and i was like okay, that was so loud, yet nobody called me?
Another thing i find ineresting is one time i had read my grandma's mind without knowing. I heard "i wonder what movies are playing? Maybe we should go see one" and i answered "okay. But idk whas playing, want me to look?" And shes like what are you talking about, she said that she never said that, she thought that.
Back to our lovely gods, i almost always felt there was at least one person with me at a time, protecting me. I often would talk to them, sing to them, etc. when i was very young, even before i was 8, i used to practice telekinesis, and my own forms of meditations, etc. i used to change the traffic lights to green, lol. Id say like "the traffic light is green now" and it happened. And i remember telling people i was magick, lol and lots of times i knew something would happen before it did. And i could kind of read into peoples souls, and emotions. I have always been a very deep thinker, and a dreamer. i spent most of my life, and most my days inside my own head. I never really had friends, i was too weird. I mean off the planet weird. My bf used to call me an alien back in 5th grade. I always thought for myself, which is what made me weird. I had my own language and still do. I dont use real english all the time, i use half words, or add strange suffixes to words. And i usually cant understand basic things. But really weird complex detailed things make perfect sense. I have always talked to animals i saw, trees, the sun, wind, like real people, and would have conversations with them. And sometimes they would answer back. Or i knew what they would say if the could speak.I couldnt believe when i joined here, that everything ive always known to be true, IS TRUE! I knew a lot of the stuff that was explained in Jos.
In middle school i was voted most likely to be a psychic, with a crystal ball. LolI know i have had relationships with many of our gods in past lives, i always feel them as if they were connected to my soul, or an extension of my body. I would talk to them, because they were the only ones who understand me inside and out, and tell me that im not weird, and the things i know and feel make perfect sense. Because humans couldnt understand me. I couldnt see them but i always know when they are here. And even when they arent someone always comes to me to listen, and comfort me, or just to have fun, whenever ive ever needed it.
Ive always known that even though i am here now. I am not actually here, with other humans. I live somewhere else, a different plane of existence, and thought, that allows me to be here, yet i also am in the past, and future, different lives, and a different time on this planet.If this makes sense to you.
I am forever thankful for Satan and all the gods! For everrything they have done, and continue to do! They are the most wonderful amazing gods! WE WILL RISE!!!!!
<3 Hail Satan! Hail Glasya-Labolas! Hail Astaroth! Hail Haagenti! Hail Azazel! Hail Lillith! Hail Beezlebub! Hail Raum! Hail Amon Ra! Hail Andras! Hail Horus! Hail Thoth! Hail the Gods of Duat! Ge gemenanza torsvl! <3
<font>"THERE IS NO GOD BUT MYSELF" "KNOWING THIS, WHO DARES WORSHIP THE FALSE GODS OF THE KORAN AND BIBLE?"
-SATAN
FROM THE QU'RET AL-YEZID
