you opened 3rd eye yet???
if not then this may be a factor.
Also many things in satanism take much time and patience my friend.
some here say they have not found their guardians identity yet and its been over a year here some say.
i am not kidding some here really do say that.
what amount of time and patience varies from person to person so how it when stuff will happen for you i have no idea that one you will have to figure out yourself.
Also it takes time before one can even see and hear demons. me myself i not hear or see yet but when i meditate i can feel energy. so yeah if you cant see out of 3rd eye yet then do your best in your spare time to power it up.
not sure if that my aura energy or what not or demon energy but whatever it is all i know is it is so awesome to have that at least. whatever it is.