maryvtanguay
New member
- Joined
- Jun 9, 2009
- Messages
- 0
I'm embarrassed by this, but at this point I feel like if I don't get help my life is at stake. I have been dedicated to Satan for quite some time and every time I meditate I get attacked during or after by greys(have yet to see anything else). which leaves me feeling inept and demoralized to the point where I won't try anything for a while. Like just a few minutes ago I tried to go into a trance state, but my mind was bombarded with random thoughts so I stopped. Then I was just about to start again and it felt like something had crawled beside me. Then it started to push on my chest to the point I couldn't breathe. I then thought I was gonna die right then till I called out for help, now I feel drained and depressed. It's usually like they're draining me via my chest or sometimes they'll strangle me or halter my breathing. What can I do to stop or at least limit the attacks so I can mediate with peace of mind? Lord I'm having trouble typing this my comp. is goig crazy. Recently the attacks are almost daily and are getting more severe. Please help!