hello all, figured I'd introduce myself to the group since I joined earlier today. my name is jeff and I guess I'll start with how I found this group and why I decided to join in the first place.
it started when I entered college and met a floor-mate of mine and after about a semester of knowing him he came up to me one day and asked me if I knew how to use chi. I was confused and he said the reason he thought I would know is because whenever someone is in his vicinity he said he could feel their presence, but when he is around me he said he sometimes could not feel anything from me. after that he taught me how to make a chi-ball and it took me about a month(?) to feel anything. he told me some history about chi and that a very long time ago a terrible war between people that could use chi happened and a lot of people were killed and the knowledge was kept secret in certain sects and families for safe keeping. he also taught me general placements of the different chakra points in the body and that people who use chi can absorb healing energy from the sun.
i practiced making the chi-ball on and off through the second year of college with my friend who taught me about chi and nothing of note really happened. except during a few days around my birthday when my friends went shopping for a gift for me at a book store. when they walked over the ouija boards my friend said he felt a presence and a board fell over onto the floor. a couple minutes later a girl started talking to them about past lives and other spiritual things (i really don't remember what they told me about how this conversation got started, but they swear it happened.)
then the summer after my junior year in college, a buddhist friend of my mother's told her about a meditation camp that taught vipasana meditation. he did not know anything about me really, but he told my mother i might enjoy the experience. the strange thing is, i really was kind of interested after she described his experience to me. i talked to him about it a little bit later on when i had the chance and i decided to try it out. stranger still is now that i look back on that experience is that vipasana meditation is literally the same thing as void meditation.
now i am in my senior year and for some reason a friend from high school decided to tell me he found the Joy of Satan site and gave me the links to check it out. i'll be completely honest here, i was really skeptical about it at first, but i decided to read through the information and i found some of the information on the site matched up with stuff i learned before. (ie. meditation techniques, places of chakra points and how massive battles took place long ago between chi users)
the funny thing is i was an atheist/agnostic (i wavered between the two, but i had a burning hatred for christianity and all that other rubbish) before i learned about Satanism. so my line of thinking was, what in the world were the chances that out of every single religion on this planet, Satanism would be the one to not only match up with information that i already know, but to also expand on what i do know about how to use chi? after deliberating for about two weeks, i made my dedication to Father Satan and i have regretted nothing. (just fyi, i made the dedication about a week ago. i've just been lurking around in the background)
well that's my story for how i got into Satanism. i kind of feel like for the past couple years, something has been gradually guiding me and giving me the necessary information i needed to find and make the correct choice to believe in Father Satan. anyone else willing to share how they found Father? because if i had not known anything about chi or some history behind it beforehand i would have stayed far far away from this site.
ALL HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY ALL HIS ENEMIES PERISH BEFORE HIM!
-Jeff
it started when I entered college and met a floor-mate of mine and after about a semester of knowing him he came up to me one day and asked me if I knew how to use chi. I was confused and he said the reason he thought I would know is because whenever someone is in his vicinity he said he could feel their presence, but when he is around me he said he sometimes could not feel anything from me. after that he taught me how to make a chi-ball and it took me about a month(?) to feel anything. he told me some history about chi and that a very long time ago a terrible war between people that could use chi happened and a lot of people were killed and the knowledge was kept secret in certain sects and families for safe keeping. he also taught me general placements of the different chakra points in the body and that people who use chi can absorb healing energy from the sun.
i practiced making the chi-ball on and off through the second year of college with my friend who taught me about chi and nothing of note really happened. except during a few days around my birthday when my friends went shopping for a gift for me at a book store. when they walked over the ouija boards my friend said he felt a presence and a board fell over onto the floor. a couple minutes later a girl started talking to them about past lives and other spiritual things (i really don't remember what they told me about how this conversation got started, but they swear it happened.)
then the summer after my junior year in college, a buddhist friend of my mother's told her about a meditation camp that taught vipasana meditation. he did not know anything about me really, but he told my mother i might enjoy the experience. the strange thing is, i really was kind of interested after she described his experience to me. i talked to him about it a little bit later on when i had the chance and i decided to try it out. stranger still is now that i look back on that experience is that vipasana meditation is literally the same thing as void meditation.
now i am in my senior year and for some reason a friend from high school decided to tell me he found the Joy of Satan site and gave me the links to check it out. i'll be completely honest here, i was really skeptical about it at first, but i decided to read through the information and i found some of the information on the site matched up with stuff i learned before. (ie. meditation techniques, places of chakra points and how massive battles took place long ago between chi users)
the funny thing is i was an atheist/agnostic (i wavered between the two, but i had a burning hatred for christianity and all that other rubbish) before i learned about Satanism. so my line of thinking was, what in the world were the chances that out of every single religion on this planet, Satanism would be the one to not only match up with information that i already know, but to also expand on what i do know about how to use chi? after deliberating for about two weeks, i made my dedication to Father Satan and i have regretted nothing. (just fyi, i made the dedication about a week ago. i've just been lurking around in the background)
well that's my story for how i got into Satanism. i kind of feel like for the past couple years, something has been gradually guiding me and giving me the necessary information i needed to find and make the correct choice to believe in Father Satan. anyone else willing to share how they found Father? because if i had not known anything about chi or some history behind it beforehand i would have stayed far far away from this site.
ALL HAIL FATHER SATAN!
MAY ALL HIS ENEMIES PERISH BEFORE HIM!
-Jeff