Orgasmic Energy

[black_knight_4]

Hello all, for the sun square:The Sun 666

Is the first meditation for one day? Also, are the numbers the number of repitions for the mantra?Also, can one have spiritual sex, and send the orgasmic energy to fight the enemy? If one has certain thoughts, such as a negative thought, that was probably influenced, such as you want to send energy to the gods or want to fight the enemy, and you have a wrong thought. Would that cancel out the working? For example I was masturbating and was going to send sexual energy to destroy the enemy, and on point of orgasm I had a wrong thought that got into my mind somehow that said "Bless Israel", it was not my own. My plan was to orgasm with a visualization of the world becoming national socialists, I was repeating the mantra of "This energy goes to the gods of hell", I think it may be ineffective, I had some worry doubt. Does that affect the working? If you repeat a mantra but have thoughts that oppose the mantra, or other distracting thoughts? I read somewhere on a sermon that if you do not specify your mantra, some loopholes happen and I want to make the mantra as effective as possible, so I am thinking "The jews are being destroyed completely, and permanately" , the problem with any working I do with a mantra is that I have thoughts that come in. Should I void meditate?