Newcomer, ex buddhist, law of attraction

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Hello everyone,

i suscribed to this group after reading the website "joy of satan" http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... roups.html

I will try to sum up my situation very shortly : i'm 28 yrs old, and my current life experience and reflexion has led me to this point, where my main belief is that one has the ability to influence and create his reality, and that one HAS TO do this in order to progress. I believe the path to personnal power is the only worthy path, and no one will cross it for you. (this does not imply disrespecting other, i mean personnal power over your own destiny).
Simply put, i believe in personal mastery and progress as the only way toward salvation (being free from suffering, living the life you want). I have, in my very own life, made strong change and even partially healed some physical ailments, but i still consider myself very far from my goal. Those change were related to my mind and energy.
Now i used to be a Buddhist for a long time, but although i still share a lot of their beliefs, i can't stand them anymore. they are just cowarding out of life in my opinion, aiming toward nonsensical nothingness. I don't share their disgust for desire, pleasure, and everything that makes life interesting.
I now believe that the aim of my life is to grow and acquire more personal power and control over events, situations, body, etc.
So i was wondering what you were thinking of my state of mind, and how do you think it can be related to satanism? I'm not interested in worshipping anyone, even less demons but i don't judge you for doing so. In my opinion, you are just putting power out of yourself, and wether it does work or not this isn't a long term solution.
This like replacing god with satan. Beggin god never works in my experience, or even begging anyone.

 

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"I now believe that the aim of my life is to grow and acquire more personal power and control over events, situations, body, etc."

These are means. What are you going to do with more power and control ?
Your current state of mind seems to be : "selfish power-monger".

 

[Little Wolf1]

We don't just beg for stuffs in Satanism here. We work our ass off. Satan and Demons are guiding us to advance our soul.The more we work with Satan and Demons, the more we learn about ourselves and advancing in spirituality. So it's not easy being an Zevism, and it's truly a hard work.
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i suscribed to this group after reading the website "joy of satan" http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... roups.html

I will try to sum up my situation very shortly : i'm 28 yrs old, and my current life experience and reflexion has led me to this point, where my main belief is that one has the ability to influence and create his reality, and that one HAS TO do this in order to progress. I believe the path to personnal power is the only worthy path, and no one will cross it for you. (this does not imply disrespecting other, i mean personnal power over your own destiny).
Simply put, i believe in personal mastery and progress as the only way toward salvation (being free from suffering, living the life you want). I have, in my very own life, made strong change and even partially healed some physical ailments, but i still consider myself very far from my goal. Those change were related to my mind and energy.
Now i used to be a Buddhist for a long time, but although i still share a lot of their beliefs, i can't stand them anymore. they are just cowarding out of life in my opinion, aiming toward nonsensical nothingness. I don't share their disgust for desire, pleasure, and everything that makes life interesting.
I now believe that the aim of my life is to grow and acquire more personal power and control over events, situations, body, etc.
So i was wondering what you were thinking of my state of mind, and how do you think it can be related to satanism? I'm not interested in worshipping anyone, even less demons but i don't judge you for doing so. In my opinion, you are just putting power out of yourself, and wether it does work or not this isn't a long term solution.
This like replacing god with satan. Beggin god never works in my experience, or even begging anyone.

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[yannospopoulos]

I intend to do whatever i want, and stop being the larva that i have been most of my life, despite my own will. But yes you are right, my focus need to be explained : i just don't like life as it is. This is why i was a Buddhist : because life meant little to me, and i proceeded to root out any kind of feeling, as i felt the whole thing was hopeless and build detachment toward everything. IT was a very morbid but relieving process.
Long ago i was very angry at life, and i believe i looked at life as something that i was trapped in and only spiritual knowledge and mastery could leave me out of it. Then i started thinking that the game of life was somehow rigged.
But times have changed and i realise my faith was just an expression of my own imbalance. deep down i always knew and wanted to become a master, a master of my own life, but i stopped believing it could happen. I stopped believing i could "beat" the game, beat death, beath all that crap, although i somehow felt it could be done, but had little clue how to concretely achieve it.

 

[yannospopoulos]

Yes, it is quite all there is to it. The funny thing is when you ask a monk to explain Nirvana, "then what do you do once you're there?" Ofc they can't provide a serious answer. It is like when you ask about god, nobody can answer. Because they simply have no clue what they are talking about.
Buddhism now tastes to me like a bad meal, tasteless. I know it is a scam on some level. But as i said somewhere else, my buddhist faith was quite morbid, as it went along with a disgust for life, and i rooted out anykind of feeling, attachment, in a dark but relieving process. It was an extension of my unbalanced state of mind, i presume.

I have to admit i enjoy reading you people, and the article you passed me is really the kind of stuff i enjoy doing. Really interesting, and we can feel the writer has a lot of knowledge to share.

 

[yannospopoulos]

I surely appreciate that state of mind and it resonates with my experience. I believe mastery can only be achieved through force of will and dedication.
I'm fascinated with the power that can be unleashed through a strong inner will. This is the essence of the occult in my view.

 

[Little Wolf1]

Your gut probably telling you that you are a Satanist. Keep read, learn, and researching! Don't forget to meditate! If you have anything to ask, Satan and the Demons will guide you. They're not there just for meaningless worship. They are way beyond that. 

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I'm fascinated with the power that can be unleashed through a strong inner will. This is the essence of the occult in my view. [/QUOTE][/QUOTE]