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[jordan_jason90]

I haven't Been doing good before and afther I decated my soul to father satan idk what to do can any brothers or sisters help me ? U can call me if u want 13475991134 I'm 18 male and I just need som1 to tlk to like I'm really down its been abt a month since I turned my life to satan I koe I have to mediate but I be busy during the day I do it when I can and I still prey almost every night to father I feel him and for some reason when things going wrong I feel like its not his fault .. But I need some type of guide I haven't tlk to him in my dreams nor met my guardian demon yet I have read the whole site of joyofstatan but it still doesn't show me every thing I need to koe lol . I haven't been doing good at all soo if u can help me reply or just call me I wuldnt mind . HAIL SATAN !